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Monday, March 27, 2006
{ 5:08 PM on '' }
I HATE TO DO WORK.
I HATE TO SEE TIME SLIPPING AWAY.
I HATE MY LAZINESS.
I HATE MY IMCOMPETENCE.
I HATE MY LACK OF DISCIPLINE.
I HATE THE WAY I WORK.
hate.
dislike.
whatever, you're talking to a nobody.
Friday, March 24, 2006
{ 5:39 PM on '' }
FOOOOODDDDD.
AHH. I'm getting too obsessed with it. Out of control.. I think I'm suffering from depression and lonliness...ahaha, ya really.. I'm mad. I can stuff myself with food 24/7 with anything I find. Its FREAKY FREAKY FREAKY!
blahblahblah, I's gonna be our school's Esplanade performance! Kind of exciting! I wonder what everyone's gonna wear! So crappy. Ah, i like reading blogs, but maybe not posting them myself. I feel fat. I hate bread sudden;y. cause the taste of it suddenly tastes so blend and eeeww. I think I can't diet anymore, cause its like impossible. And i think I'm living very... randomly? Ok makes no sense, but I feel that I'm not doing what I'm supose to do, and I'm like disillusioned. Like I.., I'm not sure how to put it. The word just came up like that.
Agh, why do I always feel so lost! ;( mmm..... NETBALL. Ah, I don't wanna keep spending my time in netball too much, cause with theO levels coming up, I definately gotta stop the CCA thing, but you see, I say I wanna study, but at the end of the day, I'm just talking crap as usual. How unfair. The flesh so weak, my spirit so weak too!
My life is back to square one.
I NEED A breakthrough!
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
{ 5:00 PM on '' }
Oh I look around and see so many others blogging!
I BETTER START BLOGGING TOO.
okay. here goes.
Have you ever did CIP?
Well, my experience today was interesting. My class(18 only cause some ponned and most were part of Esplanade's rehearsal) was to help out at Bishan Home and help them wash and scrub and clean their rooms and toilet. WHOAWA! It was really tiring! We were all bushed. Its really the first time I'm washing something! So much for being a pampered kid all these years, its time to get some butts moving and make myself useful to the society! Yeah, learnt about the disabled people as well,
We shouln't view them as 'disabled', but rather, as humans just like you and me. Often, I guess people often dislike these interlectual disabled people cause they're different from us. Really, its hard cause people tend not to accept change. We get uncomfortable when we see people who are different from us.
I pity them. I feel that, they didn't choose to be someone like that. If they had a choice, they also would want to be just like us, normal. That's why whenever you see someone like that, try to change your perspective towards them . Yup.
Lol, i sound really drawn towards this topic. Oh well, lets talk about FOOD.
Well, I've been eating alot. IT NEVER EVER EVER CHANGES. Been serching and eating searching and eating. I feel a cushion around me already. Anyone tired just rest your arms here. Bad bad bad. Glorious food....................... Ah cut that out! take away this greed...........................lalallalalaala... someone distract me with a song or something!
"THree Blind Mice, Three Blind Mice, See how they run, See how they run, they all.......went after..the bread....the cheese..the farmer's wife..who cut their...pizza.... lajdljldjfgghwipqwrq///
Ah LAME>
I love being home early, but the point is, I use the com and waste time. How's that for being home early. I search and ransack the whole kitchen over and over again.
over and over and over. over and under. ALL my money gone!
Ah makes no sense.
See you later! Gotta get those brain cells working again--------->in the kitchen!
ahahahha. Not funny. -________-
PS: that face looks undeniably cute! heeeeeeeeheeeeeheeeeee. {spasm}
Monday, March 13, 2006
{ 10:47 AM on '' }
YIPPPEEE YAAYYYYY~
its the HOLIDAYS! Well, my holiday is packed.. I bet I git no time for holiday homework.
Monday is my only free day.
Tues-Netball + dental ( I hate the dentist!)
Wed-Sat : JTC
Sunday: Church , Piano.
Mon: school.(WHAT A DREAD!)
How fast time flies. Teachers think that a one week holiday is like a joy to us. Well , not quite when they give us homework and when they think holiday for us is to catch up with work, Don't they know what we need is rest?
Rest is defined as: Doing the things I like and not be hindered by the thoughts of getting work done. ERGH.
