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Friday, March 24, 2006
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FOOOOODDDDD.

AHH. I'm getting too obsessed with it. Out of control.. I think I'm suffering from depression and lonliness...ahaha, ya really.. I'm mad. I can stuff myself with food 24/7 with anything I find. Its FREAKY FREAKY FREAKY!

blahblahblah, I's gonna be our school's Esplanade performance! Kind of exciting! I wonder what everyone's gonna wear! So crappy. Ah, i like reading blogs, but maybe not posting them myself. I feel fat. I hate bread sudden;y. cause the taste of it suddenly tastes so blend and eeeww. I think I can't diet anymore, cause its like impossible. And i think I'm living very... randomly? Ok makes no sense, but I feel that I'm not doing what I'm supose to do, and I'm like disillusioned. Like I.., I'm not sure how to put it. The word just came up like that.

Agh, why do I always feel so lost! ;( mmm..... NETBALL. Ah, I don't wanna keep spending my time in netball too much, cause with theO levels coming up, I definately gotta stop the CCA thing, but you see, I say I wanna study, but at the end of the day, I'm just talking crap as usual. How unfair. The flesh so weak, my spirit so weak too!

My life is back to square one.





I NEED A breakthrough!

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.