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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
{ 6:43 PM on '' }
ohya btw, i realised i've been using this blog for about 7 months,
short to others, but to me,
its kinda long.
i just looked at my archives awhile ago,
wow.
i can't believe i wrote those stuff.
tat's really me when i speak my mind.
hahs.
yeah.
i raelised there are so many things to discuss about.
well.
A BIG THANK YOU to those who have been viewing my blog!
x)
although i know the sum are lesser than a SMALL packet of M&M chocs.
{ 5:41 PM on '' }
THIRD day of school.
ok had three days of school already..
what long hours we have in schools.
the day is getting longer than what it seems to be!
i can't believe students are s'pose to sit on the chair
and listen to the teacher's for like more than an hour.
and the next one comes in, another one hour, and so on...
its TIRING hello?
i've been so sleepy these days,,
hais.
i just can't seem to understand how mood swings come about!
like today, i was mad at everyone,.
in my head, i was thinking of some nasty stuff to vent my anger,
man!
it gets me all insane all over.
and btw, i need tor ead more to improve my english.
i NEED to.
yeah as i was saying,
i was grumpy,disappointed,angry,sad,irritated,mean,black,
and everything!
was so hard to control what's inside,
it seems everything was about to explode inside me.
goodness.
i don't know what had caused this horrific mood swing,
well,
it wasn't that bad,
but i just felt like snapping back at others.
okay that's bad.
ergh.
and i can't be friendly towards others with this kind of mood swing.
man.
ok like duh.
ahwell.
it may be the talk with me and louisa yesterday ,
maybe made my emotions go like wild.
ohhhweell.!
and hey im trying to built up self-confidence yeah?
yes.
i must be confident, or else i'll look so... silly.
something like that.
hmmmm....
typing all these makes me seem so lame.
till here.
*yeah and someone tempted me to eat an ice-cream.
great.
Sunday, June 26, 2005
{ 7:20 PM on '' }
aaah there's school tomorrow.
school's back.
great.
what can i expect?
lesoons lessons and more lessons.
what's new?
can't there just be some fun?
i mean ok many people agree that sec 3 is the best time of your life,
but erm.
its not looking so good here hello!
aaaaahhhhh........
save me!
{ 1:00 AM on '' }
 sleepy.
 hahas. tat's my brother. ! again.
sleepy but trying to smile.
hahs! my brother. cute? of course! its MY brother!
just playing with the digi cam after grandma's b'dae dinner.
i gotta admit tat I LOVE MY FAMILY!
everyone related to me!
yes!
and ir ealised how family is so impt, and your loved ones around you.
x)
hey!
i realised the feeling of people saying tat you've put onweight!
ahhh!
i shan't eleborate.
im too hurt for words.
i can't speak.
im speechless.
yeah right.
i read from my devotional book tat to have a good sense of homour,
one of the points is to accept justified criticisms and recover from it.
hahs.
boy.
i DO have a good sense of homour.
haahs.
ohwell.
and ya noe i think i like taking pictures.
its really fun.
i mean in a way tat
you get those lovely and silly moments caught on camera?
yeah/
catch more of it here!
it'll make my blog more colouful.
hey it takes alot of patience to do those colour things on the word colourful you know..haha and you know what?
the book says that keeping a good sense of homouris a great way
to become a sweet,PATIENT,and encouraging person!
im becoming patient!
this works man.
I HAVE a great sense of homour.
hahs.
ok tat's so lame.
yesyes.
catch me later!
btw its past 12 so it should be sunday now.
ooohhhlalaa.
Thursday, June 23, 2005
{ 11:24 PM on '' }
HELLO.
today was a great day.
went to Montfiesta. It was not bad. i was as usual really impressed. hahs.
but i think this year's one was really good. at least there's improvement,
although the speakers were abit too.............. girlie?
and they sound exactly like Jonathan, no wonder, he did the script.!
lols.
and whoa i believe people do change!
the hairstyle,the face,the size.... mmmm....
yeah..
and guess what?
i have to rush on my homework assignments.
who doesn't rite?
ohwell.
