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Saturday, December 31, 2005
{ 11:33 AM on 'it's the last day of the year!' }


OOHHHHHH! Time flies. It's alrady 31st Dec!
All the things I've been through this 2005, all the memories, all the ups and downs, all the slacking, all the wasted time, will all be clearly remembered by me. That is if I really can CLEARLY remember this years' happenings.

Yeah,2005 has really been a fast year. Secondary 3 has been interesting. The class i'm in is lame though, but well. had my bit of laughter and fun as well I suppose. I remembered how i dreaded being in the class, and how I dread the responsibilities of a monitress(okay not dread, it's just the feeling of not having initiative to do things. I'm not that bad okay ;p),
and the times when I felt I've done nothing for the class. All these, I hope would not recur next year. Man, Tomorrow's already JANUARY. Just about 12 hours to the first. Don't you find it cool? lol.

Haven't thought about 2006 resolutions yet. Ha, that's so slow. Hmm, this year has been...well...I don't know. I need a vedioclip of my life! That way I can remember exactly what I've done and stuff. But the year 2005 was kind of good. I like it! Okay I've no idea what I'm saying, but well, goodbye 2005, Hello 2006!(that is 12 hours later)

I've written all I've been through in 2005, Okay not all but most, yeah, so that's it, I'm gonna read it and say: "Cheryl! This is your life in 2005, Good Job!"
Hahaha, not funny yes yes, critcisms I received many, being a joke I'm named, blur and slow its in me(actually no lah!Just trying to make this sentence profound you see!), and well, it's the phase in life!
All those who criticised, I'll come with a big BANG next year and BANG you. GAgaghahagaha. Lame.

Okay, stay tuned for more of Cheryl next year!

Btw Jon, I'm not an adjative by name! ;) Ha, Jonathan is an intellectual funny pooey. Pooey is just a name I thought of suddenly, I'm not calling him the brown thing okay! I'm never mean, only at times. ;) But not now.


Into Your hands, I commit again.

Thursday, December 29, 2005
{ 3:46 PM on '' }


Yesterday I blogged. And Blogger was so irritating! It got 2 of my posts destroyed! man, the post was quite funny okay. lol........

Yeah, here goes:

Yesterday I went to buy school shoes, school books, slippers and a belt. Man, I heard that Orchard are having cheaper sales!!! I wanna go there!!!! oh man.... but i have loads of school work... but I .....ahh fine i have to do it.
Yeah, and i need discipline.
I need to acheive this.
You'll see me mature, I assure!
And brushing up on my English and Chinese.
Studies just seem so difficult now, I don't know what to say. Looks like I'll have a really really bumpy humpy lumpy road ahead of me! haha!

Matters aside, I hope next year would be good for me! I want to treasure things that I haven't been(which means like practically everything). Yup, and of course! I wanna go shopping NOW.
ah NO LINK. Anyway, I still love to buy buy buy!
BTW! My room is going through a little change. Currently finding a wardrobe and study table.. where are my pretty furnitures? COME TO MAMA. no, not ma-ma, its MOMMA. ;)

Wednesday, December 28, 2005
{ 4:08 PM on '' }


Hello. Jinghan is back! Well I raelly shuld visit Bangkok cause of the good deals of clothes and bags and shoes and acesscories and the list goes on.......

Ohwell, my dad will sure say not to spend $$ on such stuff. Okay... so I realised I'm back to my normal days, finding things to do on another ordinary day. Well, there's more to life right? Of course! God shows new mercies everyday for me! AND YOU! ;) Praise God!

I'll be going TP to buy school shoes and to find a wardrobe with Dad and Louisa later.. yeah, maybe the library as well, so yeah, I'm off!

Monday, December 26, 2005
{ 11:14 PM on 'Busy Christmas' }


Had been really busy for the past few days!
Firstly Christmas party at Kaixun's cousin's place, on Friday, then had Carolling on Saturday, Christmas Service and party on SUnday, and lastly RR party today!

How i love to be busy with all these parties!

Yeah, just watched Project Runway. Okay anyway, I should just give a brief decription about what happened the past few blasting days!

Went to Kaixun's house to play bowling. Was quite embarrassed cause playing bowling's like swinging the bowl in front of everyone with odd shoes and stylo movements(haha!), yeah but after a while it was alright lah.. lol. Later we slacked at his place. I'll never forget his house, cause i never seen a house which lift is just like right outside his DOORSTEP. seriously. Maybe I'm just ignorant. Oh well, yup. Had nice nice food and steamboat at his cousins place! YUMMY. Had a meaningful time there! The sharing made me realise that Christmas is to remember the birth of Christ. And His love for us. LOVE. yeah. This Christmas made me found more clearly the reason of Christmas! Thank you God! ;) Ohya, had chocolates during the gift exchange, got chocolates....haha..

