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Friday, April 20, 2007
{ 10:45 PM on '' }


Just a quick post.

Yeah the week's gone already. Friday. Satuday. Sunday. Oh it's Monday already.

Yes yes yes, time flies. Oh netball.. Just had training. Well, I just hope for the best. I need more stamina, speed. And I'm gonna look like a dumpling cause I gotta wrap up my ankles and right knee. Better prevention then cure (: Lallalalala, PW. Oh it just spoils my day, Thank God Mr Lee didn't ask for it today. Phew. I've gotta think of a better idea than microwave oven. Am i that uncreative?

Boo hoo. There's a chinese word for boo hoo you know? How hip is that! (: I've got a lot of deadlines to meet. I know what to do, but I just don't do it. Is this the Z generation trend or smth? Lol.

Thoughts for today: We can't avoid opinions of others. It's unfair how people judge/think of us sometimes. It's just a natural instinct people will do it in one way or another. It's not judge, not in a bad way, but it's like being in the limelight in others for that period of time when we do certain things. Oh man, whatever you do, there'll still be opinions. So, just BE YOURSELF!

Yeah, I wanna have a fruitful weekend! All the best to me! (: And you guys!

Friday, April 13, 2007
{ 12:06 AM on '' }


Hi I'm using my dad's laptop now. Haha yes Ancient me like I've just discovered a laptop. It's so convenient! Yes! But who knows that there are now 2398094830952 m/s radiation attacking me right now. Ooohh, terrible.

So how's life for me? Well, I've been pretty busy wit work (last minute work) this week, but for yesterday and today, I feel so free! Unburdened nby work, and netball, and whatever not. Sigh, I've got this thing on my knee. I've no idea whether it's severe to be even called an injury. bo, it's just a shock? Sprain? Whatever you call it. Ah, I just don't like being burdened by injuries/discomfort. Oh my oh my. I really want to be normal again!

And btw, I got anger problems you know? Nowadays my blood boil quite fast. Its like internally you can feel your blood rising to your blood rising to your head and yeah, you feel like bursting. Okay it happened only once, but hey, it's so unhealthy to begin with. Mornings aren't much of a help either. I'm back to my old ways. get that feeling? Disappointment.

Am i really disappointed? Ah sometimes words are just expressed as they are without much feeling with it. But I don't like living with anger cum irritatingness every morning. It's such a torture. It's like totally a mood spoiler.

boo. I sound like an emo teen huh? Must be the hair. (: Haha.

Hey nobody's talking to me online at this hour. BOO. I got a long day tmr and Im still not turning in. I've been having late nights these couple of weeks. Btw, i really live in an insect room man. My bed is so near the window! I feel like a frog or some slimy thing would just pop by while im sleeping and probably.... goo me. Haha.

Yay finally there's someone talking to me. Haha, see, you don't have to take initiative sometimes (: Okay the lighting here isn't good for my already damaged vision. See ya guys!

I don't say this at all, but yeah, leave a tag! (:(:

Monday, April 02, 2007
{ 10:05 PM on '' }


Now I'm on the net doing research for my ProjectWork.

AAAAHHHH!!!! I'm going nuts cause I've got no idea on how to start what to do how to do. Plus the heat here is just testing my patience. Ah, I'm a slacker. Workload piling up like mad! PLus I've got this uninteresting undesirable Project Work to do. I know it's just research. Even i thought that research was easy, but if you don't know what you have to do, it's crazy.

Oh had netball today. Ah competition.

Why do humans have to compete? Ain't it beautiful if everyone were sweet and nice, and no one needs to compete for something they want? Competition. It's all about winning. Number one.

Morrie: What so bad about second?

Ah but reality check, competition is everywhere. Seems to me that I'm the only one in class too lazy to compete finishing my tutorials. I'm the lagg-iest.

School is coming down kinda hard. It's 2007. I'm still the same as before in 2006, still like lazy and unmotivated. Hey girl you're supose to be smarter and wiser! I think I need to get into military school. Haha. Imagine. Pumping. Commands. Discipline.

Ah i better end here now. I realised I have this thing about not getting what I have/want to get. Like duh everyone has it. Blah, I always lose ):

Lol, i want a new phone.

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.