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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
{ 9:50 PM on '' }
Hey I'm here! Not dead yet!
Yes, it's been ages since I've blogged. Now, I've got the MYE-is-like-a-few-days-away-but-i-don't-seem-to-bother-or-feel-guilty-not-studying kinda feeling, and the oh-my-MYE-is-in-a-few-days-away kinda feeling.
Oh, FEELINGS are so complicated. Haha.
Okay I currently have been fine, maybe kinda EMO for sometime. Haha. No, actually, I'm immune to a lot of things. It's like my heart is hardened. Creepy. Oh well, my focus is to study now. Actually, I think I haven been studying since I stepped into Sec1 till now. Like seriously, I've been wasting time. All my posts are somewhat similar. No change in me! TERRIBLE.
NOOOO!!!!!!!!!! I beg to differ!
I'm more vocal now. (: Still lazy. i've got things to work out in life. Yes. Yesterday I had FCF dinner and campfire in POW WOW. Pretty cool. Michelle stayed over at my house. Seriously, I feel quite embarrassed sometimes about my room cause it's so small. My house is small. Okay i need to be contented with what I have. My 200 vision you know.
yes yes, i need to reflect. I realised I'm the kind of person who avoids things, which is rather unhealthy. Y'know, sometimes I feel like giving up studying. I need to develop perseverance. Yeah. Y'know, whenever I type, I think. More than usual. Duh cause I don't seem to be using my brains half the time, probably of someone comes up to me with a maths qn will i then be somewhat awake from my dreamland.
It's amazing how I type and how I sound like in person, cause I'm not very good with words. btw as I am typing this, I am being electricuted by small bits and parts of this laptop. OucH!!
I don't like to compare, or being compared with (obviously to someone better haha).Yes, and I feel insecure when people around me actually evaluate my life. As in, it's inevietable. Yes, but it's quite shameful if you don't lead a life of standards and character (???) Yeah, maybe it's a push factor to spur me on to become a better person? Hmmm..
Have I matured for these two months? HAHAHA.. OH MY I REALISED IT"S EXACTLY TWO MONTHS SINCE I'VE BLOGGED. What a coincidence.
I don't like it when sometimes I feel my parents are just plainly making me angry. Haha but actually their not cause it's clearly my fault. But when you're angry, you don't seem to clearly see the full picture. Subconsciously I know it's my fault but then again, I'm angry you see. Lol. What is good is that my anger lasts only a while, unless it's those kind of anger where I keep it in my heart, and one day explode. But my explosion is only.... a water bomb. HahahHAHa. Not funny.
I'm so philosophy now. Haha. OUCH electricuted! Yeah, people, do catch up with me here! I've got to go! Haha btw, do I sound matured in tone here?
-lowers voice- Do i?
OUCH!!!! Open traps to electricute me. I'm off now. Toodles.
Btw, i need to end my post with some style, not the usual bye, so boring right. haha.
BYE!
-with style-
No idea what got into me.
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
{ 9:50 PM on '' }
Hey I'm here! Not dead yet!
Yes, it's been ages since I've blogged. Now, I've got the MYE-is-like-a-few-days-away-but-i-don't-seem-to-bother-or-feel-guilty-not-studying kinda feeling, and the oh-my-MYE-is-in-a-few-days-away kinda feeling.
Oh, FEELINGS are so complicated. Haha.
Okay I currently have been fine, maybe kinda EMO for sometime. Haha. No, actually, I'm immune to a lot of things. It's like my heart is hardened. Creepy. Oh well, my focus is to study now. Actually, I think I haven been studying since I stepped into Sec1 till now. Like seriously, I've been wasting time. All my posts are somewhat similar. No change in me! TERRIBLE.
NOOOO!!!!!!!!!! I beg to differ!
I'm more vocal now. (: Still lazy. i've got things to work out in life. Yes. Yesterday I had FCF dinner and campfire in POW WOW. Pretty cool. Michelle stayed over at my house. Seriously, I feel quite embarrassed sometimes about my room cause it's so small. My house is small. Okay i need to be contented with what I have. My 200 vision you know.
yes yes, i need to reflect. I realised I'm the kind of person who avoids things, which is rather unhealthy. Y'know, sometimes I feel like giving up studying. I need to develop perseverance. Yeah. Y'know, whenever I type, I think. More than usual. Duh cause I don't seem to be using my brains half the time, probably of someone comes up to me with a maths qn will i then be somewhat awake from my dreamland.
It's amazing how I type and how I sound like in person, cause I'm not very good with words. btw as I am typing this, I am being electricuted by small bits and parts of this laptop. OucH!!
I don't like to compare, or being compared with (obviously to someone better haha).Yes, and I feel insecure when people around me actually evaluate my life. As in, it's inevietable. Yes, but it's quite shameful if you don't lead a life of standards and character (???) Yeah, maybe it's a push factor to spur me on to become a better person? Hmmm..
Have I matured for these two months? HAHAHA.. OH MY I REALISED IT"S EXACTLY TWO MONTHS SINCE I'VE BLOGGED. What a coincidence.
I don't like it when sometimes I feel my parents are just plainly making me angry. Haha but actually their not cause it's clearly my fault. But when you're angry, you don't seem to clearly see the full picture. Subconsciously I know it's my fault but then again, I'm angry you see. Lol. What is good is that my anger lasts only a while, unless it's those kind of anger where I keep it in my heart, and one day explode. But my explosion is only.... a water bomb. HahahHAHa. Not funny.
I'm so philosophy now. Haha. OUCH electricuted! Yeah, people, do catch up with me here! I've got to go! Haha btw, do I sound matured in tone here?
-lowers voice- Do i?
OUCH!!!! Open traps to electricute me. I'm off now. Toodles.
Btw, i need to end my post with some style, not the usual bye, so boring right. haha.
BYE!
-with style-
No idea what got into me.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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