SCHOOL
ok. i have to say.
i'm really proud of my cousins!
yes indeed.
im just really... yeah..
their humourous,intellectual,mean,expressive,matured,talented,smart,
funny,funny,funny..
YEAH.
you should meet them!
yeah.
rock on.
(ok sounds a little......cheesy?whatever the word)
ohwell.
yeah.
these two weeks were great!
but the first two weeks, i regretted wilding my time away.....
by not doing anything.
whywhywhy.'
time flies.
and im gonna fly now.,,,,,
-swoossshhh im gone-
Saturday, June 18, 2005
{ 12:33 AM on '' }
CHURCH CAMP WAS GREAT!
yeah man. it was good.
esp the last night.
woo.
yeah and not to mention the food.
im in LOVE with food.
food on the first noght was fantastic.
yum.
have been eating alot of junk.
reallly.
tummy.
aaah.
oh. glad i bought stuff from m'sia,
although only 2 clothings,
but im contented.
ha.
oooh did i say swensen's was great?
YES!
the ice-cream...oh...
yeah,'
haha.
and i can't beileive its the end of the 3rd week alr!!
its so fast,
and my work.?
hoho.
not done.
sigh,
i gotta really spend everyday doing work.
yeah.
camp;
experinced many things.
yep.
YOU should go!
i'll see you next yr.
x)
i need Your healing.
i need Your strengh.
i need You.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
{ 9:25 PM on '' }
JUNK-ED
man. ate so much junk food while doing some silly CME project for these two days.
whoa.
im so over...
weight.
hahs.
kks i'll shutup.
ohwell, i didn't go for wed's training.
man.
my ankle still has not recovered.
help!
so go training tml?
argh.
blahs.
im so wasting my time and not doing holiday homework.
how?
hais.
im going church camp next monday!
YAY!
it'll be great!
xp
oh man must prepare devotion.
uh oh.
stress.
ohwell.
parents at Bangkok.
enjoying!
aah.
great.
where's everyone? hais.
don't bother anymore.
Monday, June 06, 2005
{ 2:41 PM on '' }
ok.
life's..well... nott at good.
sunday was exciting!
had laser quest .
fun.
but my score was SO lousy the first round.
ahwell.
today.
netball.
guess wad?
im such a weak thing man.
i sprained my ankle AGAIN.
boy.
weak ankles i got.
hais.
must rest,
and dad doesn't allow me to go out.
man,
a bbq missed.
ohwell.
tired.
but i just eaten.
some lame noodles with no ingredients -.-
and breadS.
:)
ok.
i better get going now.
time to REST,
ciaos.
dead phone.
Friday, June 03, 2005
{ 10:50 PM on '' }
hahahas.
man.
nothing happy's going on here okay.
bored.
im like , so , ergh!
enough.
i shall not complain no more.
ohwell,today i had a LATE dinner.
oooo, still kinda full.
hais,
went out to centrepoint and hung around.
w/o looking and going into shops.
sigh.
wad's my aim in going out anyway?
today dad like gave a speech to me.
sigh.
kinda put me off somehow.
but come to think about it,
its hard to decide.
man!
i can't stand this.
i simply . like have no life or smth like tat.
sigh.
im just totally different from other teens.
i mean..
i noe its for my own good and blahblah,
but ,
i want a life.
i need LIFE.
hais.
i have no life anyway,
thanks to myself.
im pretty rude actually.
bad influence.
ohwell.
i just don't know what to do.
it's my fault tat im not very disciplined,and lazy,and lazier. but, i just can't being myself to do it. like study? improve on my grades? cause im so bored that i think all these are meaningless. not meaningless, but, you noe? i can't bring myself to do it.. tat's the consequences of a 'no life' person. but are all these just plain complaining w/o thinking?
maybe?
see, i look into all sides of a matter.
