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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
{ 5:41 PM on '' }


THIRD day of school.

ok had three days of school already..
what long hours we have in schools.
the day is getting longer than what it seems to be!
i can't believe students are s'pose to sit on the chair
and listen to the teacher's for like more than an hour.
and the next one comes in, another one hour, and so on...
its TIRING hello?
i've been so sleepy these days,,
hais.

i just can't seem to understand how mood swings come about!
like today, i was mad at everyone,.
in my head, i was thinking of some nasty stuff to vent my anger,
man!
it gets me all insane all over.
and btw, i need tor ead more to improve my english.
i NEED to.

yeah as i was saying,
i was grumpy,disappointed,angry,sad,irritated,mean,black,
and everything!
was so hard to control what's inside,
it seems everything was about to explode inside me.
goodness.
i don't know what had caused this horrific mood swing,
well,
it wasn't that bad,
but i just felt like snapping back at others.
okay that's bad.
ergh.
and i can't be friendly towards others with this kind of mood swing.
man.
ok like duh.

ahwell.
it may be the talk with me and louisa yesterday ,
maybe made my emotions go like wild.
ohhhweell.!
and hey im trying to built up self-confidence yeah?
yes.
i must be confident, or else i'll look so... silly.
something like that.
hmmmm....

typing all these makes me seem so lame.

till here.


*yeah and someone tempted me to eat an ice-cream.
great.

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.