I know its the O's, and I'm freaked cause I'm not really in those moods of 'its the O's" although I'm kinda pressurised by my peers and the many work, and the experiences heard by ex-16 year olds who have gone through the O level preperation. What discipline is required! Im always sighing and complaining......................
I'm lost actually. I think my whole holiday is GONE. But well, its for a good cause, so I shouldn't be worried or anything thing like that right?
PULAU UBIN
Yeah, was there yesterday with the Expedition Rangers! Fun and tiring! i had totally NO patience witht he bike I was riding.. Going up hill was the MOST difficult ride! Man, its like if you do not keep pressing on you'll either roll all the way backwards or you'll have to get off and walk up. Wow, the walking upi ain't as easy as I though as well. Oh, maybe its just the lack of stamina.
It was suppose to be a day where I loose the fats. Yeah right, end up I stuffed myself with oil and blubber. Great.
From this, you can define me as a complain queen. Yes you'll be dissing at me. Yeah. Ah, I just can't get that habit out. But hey, the Pulau Ubin cycle was quite an experience! Yeah, at least there was bonding. ;)
All's well now. I've been trying to read the papers. I realised I have short attention span. I thought I was interested in the papers but after a few days it seems to fade away. Oh no!
I've got alot of things to say actually. The world is getting more ... whoa. More conflict and issues betwwen countries, internal conflict. What are the people of the world doing?! I'm kinda pissed with humans. Lol.
Truely sincerely I kinda am. Why can't we live in peace? Everyone wants to have each of their rights. Sigh, why bully the weak? That's so childish. Why compete? Yes to improve. Everything needs to be improved. When can it ever stop? Never! That's why there are so many political uprising, economic issues and blahblah....... SO what if one's more powerful? Its just jealously and competence. As if the other nation would colonise the other. Ah power is just what everyone wants. How shallow. I don't know how to describeit, but dome things just can't be stopped.
Well well, leave it to God.
So today, I need to plan things out. Let me see..
*Buy things for JTC
*Holiday homework
*Clear my study table
*Return books
That's about it. Hope I'll feel achieved and be proud of myself today! Tatars.
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Monday, March 27, 2006
{ 5:08 PM on '' }
I HATE TO DO WORK.
I HATE TO SEE TIME SLIPPING AWAY.
I HATE MY LAZINESS.
I HATE MY IMCOMPETENCE.
I HATE MY LACK OF DISCIPLINE.
I HATE THE WAY I WORK.
hate.
dislike.
whatever, you're talking to a nobody.
Friday, March 24, 2006
{ 5:39 PM on '' }
FOOOOODDDDD.
AHH. I'm getting too obsessed with it. Out of control.. I think I'm suffering from depression and lonliness...ahaha, ya really.. I'm mad. I can stuff myself with food 24/7 with anything I find. Its FREAKY FREAKY FREAKY!
blahblahblah, I's gonna be our school's Esplanade performance! Kind of exciting! I wonder what everyone's gonna wear! So crappy. Ah, i like reading blogs, but maybe not posting them myself. I feel fat. I hate bread sudden;y. cause the taste of it suddenly tastes so blend and eeeww. I think I can't diet anymore, cause its like impossible. And i think I'm living very... randomly? Ok makes no sense, but I feel that I'm not doing what I'm supose to do, and I'm like disillusioned. Like I.., I'm not sure how to put it. The word just came up like that.
Agh, why do I always feel so lost! ;( mmm..... NETBALL. Ah, I don't wanna keep spending my time in netball too much, cause with theO levels coming up, I definately gotta stop the CCA thing, but you see, I say I wanna study, but at the end of the day, I'm just talking crap as usual. How unfair. The flesh so weak, my spirit so weak too!
My life is back to square one.
I NEED A breakthrough!
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
{ 5:00 PM on '' }
Oh I look around and see so many others blogging!
I BETTER START BLOGGING TOO.
okay. here goes.
Have you ever did CIP?
Well, my experience today was interesting. My class(18 only cause some ponned and most were part of Esplanade's rehearsal) was to help out at Bishan Home and help them wash and scrub and clean their rooms and toilet. WHOAWA! It was really tiring! We were all bushed. Its really the first time I'm washing something! So much for being a pampered kid all these years, its time to get some butts moving and make myself useful to the society! Yeah, learnt about the disabled people as well,
We shouln't view them as 'disabled', but rather, as humans just like you and me. Often, I guess people often dislike these interlectual disabled people cause they're different from us. Really, its hard cause people tend not to accept change. We get uncomfortable when we see people who are different from us.