pple just think tat i just base on what i think and fullstop.
well, sometimes i do, but i just can't control it whenyou're already pissed at wad the person's talking and there you are thinking about the other side of the matter, and it all comes back to you. your fault.
how nice huh.
wellohwell.
where are my friends?
sobsobsobsobsobsobLAHS!
im like barely 15 yet, (sorta)
and im feeling so horrible.
sighh.
its just me rite?
but.
haven you thought,
i have no one to talk to.
haven you thought?
i have nothing to do at home.(BESIDES HOMEWORK PLEASE/STUDIES)
sigh.
all in the mind yayayayayaya
can't stand it.
obviously everythings in the mind! or else what is your mind for?!
its just easy to talk back at stuff when you're put off.
and den later you feel guilty cause the next moment. you see your dad screaming at you.
guilty in the sense that you were rude.
hais.
im just brought up too well,
tat my parents instill in me that no life cheryl.
ok .
stop it.
i shall not blame anyone.
cause,
everyone's at fault anyway.
okays.
today, i had netball training.
aching legs.
and hot sun.
aahh.
i had a bad morning as usual !
this time i like couldn't control myself, i was like asking God to help me cool down, i think i was all red man.
its double horrible!
sigh!
whyy are my mornings always ruined?
daily devotions.
aaah.
okay.
see wad i mean.
lazy.
=(
aaaaahhhhh!
im like always on the com .
if yous ee me online,
it just simply means i got nothing better else to do.!
like always THANK YOU.
sigh.
why can't family outings be more interesting and the way i want?
ahwell.
its the time together,
not what we want rite?
see.
im not silly/ignorant.
i do think.
alot.
oh well.
im jumping frm topic to topic again.
this is just expressingmyself.
and great,
like the whole world can read my blog.
ok im not saying the whole world wants to read it,
but.
ah forget it!
im like so conscious of what pple think.
like wow.
rolls eyes.
am i pissed off or smth?
or izzit mood swings?
aaaahhh!!
DEFINE ME>
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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
{ 6:43 PM on '' }
ohya btw, i realised i've been using this blog for about 7 months,
short to others, but to me,
its kinda long.
i just looked at my archives awhile ago,
wow.
i can't believe i wrote those stuff.
tat's really me when i speak my mind.
hahs.
yeah.
i raelised there are so many things to discuss about.
well.
A BIG THANK YOU to those who have been viewing my blog!
x)
although i know the sum are lesser than a SMALL packet of M&M chocs.
{ 5:41 PM on '' }
THIRD day of school.
ok had three days of school already..
what long hours we have in schools.
the day is getting longer than what it seems to be!
i can't believe students are s'pose to sit on the chair
and listen to the teacher's for like more than an hour.
and the next one comes in, another one hour, and so on...
its TIRING hello?
i've been so sleepy these days,,
hais.
i just can't seem to understand how mood swings come about!
like today, i was mad at everyone,.
in my head, i was thinking of some nasty stuff to vent my anger,
man!
it gets me all insane all over.
and btw, i need tor ead more to improve my english.
i NEED to.
yeah as i was saying,
i was grumpy,disappointed,angry,sad,irritated,mean,black,
and everything!
was so hard to control what's inside,
it seems everything was about to explode inside me.
goodness.
i don't know what had caused this horrific mood swing,
well,
it wasn't that bad,
but i just felt like snapping back at others.
okay that's bad.
ergh.
and i can't be friendly towards others with this kind of mood swing.
man.
ok like duh.
ahwell.
it may be the talk with me and louisa yesterday ,
maybe made my emotions go like wild.
ohhhweell.!
and hey im trying to built up self-confidence yeah?
yes.
i must be confident, or else i'll look so... silly.
something like that.
hmmmm....
typing all these makes me seem so lame.
till here.
*yeah and someone tempted me to eat an ice-cream.
great.
