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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
{ 4:46 PM on '' } just a few words for today. really a few words. obease and mood swings doesn't go well together. screams. scram. Sunday, April 24, 2005
{ 1:55 PM on '' } oh yes. another dayy. sunday. i juz felt tat i gotta post i guess. or some sort like that. ohwell. i feel disturbed. i think. and i juz feel tat i got so much problems. like. my attitude. i think. i've became like MEAN-er. tat's not all. well i do hv lotsa things to say. but i juz cannot think of wad to say now. aahh. this is not working. i feel so lazy. im finding things to do when i jolly well noe studying should be wad im suppose to be doing now. hais. im sch a pig. i got so much complaints. i don't noe whyy. maybe tat's how i start a conversation! hahas. NOT. ah this is so lame. i need to talk. aahh. or am i just giving some excuses.? sometimes i don't noe wad am i. i mean wad i think. I . tat's the greatest obstacle. ME. yes. ME. i've come to realized wad it really means. do i? ahwell. is this some crap thing again.? aaahh!> ohwell. exams are round the corner. tat's the greatest thing which could ever happen. like go away. oh yaa. i think i give pple the misconception tat im actually rude. ok is tat the right word to use in this sentence? ah forget it. im juz trying too hard to speak proper english whioch makes me sound gross and all. ah well. who cares. ok not who cares.. but since i already typed it so let it be. see! im finding things to argue about. lame. no tat's wad you think. blahs. im like having two of myself talking... hmmm.. interesting. ohwell to some pple its just plain lame and pathetic. get a life. goodness. when on earth have i spoke with such violence?! long time ago , NOT/ i was influenced. HAHAS. *looks at church friends* x)) oh well. i haven even typed wad i wanna say.. im juz plain talking to myself. oh well. i gtg now. cause my parents are back! hellp! Saturday, April 16, 2005
{ 10:21 PM on '' } lalalallas. man i feel tat i do things really slow. from 12+ to bout 3+ i was doing physics homework. like so long! and i dun really understand + i haven completed the work tat is the greatest thing whoch happened today . ! later i went to try out some piano at Cristofori. (whichever way you spell it) yupp. i need a piano. so much for some piano which has a spoilt note and has differnet tones+sounds. i had enough!. wahahahs. juz trying to get a new piano. trying to despise the piano i have now... wait. its a DIGITAL piano. dun remind me. lols wellwell. service was good today/ x) received new bible! yes finally! thank God! hmmss. tomorrow is another beautidul day! yayy. lalaalLAA. i need to go out!. and ya noe wad ? mid year's less than 2 weeks!! and im so unmotivated to study. with this competitive class. somebody save me!! so stressful. hmmm. i thot i would actually like staying at home cause of the oh so long MC i had. but gradually im getting kinda bored. ok i said tat a million times i noe. but dun blame me peeps. its juz the flow of thoughts you see/ SEE. first hand information. be honoured.! cause i dun usually express myself so well. ahahhhaAS/ wellwell... ohya. i miss school. [I THINK] ladedum. i can't believe ex KCPians are all over Singapore and the world. kinda cool. and its like. the growing years where all the beautiful memories in the past so unforgettable. hmmm. i wonder how does it feel like... to be all grown up. to miss your friends. to keep in contact with them to crap around with them. its juz all so fun. but one day friends would be in different schools and stuff.. its really depressing. how sad! see pple. emotional side of cheryl the glutton. HAHAs/ wellwell... as usual, im not doing anything tonight. wad a pig. oh well. tat's ME. blahblahblahs. man did i tell you??!! my whole feet is BIG really! its like all puffed up. look how a sprain can lead to all these. firstly, i gotta withstand the pain of putting ice at the swell. secondly, i couln't walk for more den a day or so. thirdly, i have inproportionate feet. fourthly,mu feet is disfigured. lastly, my shoes are tighter because of tat swell which made my feet big. how nice. well done cheryl. your clumsiness has brought you this far. continue the awesome work. OH PLEASE! seeya folks! Friday, April 15, 2005
