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Monday, October 31, 2005
{ 12:17 AM on '' }


i have school tomorrow. callt his the holidays?
so not.
sigh, im tired.
its already12.25am.
i hate coming onlinw. its just a habit already. its the place where i just do nothing and kill time.
my blog is getting all boring because i say the same old thing like everyday!


so class chalet's coming up!
great. no clothes to wear! ahahas.
this sounds pathetic.
ladeedumdum. I hope it'll go alright.
Well, my maid's going back home tmr. i think i'm gonna miss her, although she can be quite a pain like all the time.
ahhhaa.
the house is gonna be havoc i suppose.
with me always so dissatisfied with my granny doing things in the house, it just kinda of make me realise how mean i can be.
its just me.
Im getting haywire now.
AAHH>!

My birthday is also coming up.
I don't really see the need to celebrate one's birthday so exaggerating-ly or stuff,
maybe just a simple get together and a cake will do.
AND a great dinner! ;)
well, im getting older.
its kinda scares me.
I have to treasure each moment dearly, cause every second and minute and hour and day and week, im getting older.
OLDER!
Well, and just about a week to 15, andim here wasting time on the com.
CHERYL WONG! just can't seem to wake up from her miserable pathetic lifestyle!

yeah, FRIENDS are so important.
Im going on to the topic about relationships again.
oh well.
companionship.
that's what everyone wants.
oh well, that's why friends need to be active here!
or else you'll see couples as young as like 13 or smth?
okay i dunno whether i make sense here, but ya.



CIAOS. (this word looks so cool!)

Sunday, October 23, 2005
{ 11:21 PM on '' }


OKAY.
Sunday.
it was not bad.

yesterday's service was GREAT!
it think it some sort was for me.
He has a perfect plan for me.
His ways, not mine.
i had the urge to go to the front, but I did not.
WHY?
I really neeed to reflect what my spiritual life has been.
Im feeling desperate.



renew my soul.




yeah. tmr's school.
UGH.
im so lazy.
i can't believe my dad even allows me to stay at home!
like hello?
My DAD?!!
LOL.
but im still going.
;)

laalaa. my maid's always nagging.
HELP.
im in distress now.

Saturday, October 22, 2005
{ 1:22 PM on '' }


SATURDAY.
mornings are kinda boring cause I can't seem to find anything to do besides sleeping till late morning and then watching tv.
MAN.
what is this.
I can't stand this feeling.
wellwell, what can I do to make myself enjoy being at home?

when will I enjoy being at home?
argh.
let's migrate to another country.

Friday, October 21, 2005
{ 11:49 PM on '' }


i do hate myself sometimes.
man.

God why?
why am I like that?


sigh. today was another school day.
LAST day of the WEEK.
yayy!
went to the library to get some books.
the book i read first had like the bad word(s),
I feel it's so mind polluting. Ahha.
just say Im pure.

finally got to borrow books. hope i'll read it cause i don't want to borrow the books only for display plus paying fines. wellwell, im always online quite late these days, my late is around 12, not like those extreme nocturnal pple whose late is say, 4?
okay.
Tomorrow's Saturday.
i wanna go out and shop/window shop.
but looks like i got no time at all.
oh wellwe'll see.

HELLO? there's like insects all over my room now.
YUCK.
they are so irritating!
flying here and there, man.
can't they just fly somewhere else ?~
probably because of my bright white light that they just have to be so attracted to it.
I got a bite now.
thanks alot you bunch of filthy flies.
EEKKS.
I really can't stand them, wish I had pesticide now.
Ah its just wasting my time, breathing in air which is awfully suffocating to the lungs.
Okay my room is flooding with insects.
i bet i can catch a hundred of it per day.
HELP!
i need those PEST BUSTERS.
yay i just killed one :)


btw, i have EXTREMELY bad muscle aches.
it makes my walk in an awkward manner.
goodness. i look lame.
Lame as in both the meanings, haha.
netball almost got me gasping for air like a.....buffolo?
get the idea.
man.
I thought I would faint!
I was that weak!
goodness, i better do something or else this coming trainings would really be torturous.
SIGH.

im always sighing.
but then again, i use the word 'sigh', not 'hais' .
come to think of it, 'hais' sounds a bit, erm, weird.
okay i used that word plenty of times anyway.
okay my ENGLISH is not getting me anywhere.
I can't believe my ccompo comments was: Rather informal tone and broken sentences,
something like that.
it wasn't broken sentences but i can't remember what it was anyway.
yes, so im totally SCREWED.


people, anyone with shakesphere books,
I would gladly accept it with open arms.
okay this doesn't really make sense.


nothing does anyway, BYE!