I pity them. I feel that, they didn't choose to be someone like that. If they had a choice, they also would want to be just like us, normal. That's why whenever you see someone like that, try to change your perspective towards them . Yup.
Lol, i sound really drawn towards this topic. Oh well, lets talk about FOOD.
Well, I've been eating alot. IT NEVER EVER EVER CHANGES. Been serching and eating searching and eating. I feel a cushion around me already. Anyone tired just rest your arms here. Bad bad bad. Glorious food....................... Ah cut that out! take away this greed...........................lalallalalaala... someone distract me with a song or something!
"THree Blind Mice, Three Blind Mice, See how they run, See how they run, they all.......went after..the bread....the cheese..the farmer's wife..who cut their...pizza.... lajdljldjfgghwipqwrq///
Ah LAME>
I love being home early, but the point is, I use the com and waste time. How's that for being home early. I search and ransack the whole kitchen over and over again.
over and over and over. over and under. ALL my money gone!
Ah makes no sense.
See you later! Gotta get those brain cells working again--------->in the kitchen!
ahahahha. Not funny. -________-
PS: that face looks undeniably cute! heeeeeeeeheeeeeheeeeee. {spasm}
Monday, March 13, 2006
{ 10:47 AM on '' }
YIPPPEEE YAAYYYYY~
its the HOLIDAYS! Well, my holiday is packed.. I bet I git no time for holiday homework.
Monday is my only free day.
Tues-Netball + dental ( I hate the dentist!)
Wed-Sat : JTC
Sunday: Church , Piano.
Mon: school.(WHAT A DREAD!)
How fast time flies. Teachers think that a one week holiday is like a joy to us. Well , not quite when they give us homework and when they think holiday for us is to catch up with work, Don't they know what we need is rest?
Rest is defined as: Doing the things I like and not be hindered by the thoughts of getting work done. ERGH.
I know its the O's, and I'm freaked cause I'm not really in those moods of 'its the O's" although I'm kinda pressurised by my peers and the many work, and the experiences heard by ex-16 year olds who have gone through the O level preperation. What discipline is required! Im always sighing and complaining......................
I'm lost actually. I think my whole holiday is GONE. But well, its for a good cause, so I shouldn't be worried or anything thing like that right?
PULAU UBIN
Yeah, was there yesterday with the Expedition Rangers! Fun and tiring! i had totally NO patience witht he bike I was riding.. Going up hill was the MOST difficult ride! Man, its like if you do not keep pressing on you'll either roll all the way backwards or you'll have to get off and walk up. Wow, the walking upi ain't as easy as I though as well. Oh, maybe its just the lack of stamina.
It was suppose to be a day where I loose the fats. Yeah right, end up I stuffed myself with oil and blubber. Great.
From this, you can define me as a complain queen. Yes you'll be dissing at me. Yeah. Ah, I just can't get that habit out. But hey, the Pulau Ubin cycle was quite an experience! Yeah, at least there was bonding. ;)
All's well now. I've been trying to read the papers. I realised I have short attention span. I thought I was interested in the papers but after a few days it seems to fade away. Oh no!
I've got alot of things to say actually. The world is getting more ... whoa. More conflict and issues betwwen countries, internal conflict. What are the people of the world doing?! I'm kinda pissed with humans. Lol.
Truely sincerely I kinda am. Why can't we live in peace? Everyone wants to have each of their rights. Sigh, why bully the weak? That's so childish. Why compete? Yes to improve. Everything needs to be improved. When can it ever stop? Never! That's why there are so many political uprising, economic issues and blahblah....... SO what if one's more powerful? Its just jealously and competence. As if the other nation would colonise the other. Ah power is just what everyone wants. How shallow. I don't know how to describeit, but dome things just can't be stopped.
Well well, leave it to God.
So today, I need to plan things out. Let me see..
*Buy things for JTC
*Holiday homework
*Clear my study table
*Return books
That's about it. Hope I'll feel achieved and be proud of myself today! Tatars.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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