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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
{ 11:32 PM on '' }
how to describe today?
well, im not in one of my usual moods now.
we had like 6 periods free cause of the EPSON bus thingy,
those ofyou who have watched news today would know.
My school had some important ministers who came and had the official launching of that bus.
i think it is to promote like exchange of info and culture with overseas schools.
okay i was just being plain rude. my grandma was complaining why all the lights were switched on outside.
ergh, so annoying.
i know i shouldn't have responded in that manner by askiung her to GO AND SLEEP.
ahh, im becoming from bad to worse to worst.
is that equation correct?
ah, my studies have been like....MAN.
common test results weren't really a high point for me.
i got like what i considerably say LOW.
its so upsetting to see your grades drop.
its carelessness.
but hello?
the grades are still LOW.
i hate it.
i can't stand it.
i detest it.
if i get low marks, i would like sort of like jealous of others who gets higher grades.
yeah childish, but who doesn't?
maybe some do not.
jealous in a sense that they got higher than me.
and its somewhat admiration.
doesn't sound right, but that's what i think anyway.
So, my gr ades.
it made me angry, and disappointed!
ARGH.
why is this happening to me?
things in my life have not really been all that well.
maybe the problem lies with me.
yes,
but still,
i wanna SCREAM.
i wanna blast your head off.
i wanna question WHY.
i wanna act like a fool.
i wanna vent my anger.
mad.
ponder ponder ponder.
i need to stop and ponder.
about life.
about school.
about friends.
about character.
about others.
about attitude.
about EVERYTHING.
i think im on the verge of going nuts.
mentally.
you can't see it physicallyy, but mentally,
its like a slow process of going into nuts-ism.
a VERY slow and unnoticable process.
call it a natural process.
im gonna be NUTS.
today was obstacle course.
yeah/
disorganised as usual.
can't our school have something organised PROPERLY.
so annoying.
it looked so unplanned.
no wonder only 3 classes of sec3's joined.
i think we got first!
hahs.
the THYTHONS.
spelt like that?
ah nvm.
LIFE.
ME.
WORK.
LIFE.
all comes back to my life.
!!!!
im feeling so quietly desperate.
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Wednesday, August 24, 2005
{ 11:32 PM on '' }
how to describe today?
well, im not in one of my usual moods now.
we had like 6 periods free cause of the EPSON bus thingy,
those ofyou who have watched news today would know.
My school had some important ministers who came and had the official launching of that bus.
i think it is to promote like exchange of info and culture with overseas schools.
okay i was just being plain rude. my grandma was complaining why all the lights were switched on outside.
ergh, so annoying.
i know i shouldn't have responded in that manner by askiung her to GO AND SLEEP.
ahh, im becoming from bad to worse to worst.
is that equation correct?
ah, my studies have been like....MAN.
common test results weren't really a high point for me.
i got like what i considerably say LOW.
its so upsetting to see your grades drop.
its carelessness.
but hello?
the grades are still LOW.
i hate it.
i can't stand it.
i detest it.
if i get low marks, i would like sort of like jealous of others who gets higher grades.
yeah childish, but who doesn't?
maybe some do not.
jealous in a sense that they got higher than me.
and its somewhat admiration.
doesn't sound right, but that's what i think anyway.
So, my gr ades.
it made me angry, and disappointed!
ARGH.
why is this happening to me?
things in my life have not really been all that well.
maybe the problem lies with me.
yes,
but still,
i wanna SCREAM.
i wanna blast your head off.
i wanna question WHY.
i wanna act like a fool.
i wanna vent my anger.
mad.
ponder ponder ponder.
i need to stop and ponder.
about life.
about school.
about friends.
about character.
about others.
about attitude.
about EVERYTHING.
i think im on the verge of going nuts.
mentally.
you can't see it physicallyy, but mentally,
its like a slow process of going into nuts-ism.
a VERY slow and unnoticable process.
call it a natural process.
im gonna be NUTS.
today was obstacle course.
yeah/
disorganised as usual.
can't our school have something organised PROPERLY.
so annoying.
it looked so unplanned.
no wonder only 3 classes of sec3's joined.
i think we got first!
hahs.
the THYTHONS.
spelt like that?
ah nvm.
LIFE.
ME.
WORK.
LIFE.
all comes back to my life.
!!!!
im feeling so quietly desperate.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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