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Tuesday, June 27, 2006
{ 7:52 PM on '' }


Second day. Well, I have to get used to school now. I've been sleeping everytime after I come back from school I think I tend to get tired really fast. Is it some kind of sickness? Hmm, okay I just missed Drake and Josh. :(

So I'm not looking forward to PE this Friday. I think the girls are trying to lose some weight in the 3 days, ha, I doubt it'll work, maybe just 0.5kg? Okay I don't know. The school always takes weight, can't they take height ONLY for a change? So Im really really disappointed not to hv World Cup channel. AAAHHH, the matches coming up are so worth it to watch! Brazil and Ghana, Spain and France, Portugal and England.......... Oh man, I only can watch how they score the goals on news.......

Anyway, I'm still kinda into the HIgh School Musical thing. Love the music. And I like Zac! ooohh.... And I like Vanessa's perpectual smile! Sweeet.

Man, losing weight is such a thing for girls, man, when will it ever change? Its such a chore to lose weight.


You know, I hate chores.

Monday, June 26, 2006
{ 9:45 PM on 'The First Day.' }


Okay as requested, I'm blogging now.

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL
Well, my classmates look the same and everyone's back to school. I came at 7.10AM to school when school starts at 9AM. Yes check out the TODAY newspaper today, we're on the papers! Heehaaho. Im really tired. SOmehow I just don't really like school. But hey, at least time pass more productively now. ANyway, don't you think that going home straight after school seems pretty weird cause like its going home so fast.I surely can't escape that cause I always have nothing much to do, either walk ard J8(it sure is B-O-R-I-N-G, considering I go there almost everyday after school -.-) or eat lunch. Ah, school.

How I wish it'll be like school life in Western countries. It seems like so cool just watching those shows which feature how amazingly big their school is, and the facilities... Way gooooodd. Oh that reminds me of HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL! Watched it? Ha my cousins and I were engrossed on it, we almost had a hard time muting the show when its time for Granny to cut her cake. Ooopps. Horrible kids right.

About school, since its the first day. Well, I have my Chinese O levels Oral coming upon 10th JULY. Fast like fast. I need to speak Chinese urgently. I'm missing out totally on Chinese. Its fast, I'm gonna be sixteen 16 16 sixteen this year. How sweet can it get when my FIRST O level paper is on my birthday! Life's pretty fast. I want more to life you see. That's why there are so many attention-seekers around the school. All about fun, I've missed a lot of that. Crap I sounds emo again.

I really hope I don't take my weight. really terrible. Hey I want soccer channel! I wanna watch I wanna watch! I've only watched two matches from the free channel by SCV. Not very helpful. Okay. its ten already. I better get off now, I've slept for 3 hours when I got back and watched TV for an hour and a half. I AM SUCH A SWINE.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006
{ 8:05 PM on '' }


IM BACK.

Yeah I was back on Friday night. SO last week had been really great. With Church camp and services, yup. Back to work. I feel really lost now. My motivation has gone worst. Okay Im ot gonna think of anything negative! I feel stone now. Everything in my body now feels like stone. Give me LIFE.

Ah I always sound so EMO. That's me :( AHAHAHA. SO today I was at home. Trying to study but failed. Yes and I'll always say I hate this unproductivity. Seriously I so do.
I wonder what has changed in me to this kinda loathsome attitude. SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM.

Whoa you're at 'caution' zone. The blop's gonna burst.
-.-

I've no idea what I wanna put across. Just something which popped up. Hey I see this soccer ball and its like really cool. Although its from pizza hut, HEY, on it has 11 signatures of players! I hope its players like Rolnado or Ballack, not Singapore's Lee's and Tan's. Lol.

Hey haven told you about church camp, but I gotta say time really flies. The presence of God was definately in our midst. And yeah, I had learnt alot there. Well, we were in cameron Highlands just last week. Oooohhh how I love the cool cool weather! And the warm baths! And the cute cute babies! Okay the babies were from church but hey! I've slowly discovered them there anyway.
Yeah, and because of the weather change from the fridge to an oven, I had an overflowing river out from my nose and dry coughs. Yes, and I had FEVER. Not World Cup fever ah.
Hey but I'm okay now! :) heehaahoohaa.