Saturday: CAROLLING! Went to meet Lydia at j8 to get presents and then headed to church to make ... goodness i don't know how to spell! hallows. Okay sorry. yeah, then went to her house to change. Yeah she asked me suggestions on her outfit, man, I was like.....me? Lol. Yeah. Carolling was alright! Wearing those heeled shoes really is a pain! I still love my converse shoes! The Christmas season................do I feel the mood of Christmas? Or is it just an illusion?

Sunday: Christmas service! was SUPER late. Sigh, Im always late! Bad time estimation. Okay the skit was cute! 'oh Christmas Tree, Oh Christmas Tree, how lovely are my branches......' HAHA! Jamin sound so funny! Lol. Later in the night was partying at Louisa's place. Haven seen my cousins for a LONG time. HA, Joel and Jon looks different! ahaha, its just the change outwardly. Inwardly, still the same.... Yeah, had quite a good time there..

Today: RR PARTY! I really enojoyed my time there.. All the gift exchange, all the words of encouragement and words spoken by Commander Mark, it really strucked me. Yes. It was really words of blessings to me... Yes, I enjoyed! And in the night, we had ice cream! I still love chocolate the best! HAHA.

Yeah, that's about it. Sometimes I wonder why update about things. Hmmm, yeah, I better get off now. Well, Christmas 2005, Highs and Lows, I'll just stick to reality.

Reflect on your life.

Friday, December 23, 2005
{ 1:14 AM on '' }


Just a short post.

I just finished doing the Christmas carols songsheet thing. I am really a noob in microsoft.
Haha, noob. Always heard among the guys, funny word huh..yeah, i can't believe I took so long! -.-

I went Orchard with dad. Met mum later. Then met Lynette and Louisa. HA what a coincidence. i was really pissed today. PISSED. Its like tears welling up! can you believe it!? Cause everything was wrong. Or maybe its just PMS-ing. Pissed with the slowness of the rate my parents are walking, pissed with the hours spent in takashimaya, pissed with the old lady who was trying to push her way to clear the tray the other side, pissed with the people who were trying to get seats at MOS burger with their large numbers and with myself letting them get the seats cause they were rushing to it, pissed with the fact that I was STILL at takashimaya, pissed with everything!!

I just felt like punching everybody! Me in this mood is so ugly. I just can feel the ugliness. UGH. Felt lame being angry, ah but emotions, SIGH.

SO i still have a few more presents to buy. I better be done shopping!
Carolling: No bottom. No shoes. No bag.

Oh no.

Thursday, December 22, 2005
{ 12:35 PM on 'The camps and the bites' }


DECEMBER is such a busy month for me!
There was the You th camp, Australia trip, and the pulau hantu camp, and later the Christmas party!
Friday caregroup party, followed by carolling, then Christmas service and RR party!!
WOOHOO. Do I feel acheived! Okay as in at least my december days are/were so fun-filled. mmm..
So I've been doing Christmas shopping like last week, which is really quite last minute. And hooray! I still got somemore left.
AAHH, Ir eally can't buy presents for people cause I always buy wrong things. insimple words, I am a sucker at choosing presents.
I gotta do some shopping! But its RAINING NOW. oh yayness man.
lol.

Yesterday there was the tp Christmas party. It was good. I like the food! HA, as usual. And I got Louisa's exchange present. What a coincidence! Oh and I shopped for presents at Orchard. Yeah, I just need another day of shopping and I'll be done! Come on! I hope I can go out today! OHYES! I can hear the pitter-patter of the rain getting lighter all of a sudden. Oh the loud pitter-patter stopped!! Oh yes!
I CAN GO OUT. with who?
daddy.
hahahhahaa. yeah.

Great I hear slight rain again. Ohwell.

The sandfly bites are making me itch. But really the others like Jamin and Shawn are worst off. Their like practically dancing around to scratch themselves. Okay maybe only Jamin. HA. Funny funny. The bites seem like mosquito bites to me. Or are they chicken pox on me? Itchy......Scratchy scratchy.....

My blog looks so plain. Its just too plain, There's like NO colour except black and white. I better make it look more attractive.
Carolling's on Saturday.
What should I wear?

Some leaves and cloth will do.
AAHH , sorry, that was so lame.

Friday, December 16, 2005
{ 2:00 PM on '' }


So do I really have to retake an A maths test just because I failed the end of year exam paper?!

ARGH, I can't believe I failed you know, cause I know I can pass! But is that just consoling myself? aahh, my A maths was not that bad in Mid year. i got a 75%. That's okay right? Ah, but see the word 'was'. AAHH, I just can't believe it! Studies are so agitating. I don't want to study NOW! But hello? I got O's next year. GREAT. Study study study. I think I hate studying. okay maybe out of sheer anger, yes, I hate studying. Lazy bones. Crappy crappy crappy. I just can't stand it. There's a problem with me cause I don't want other to look down on me. Is this what I really can't resist?