Sunday, June 26, 2005
{ 7:20 PM on '' }
aaah there's school tomorrow.
school's back.
great.
what can i expect?
lesoons lessons and more lessons.
what's new?
can't there just be some fun?
i mean ok many people agree that sec 3 is the best time of your life,
but erm.
its not looking so good here hello!
aaaaahhhhh........
save me!
{ 1:00 AM on '' }
sleepy.
hahas. tat's my brother. ! again.
sleepy but trying to smile.
hahs! my brother. cute? of course! its MY brother!
just playing with the digi cam after grandma's b'dae dinner.
i gotta admit tat I LOVE MY FAMILY!
everyone related to me!
yes!
and ir ealised how family is so impt, and your loved ones around you.
x)
hey!
i realised the feeling of people saying tat you've put onweight!
ahhh!
i shan't eleborate.
im too hurt for words.
i can't speak.
im speechless.
yeah right.
i read from my devotional book tat to have a good sense of homour,
one of the points is to accept justified criticisms and recover from it.
hahs.
boy.
i DO have a good sense of homour.
haahs.
ohwell.
and ya noe i think i like taking pictures.
its really fun.
i mean in a way tat
you get those lovely and silly moments caught on camera?
yeah/
catch more of it here!
it'll make my blog more colouful.
hey it takes alot of patience to do those colour things on the word colourful you know..haha and you know what?
the book says that keeping a good sense of homouris a great way
to become a sweet,PATIENT,and encouraging person!
im becoming patient!
this works man.
I HAVE a great sense of homour.
hahs.
ok tat's so lame.
yesyes.
catch me later!
btw its past 12 so it should be sunday now.
ooohhhlalaa.
Thursday, June 23, 2005
{ 11:24 PM on '' }
HELLO.
today was a great day.
went to Montfiesta. It was not bad. i was as usual really impressed. hahs.
but i think this year's one was really good. at least there's improvement,
although the speakers were abit too.............. girlie?
and they sound exactly like Jonathan, no wonder, he did the script.!
lols.
and whoa i believe people do change!
the hairstyle,the face,the size.... mmmm....
yeah..
and guess what?
i have to rush on my homework assignments.
who doesn't rite?
ohwell.
SCHOOL
ok. i have to say.
i'm really proud of my cousins!
yes indeed.
im just really... yeah..
their humourous,intellectual,mean,expressive,matured,talented,smart,
funny,funny,funny..
YEAH.
you should meet them!
yeah.
rock on.
(ok sounds a little......cheesy?whatever the word)
ohwell.
yeah.
these two weeks were great!
but the first two weeks, i regretted wilding my time away.....
by not doing anything.
whywhywhy.'
time flies.
and im gonna fly now.,,,,,
-swoossshhh im gone-
Saturday, June 18, 2005
{ 12:33 AM on '' }
CHURCH CAMP WAS GREAT!
yeah man. it was good.
esp the last night.
woo.
yeah and not to mention the food.
im in LOVE with food.
food on the first noght was fantastic.
yum.
have been eating alot of junk.
reallly.
tummy.
aaah.
oh. glad i bought stuff from m'sia,
although only 2 clothings,
but im contented.
ha.
oooh did i say swensen's was great?
YES!
the ice-cream...oh...
yeah,'
haha.
and i can't beileive its the end of the 3rd week alr!!
its so fast,
and my work.?
hoho.
not done.
sigh,
i gotta really spend everyday doing work.
yeah.
camp;
experinced many things.
yep.
YOU should go!
i'll see you next yr.
x)
i need Your healing.
i need Your strengh.
i need You.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
{ 9:25 PM on '' }
JUNK-ED
man. ate so much junk food while doing some silly CME project for these two days.
whoa.
im so over...
weight.
hahs.
kks i'll shutup.
ohwell, i didn't go for wed's training.
man.
my ankle still has not recovered.
help!
so go training tml?
argh.
blahs.
im so wasting my time and not doing holiday homework.
how?
hais.
im going church camp next monday!
