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Tuesday, May 31, 2005
{ 2:44 PM on '' } friends fun what are they? what is it? numbed. really. i just don't have any. loser. Monday, May 30, 2005
{ 11:38 PM on '' } yeah. blogging bout lifestyle and problems. ? ? ? hais. BORING ME. sigh. possesive. critisms basically flaws. wad's wrong? communicating system is definately not working. im not a talking person. or am i? nonsense is my nature. smth like that. i just hv no idea how i can strike up a conversation with anyone. actually i can't. i don't hv the talking skill. and like hello? i got a weird personality. plain weird. and i can't stand it. its sometimes such a bother you see. my BRAIN. ohwell. pride jealousy guess which am i? ok lame. there's more to it. DEFINE ME thought-fulls. . Sunday, May 29, 2005
{ 6:33 PM on '' } ohyeah man! life's great! X) haahs.got many nice and and not so nice stuff happening. but overall. I FEEL GOOD! nananananana,, i feel good.. nanananananana. ooooohhhhhhhyyyyeeeesss! ok friday louisa had a sleepover at her house, and it was great.! i mean. yeah. we played cludo! woohoo! it was gooood. and the cake was delicious! it was icecream. yum. and i love the food.! later they tanned.' mature pple. ok i didn't tan cause im already tan. anyway, i decided to just lie there in inappropriate attire, as in attire for sun tanning, dun get me wrong. yup. and it didn't really work anyway. maybe a little. yep. DEN. service. the speaker was kinda out of point i guess. hais. im such a coward. my spirit is.. i dunno. but i believe God is doing wonders in my life yeah! i feel good. naanannaaa.. okeis. after service there was love feaast. i was so hungry! and alls hould know wad i did rite? yepp.' and den.. went home. and slept. w/o brushing my teeth. HAHAS. SUNDAY! another GREAT day! i love being in church. its really awesome! so pple, come to MY church! x) ateateate alot. choclates are great too! esp M&Ms cheese. Friday, May 20, 2005
{ 7:35 PM on '' } ooohhlala. great. i've gotta comeup with ideas for an outfit. i mean attire .\for crosscountry i guess. izzit too late? man. this is bad. im such a .. aaahh. useless. ohwell. at most juz wear pe attire. blah. this is not working. talk bout leadership. ohplease. getting me annoyed. not annoyed. wrong word, but maybe getting me sick. im not doing anything for the class, like haha. goodness, why am i behaving like such an irritating pig..aaah. this is life. haha. not. sick-ed/ Monday, May 16, 2005
{ 7:48 PM on '' } ohman. why onearth do girls wanna be lesbians? my goodness. i was so shocked to see my ex schoolmates turning into one and even changing their names to a guy's one.. goodness. kinda nuts to me... ohwell.! this world is getting really crazy~ hmmms. i had a bad morning today. hais. shall not elaborate. i realized mornings are the part of the day which makes me go mad really quickly . sigh! and nowadays i've been expressing myself wrongly and often get misunderstood by my tone which sounds rather wrong.. guess im pretty bad at communicating at times. forgive me pls. i didn't noe rockets and parachutes interst me somehow. its kinda fun ya noe.. hahas. well. tmr is another day of science.! and you noe wad? im kinda careless in my physics. wad's new? i shall say no more.. chao. Saturday, May 14, 2005
{ 10:55 PM on '' } ok. i need to hv fun at home. same statement i've repeated for ages. well i didn't blog yst bout my brother's school! childcare or school.. ok not sure. but the kids there are SOoo cute! it amuses me to see small pple less than 3 years old to be walking around,putting their plates back to the bucket,understanding wad the teachers, and being so cute! aaahhH. it was really great to see them around in school. i mean my bro's school. hais. and there's pple out there who even murder kids. wad on earth were they thinking? ohwell. today i went to suntec. didn't buy anthing.. juz spent quality time with mum. ahahs. ok there is lighning and thunder. this scares me. it really gives me the chills. ok there it goes again.... ohwell.. i better go and do smth productive now.. hais. like wad? ok i'll be watching tv. =) bye. { 12:19 AM on '' } EXAMS ARE OVER! finally! its like a saturday today, cause i was pretty occupied today, which means no boredom at home! was quite a gooood day for me today after the exams.. yes.. ok why on earth do pple dress so maturely! look at my extremely shocked face O_O ok tat doesn't look like anything. im juz.. like.. whoa. WHOA! yepp. amyways/ im feeling so warm! yucks. ohwell.tmr another gooood day i suppose! yes! yesyesyes. ohwell. im still kinda.. overwhelmed. ahahahahs. OK NO SENSE. man. lalaalaa. i need to something.. REORGANIZE MY ENTIRE ROOM BY MYSELF, yes. i will do it. Thursday, May 12, 2005
{ 9:53 AM on '' } ok i juz have one thing to say. my hunger for bread is back. my worst nightmare. aahhh!!. i think my blog is for me to complain about everything under the sun. ohwell.sorry for listening to all these complaints. i can be irritating at times like this. x) i woke up at 8.45 today to study. but it juz doesn't seem to work. im at the com now. HELP. Wednesday, May 11, 2005