I still haven discovered myself. That is so dumb of me. its been 15 years already. I sound like a lamer here. aaagghr, seriously, I can't bring myself to study. Its so hot now that I practically can cook an egg now and throw it on your head. Maybe I shouldnn't go to a JC at all. How am I s'pose to go there when I'm so lazy. I feel like bursting. Okay that's not really how I feel. This was how I felt when I was playing a friendly match yesterday. AH, don't talk about it. I always do the same mistake everytime I play, so put it aside. Im so tired of it.

SCHOOL.
now, Im so not looking forward to it.
Okay let's really migrate.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005
{ 12:34 PM on '' }


I"m back again.
So far I guess I've not been blogging alot these days huh? Have i lost the 'oomph' for blogging? Hmmm.
So now I'm at home. Going out later to buy presents. Like finally!
Read blogs just now, and I feel like my emotions are like going everywhere. I mean i feel maybe confused? Lost?
Yeah , or maybe, have I been missing out on stuff?
Sigh, I think I did.
I feel lost. Teenage is s'pose to be wild and fun. If you know, yes, Im always talking about this, ah, its like self-pity! ew, don't really like that. okay, i'll stop.

My life is goood. Different people have different lives they lead. The lives they lead doesn't mean that they are really happy inside them. I want a life I enjoy. Who doesn't? but we all have to learn to give and take right? okay, that sounds illogical. AH, i need to improve myself. These holidays are kinda wasted off for me. I feel that i need a years' break! 2 months is just too short, plus the netball trainings and stuff, I don't have time to sit down and think. Okay, or maybe if i have the time, I woukld probably waste it away anyhow. So, the morale of the story?

I'm the problem. Yes thanks alot.
AAAHH, a say-er but not a do-er would feel lost at the end of the day.
Like me.
Cause I'd never acheived anything I said I wanna! It's hard. It's the holidays. Actually, I just felt for a brief moment, to raise up on this topic: Holidays

I really would like the MOE to look on this. (ok joking, anyway, would I really be on the newspaper? hmmm... no lah)
Holidays are suppose to be relaxing. Enjoyable.
A time to fellowship with friends. A time to give your mind some rest.
Just rest.
What's with still having school and CCA? -.- I don't call this rest.
Rest during school holidays: Nothing to do with school at all.
That is what I call, a holiday.

lalala. Okay, I've said my piece.
Man, I need a holiday.
I need my holiday, Not a school holiday.

Okay. I better get going now. Going to shop shop shop!
Anyway, about Perth, its basically a quiet city, where one would find rest!

So people, who wants to migrate?

Sunday, December 11, 2005
{ 6:50 PM on '' }


I AM HOME!

SOMEBODY SAY YOU MISS ME PLEASE! ;) :) :) ;)

I am so happy to be back! okay thats an exaggerated emotion.
Well, actually, Im really happy to be back!!
Also, sad to leave Perth!

AHAHAHAHH! Im feeling so joyful!! ;) ;););););)
see those smileys?
yeah. okay so Perth was great!
and just for some facts, the whole Western Australia has only 1.9million pple.

HHHEEELLOO?? that is like..... okay.
and Perth contains a total of 1.2 million already!
I can't believe it! okat maybe to some of you, you'd just have this 'so' face.
HEY, watch it! No 'So'-ing to the woman please.
Im the woman! ME. ;)
ha okay getting abit mad here...
Okay, so as I was saying, I had an enjoyable trip there! Love the city area! Absolutely. I wanna go back again! Visited my parent's friends and relatives there. Quite cool. Their houses are SO big. okay maybe not very but to me, yeah big! cause Im smile. HEEHEE. btw, I can't stand this laughter HEEHEE. LOL, it sounds weird/funny/gross/blahblah. Come on, say it with me, 'HEEHEE'. Man, I sound so dumb.
Okay enough enough.

So, Perth is great!
I really have short-term memory cause I forget what I did there actually. OKAY i remember actually, but its just too long to blog about. HM, i'll keep posting stuff to keep you updated!
Yes I remember Adventure World. It was kinda okay lah. I rode the rides with my dad! HA, and im the only teen who did that, yeah. Rode all the rides once only. ah, its just different when you're with parents, and a 3 year old brother, who is always ever so disobedient/naughty/embarrassing/contradicting...........
okayokay, he's not that bad actually :)

YUP.
Australia.

-Cool kids with branded stuff usually surfing brands.
-Blondes. Its so different when you see blondes everywhere around you. All the while you'd feel kinda inferior to them. Their big, their tall, their pretty, their unique.
I tell you the girls there, they are tall! WHOA. And I love their legs! lol. HOwever, as you know the Westerner's serving size is big, some girls are kinda big, bit their arms and legs skinny!
GOODNESS! A blessing!

I wanna be a Blonde!

okay i need the toilet REALLY urgently now and i gotta go now cause im going out to eat.
CATCH ME LATER!

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.