I think I'm a mute. Lol. Just thought about it, cause I had not been talking since I turned on the com. Only half an hour. Mmm, ====> not making sense dude! DUDE! DUDE! Sounds funny huh.. Okay I'm starting to laugh at myself. Ha ha ha ha.........

Sorry about this guys but I think its the cause of not being able to talk for half an hour! (?!?!?!?!)Okay I just sighed out loud. Oohh, I think I'll stop here for now cause Im seriously having sort of a mental block.

Bye bye bye! fatty fatty bom bom bom.





BOMB!



Did it scare you?

*drops cold sweat*

Monday, June 05, 2006
{ 9:57 PM on '' }


Hello! Its a Monday and its stay at home day! Finally. I get a break from all that going out and stuff. Hmm, Iits been quite a week I'd say. Okay something's bugging me right now. Lack of confidence and whatever that bothers me. :/

OKay pretend I didn't say anything. Well, did you watch SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE? Those people are so so sSO SOsooSOOso fabulous!! I wonder how they do those kinda flips and flips and flips and turns and turns...... I'd probably faint before in 30 seconds. Hey maybe I should join 30 seconds of Fame. I hope it gets me sonewhere... :)

Im controlling my pee for whatever reason I don't know why. The toilet is just barely one metre away from me. EH! Tomorrow I have remedial. IN THE MORNING OH BEAUTIFUL MORNING! Ah I haven been reading at all. I really get giddy when I see words. Oh boy. I'd rather get a picture book. Its quite cool, like imagining what will happen next, or inferring from what the picture might be telling me about... fine, its boring.

I can't wait for the moment when I can spend my time wisely and look at myself at the end of the day and say "Whoa Cheryl you're good!" Uh huh uh huh.. I haven't felt acheived at all . I wanna win! I wanna soar! I wanna be the best! ekhakakahaha. Funny. Am I a bit cranky now or smth?

ok time's up! I off to Thailand! Bye! :)

*how I wish I was there*

Friday, June 02, 2006
{ 1:03 PM on '' }


Okay Granny is in one of her bad moods.
I'm getting quite tired of it. Seriously.

Anyway, I have no mood to do anything now. Sigh. Okay at least tonight I'll be going to town :)
Yeah, so its now at home. Well homework is so boring. But I got O levels this year. Oh man.
Can't I just be like some Raffles kid and not even do O levels.

Crap she's rattling on again :/ Im serioulsy gonna burst or smth.
!!M!LKJWLEHQO$*EY)!@*&#)!@&#)!@(#*)!@(#&*)*$^(@#&%^&($^*(!#!!

Nvm, It's just something she thinks she should be talking about.
Why please I don't wanna hear it. She's like so biased or smth. SPARE ME SPARE ME SPARE ME. I know I should respect, but I just don't like it this way. ergh.

Maybe I'm just critical towards her, I just can't help it. Okay I shouldn't be saying this.

Toodles.

Thursday, June 01, 2006
{ 6:10 PM on '' }


Finally. Chinese is over! :)

Well, it didn't really feel liek O levels to me at first, but man I tell you Iw as so freaking out when I stepped into school cause its like 'This is it, my first O levels, Chinese.'

Okay so its like already over. SO now, I/ll need to rest and of course relax. And later, study. :/
Yeah, not much to blog about. Just feeling my eyes strained as usual. Crap. And I can't play with my brother cause I don't know how, probably because Im on the com. Ah, poor kid. :( I feel his boredom.

I'm seriously growing. Lol ok I'll stop rattling and complaining cause yeah, its highly eye rolling,mind tormenting,ears rotting... yeah.
I just wonder why do humans want to make humans fat. Okay I'll shut up.
Hm, so there's SINGAPORE IDOL! Wooo....
I think Paul is funny! But he's really weird. I got so shocked when I saw him smile. It just looks, girlie? Ooohh, and there, Jonathan's like so matured! (ok duh he's like 23, but hey, guys nowadays act like 13 when their 30 :/) And there here there....SO MANY GUYS! -.-

Mad.


HEY don't you think I wasted time like shopping for hours and bought nothing? It always happens. I just can't let go of my delicious yummy money. mmmm,,,
SO so so, its already six. Im an idiot. Come on say it,cause I just wasted two hours.

*%@#@#!*#@!!!!

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.