{ 6:55 PM on '' } wad on earth exactly am i trying to do. im like wasting away my time. my life. argh. i can't stand this. im so unsuccessful. indecisive. undiciplined. unconfident. lame. bored. boring. unsociable. problematic. blahs. ok why do pple get so emtional? ohwell.. and why do pple keep using vulgarities? its definately not the cool or the best way of expressing their anger or feelings. sinful. ohwell. and why are ppple so caught up with love? TEENAGERS. i got nothing to say.maybe im juz being prejustice? NOt. and why don't i hv the dicipline to do anything but waste my life on the com which i spend like hours on it doing practically nothing but viewing other ppl's stuff online when i actually got to study? but studying is juz another alternative when im bored. but hello? nobody's study when t heir bored when there's no exams. and tat means tat i hv nth to do when there is no exams. i need to find things bout myself. i really think tat i don't even noe myself well. like for 14plus years. ok maybe i do noe myself, maybe i juz can't accept the way i am.. and i think i can't talk to pple./ when i can't, i look pathetic. man. and i can't stand pple who just hv this thing against me. and pple who say things about me, when i don't even noe it. maybe they are juz trying to tell me my flaws and stuff, but, even when you wanna say it, say it DETAILEDLY ok its not tat i hv anything against those pple, but its like, you will juz feel something when pple tell you all these bad things about you. err rite? although i really wanna noe wad my flaws are, which i can list up to a thousand. ok overall, im talking nonsense. and really do think so. i can't even express myself properly, even if i do so, others would get misunderstood. so wad's the point? and people, don't you think using the word 'so?' is rude? i mean if you really think about it. it gets me feeling sick. it gets on my nerves somehow. so people. don't use it. ok i hv no rights to tell you to do so anyway. i think im crappy. look at all tat i've written! its plain complaining. i like to complain. or izzit juz voicing out my opinions of things? see! i am contradicting. it must be the awesomeness of my brain. i look too much into stuff, which make it seem contradicting. and why is my grandma shouting? she's just speaking louudly. and i read up my physics textbook, which says tat shouting can impair one's hearing. no wonder im getting abit deaf. =x ok statements i make can be quite critical. izzit? or tat is juz wad i think. see. im so conscious of wad pple say and think about me. !!!!! no confidence! see.! i got alot to say bout myself.i juz realized tat... hais. i better go and study! i juz trying to avoid studying. how retarded , exams are gonna be over! means im gonna enjoy myself!> but do i noe wad i like to do?? not really. i think so much. too much. until i contradict. im repeating myself. like a granny. getting older day by day. i simply mature too fast, hahas/ aahh! i got biology on friday. studystudystudystudystudy/ exams this week was pretty bad for me. thanks to those who reminded me about my mathenatics. i know i didn't do well. don't remind me!, blahsblahsblahs. ok audrey juz introduced me to a site. yucks. thank you so much. lols. lalalas. see. im juz killing time. like killing myself. ok not true. but i juz don't do anything. like drooling! *dripdrip* aaaahhhh! i better stop here,i'll turn mad. ciao! Saturday, May 07, 2005
{ 9:28 PM on '' } back. had fried rice for dinner. yum. i think i rested too long. should be doing work right now. but i juz hv to switch on the com. ohwell. i feel oily. eekks. today was an average day. didn't spent much time on studies though.. sighhs. anyways, tomorrow's MOTHER'S DAY! haahs. i haven bought a gift though.. i need to find one fast. wad should i get? a flower? but i would wither off earings? where to find? watch? too expensive![not those cheap ones] um.. food? tat's not bad! hahas. we'll see tomorrow. i better get going. BYE. Friday, May 06, 2005
{ 11:39 PM on '' } i juz switched on the com . and sneezed like crazy. whoa. i think i hv a cold. ohwell. i feel so eekkks. as usual. compliaing bout the same stuff again but doing nothing.' i can't stand this..... maddening. hais. i feel tat today was so unproductive. i feel so lame-ed i feel pathetic. i feel sick. i feel hopeless. ugh. Tuesday, May 03, 2005
{ 2:26 PM on '' } heyy! juz had english paper one and social studies. man. i hope i didn't screw it up! oh well. supposed to be studying.. but i need to relax too rite? mmm. tomorrow is E maths. no sweat! ok like real. anyways, i hv LOADS of things to look forward to after the exams! i promise myself to spend all my time PRODUCTIVELY! yayy! got loadsloads to do. i'll do some soul-searching perhaps. HAA. did i say tat? hmmm. yupp. yesyes. im so looking forward to it. but now its studying time. man. oh well. seeyaa/ all da best for the exams! Sunday, May 01, 2005
{ 11:37 PM on '' } oh hello. another dayy. was in productive? let me see.. went sunday school . came back home. tried hard to study. [i managed to!] piano. shopped awhile. dinner. tv. revision.[awhile,like half hour or less] com. oh well. i dunnow ad to say.. i juz can't studyy/ wad's wrong! hais.. im becoming lazier. argh. and like hello pple! there are insects all over my table now! gross. i juz killed one. and another came along. man. they realy sense their fren's dead soul's huh... lalalal. im trying to study maths now. but i can't/ how can some pple switch on their com and study at the same time?! their totally deceiving themselves. ahh. i better study hard. plan for future. it really helps ya noe. hahas. okk. ohyaa. and you realised pple! im not actually quiet. i do talk. keep tat in mind. don't be deceived by the appearance. muahahhahs. LATER! |
Cheryl
Female. 19. Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it Basically still a kid crying for momma Loves
To be accepted To belong To be embraced Yay. |