YAY!
it'll be great!
xp
oh man must prepare devotion.
uh oh.
stress.
ohwell.
parents at Bangkok.
enjoying!
aah.
great.
where's everyone? hais.
don't bother anymore.
Monday, June 06, 2005
{ 2:41 PM on '' }
ok.
life's..well... nott at good.
sunday was exciting!
had laser quest .
fun.
but my score was SO lousy the first round.
ahwell.
today.
netball.
guess wad?
im such a weak thing man.
i sprained my ankle AGAIN.
boy.
weak ankles i got.
hais.
must rest,
and dad doesn't allow me to go out.
man,
a bbq missed.
ohwell.
tired.
but i just eaten.
some lame noodles with no ingredients -.-
and breadS.
:)
ok.
i better get going now.
time to REST,
ciaos.
dead phone.
Friday, June 03, 2005
{ 10:50 PM on '' }
hahahas.
man.
nothing happy's going on here okay.
bored.
im like , so , ergh!
enough.
i shall not complain no more.
ohwell,today i had a LATE dinner.
oooo, still kinda full.
hais,
went out to centrepoint and hung around.
w/o looking and going into shops.
sigh.
wad's my aim in going out anyway?
today dad like gave a speech to me.
sigh.
kinda put me off somehow.
but come to think about it,
its hard to decide.
man!
i can't stand this.
i simply . like have no life or smth like tat.
sigh.
im just totally different from other teens.
i mean..
i noe its for my own good and blahblah,
but ,
i want a life.
i need LIFE.
hais.
i have no life anyway,
thanks to myself.
im pretty rude actually.
bad influence.
ohwell.
i just don't know what to do.
it's my fault tat im not very disciplined,and lazy,and lazier. but, i just can't being myself to do it. like study? improve on my grades? cause im so bored that i think all these are meaningless. not meaningless, but, you noe? i can't bring myself to do it.. tat's the consequences of a 'no life' person. but are all these just plain complaining w/o thinking?
maybe?
see, i look into all sides of a matter.
pple just think tat i just base on what i think and fullstop.
well, sometimes i do, but i just can't control it whenyou're already pissed at wad the person's talking and there you are thinking about the other side of the matter, and it all comes back to you. your fault.
how nice huh.
wellohwell.
where are my friends?
sobsobsobsobsobsobLAHS!
im like barely 15 yet, (sorta)
and im feeling so horrible.
sighh.
its just me rite?
but.
haven you thought,
i have no one to talk to.
haven you thought?
i have nothing to do at home.(BESIDES HOMEWORK PLEASE/STUDIES)
sigh.
all in the mind yayayayayaya
can't stand it.
obviously everythings in the mind! or else what is your mind for?!
its just easy to talk back at stuff when you're put off.
and den later you feel guilty cause the next moment. you see your dad screaming at you.
guilty in the sense that you were rude.
hais.
im just brought up too well,
tat my parents instill in me that no life cheryl.
ok .
stop it.
i shall not blame anyone.
cause,
everyone's at fault anyway.
okays.
today, i had netball training.
aching legs.
and hot sun.
aahh.
i had a bad morning as usual !
this time i like couldn't control myself, i was like asking God to help me cool down, i think i was all red man.
its double horrible!
sigh!
whyy are my mornings always ruined?
daily devotions.
aaah.
okay.
see wad i mean.
lazy.
=(
aaaaahhhhh!
im like always on the com .
if yous ee me online,
it just simply means i got nothing better else to do.!
like always THANK YOU.
sigh.
why can't family outings be more interesting and the way i want?
ahwell.
its the time together,
not what we want rite?
see.
im not silly/ignorant.
i do think.
alot.
oh well.
im jumping frm topic to topic again.
this is just expressingmyself.
and great,
like the whole world can read my blog.
ok im not saying the whole world wants to read it,
but.
ah forget it!
im like so conscious of what pple think.
like wow.
rolls eyes.
am i pissed off or smth?
or izzit mood swings?
aaaahhh!!
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
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