Wednesday, October 19, 2005
{ 11:14 PM on '' }


im feeling pretty itchy now.
man.

lalala. school's been alright.
I was so freaked out today.
SIGH.
what's with me.
im totally losing my mind.
MY mind.
Im really afraid.
Very.




scream scram scroom scruped
?
im losing it.




its worst than this.
aaahhh.....
my blog posts are getting shorter day by day.
looks like i got nth to blog about.
not thinking!
I can't now.
tmr's netball.
man.





Strength.
i need it.

Monday, October 17, 2005
{ 8:35 PM on '' }


HOHO. exams are over over!
but got all results today. MAN. it was disgusting.
I can't believe it. I can't stand the marks i got!
I just can't accept reality!
AAAHHHH..........!! nvm, i've cool-ed down already.
SO today was quite a day! getting back ALL results and frustrating over ALL of 'em.
man. Im not a lousy student!
NOT.

okay im just being dumb here.
ohwell, I want a break ! i wanna go SHOPPING!
yesssss..
I wanna enjoy myself!
i wanna do mad things!
ERM okay. somebody date me out!
lalalalalaaaaaaaa.

training starts next week, i hope i'll have stamina!
its kinda embraassing if you're panting like a mad cow while everyone is just like.. not panting.
imagine.
and I perspire like NUTS.
ohwell. TRAINTRAINTRAIN.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
im just gonna watch TV later ;)





America's Next Top Model.

Friday, October 14, 2005
{ 12:47 AM on '' }


ooohh. its thursday!
Louisa was at my house today.
then went to the barber.
ok BARBER is used for men right?
it makes me think of those like..
ah peh cutting hair..
mmm,,

okay, so today was kinda OKAY.
just that i've been spending quite alot of time on th ecom.
i think HOLIDAYS is not that healthy for me,
cause i would just rot.
and do things i DON'T like..
ARGH.
its my time to enjoy!
man!
my friends are all TV addicts, goodness, help!
ok so TV is more important than me, fine!


haha. i wasn't angry.
okay that was a lame and dumb statement.
oohhhlalalalaaaa. i wanna do smth PRODUCTIVE everyday.
tmr family's going to Malaysia.
its a good time for me to like PARTY!
aaaahh......
FRIENDS>




i just admire some people.
oohhwell..
im back to my like emotional self.
that sounds corny.
okay i shall have a positive attitude.





encouragement of the day:
BE CONTENTED WITH WHAT YOU HAVE :)) keep smiling!
or you'll be a wrinkled black face prat.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005
{ 5:53 PM on '' }


i can't find the right blogskin.
im tired.

ohwell........
i just spent my whole day on the com..
that's so..
AAAHH.
somebody please do something!
ARGH/
ohya. i AM self-conscious.
and you know what?
i'm gonna change for good man.

LIFE.
i LOVE to think.
give me something to think about,
it'll keep me occupied for the next few days.

{ 4:06 PM on '' }


EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!
yayyy!

okay finally im FREE.
free.
but im still at home.
ohwell, the exams are over and im gonna enjoy myself.!
its been a looong time since i ever like... went out?
yeah..
ahh, i feel relieved.

i feel silly now..
very.

lalaaala. i want a new skin FAST.

Friday, October 07, 2005
{ 2:12 PM on '' }


IM OFFICIALLY WASTING TIME ON THE COMPUTER SAVE ME SOMEBODY THIS IS SO MEANINGLESS.


WASTED TIME.





i hate it.





and my amaths paper.

SCREWED.

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.