{ 4:48 PM on '' } man i hate this. staying at home for so many days is so boring. it makes me gain weight. ok whether or not im at home it doesn't really matter cause i always gain, BUT its so boring here! i juz ate the whole kitchen AS USUAL. makes me sick. hais. why do i hv to eat so much? womder whose genes i have!! arGH. im always complaining. somebody shut me up pls! argh! i feel so. eekks. hais forget it. i realised i dunno bout how other pple feel. like i dun really bother bout their feelings cause they seem so unreal to me.. haahs. so you alls hould think the same way too cause i dun feel THAT miserable. but i actually am. CONTADICTING. hais. i need to enjoy being at home. come on pple! gimme ideas on how to pass my time AT hoME please! man i juz realised i that im actually spoiling my ankle more by walking in and out of the kitchen. somebody SMACK me! aaaaaahhhhh. foodfoodfood. get a life man/ change topic! ohwell. i think i dun really hv many close frens. i mean really close. hais so sad, i went to see other pple's friendster juz now. man./ A WORLD OF FRENS i tell you. ok sounds lame. but as long i understand wad i mean . hmmmss.. CLOTHES. number one thing i want now man. i juz dun dress up like most pple. haahs. can you imagine i juz said tat?! oh no. im disgusted with myself! ok i oso hv no idea wad is there to be disgusted about. ok maybe i do?? ah who cares. oh no. tat sounded rude. but its not anyway. hmmms. hahas. im like totally amusing myself. effects of staying at home for 3 days eating. AHAHA. wellwell. i missed out alot over the past 2 days bad. looks like i meed help in my studies. aaaahhhh!! sometimes i really wonder. wad do pple out there do. its like we pple hv nothing to do rite? i've been saying this for a thousand times i now, but bear with me pple. how can i be mature huh? i think my face and my height are world's apart. hahas. ok tat sounds silly. but kinda true/ izzit? ah i shall stop tokking bout senseless stuff here. stay tune for more of cheryl's adventure AT HOME. haahs. *off you go* ___________________________________________________________________ Thursday, April 14, 2005
{ 7:08 PM on '' } boo. ok tat's not how i normally start. HEYYY!! lols.. well well let me see. ages since i typed. hmmmss.. i haven been going to school for 2 days. i'll not be going tomorrow. this seems quite wrong. balme it on my clumsiness. man i can't believe i fell. so clumsy! and i like couldn't walk when i got home! bad. but thank God it im much better todayy! hmmm.... its really kinda weird staying at home da whole day. whoa juz logged on to the com for 2 hours. looking at other pple's friendster. man. really cool. sighh. im bored. BORED. bored. i can;t believe 2+hours juz passed! ohwell. juz treat it like smth learnt bout lives of pple through the com. i got nothing much to blog now. i need inspiration! oh ya. my sprained ankle was caused by a TORN ligament. sounds scary, blahs. tell me wad to do now. *rolling off to the kitchen* Friday, April 01, 2005
{ 7:32 PM on '' } ooooooooohhhhhhhhyeahhhh! im backk! man haven been blogging for ages!! oh noo... im so FULL. ate loads of COOKIES! man. argh. im getting bored of complaining bout my eating habits.. argh. sad to say i can't really change. ahh. nvm.. anyways today's APRIL FOOL'S DAY! guess wad? our whole class were tricked byy our teacherss! can ya believe it? teachers actually tricked us.!! and wee believed! its about some MS RAMASAMY teacher who is gonna take over Mr Koh(our form teacher), and another teacher whose gonna take over our Chinese teacher. man.. and tat RAMASAMY teacher was described as like.. A PRISON SCHOOL TEACHER whose gonna teach our class. plus she's very strict. oh man. ahhahhas i can't believe we fell for tat! but it seemed so real LOLS> this is fun. teachers really hv their sense of humour... hmmmm... well.. SOME. not ALL. yeahyeahh.. man im bored. im very bored. i need entertainment. hais. im gonna get baptised this sunday! boy kinda nervous. lols. i dunno whether im readyy.. but well.. JUZ DO IT! x) ooohhhhlalalaaa... its FRIDAY! finally. im full. im fat oh no. boy. i feel sickk. hais. im bored. help. oh yaa. am i a very emotional person? lols.. let me see..... who knowss. maybee? hmmms. i really am bored. i feel tired. but its juz not right. i need to talk! talktalktalktalktalk. ahwell. looking for a target noww.... and it'll be YOU! man... i feel like a pig. and oh ya!> my results! i failed history!! man.. its the first time there's SO marks in my report card! wad a bad start. wellwell.. i better buck up. blame it on Mr Lim. hoho.. i've been handing in late work. sad to say. im digging my grave. cause it'll affect my marks i guess. hais. this is bad. ya noe i realised tat when im bored. i tend to eat. alot. and i mena alot. hey sorry ple but my flow of thought juz seems to be jumping here and there. there's no link to anything. lols. sorryy. but tat's me for now , whoaa. i guess i'll stop here. seeyaa. *im tired* zZzZ. -was it embarrassing?- ah well. its over. tatars. bangboombang. i can't run. shutup. oopps/ *sprints* ahhas. lame.. byeee. |
Cheryl
Female. 19. Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it Basically still a kid crying for momma Loves
To be accepted To belong To be embraced Yay. |