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Monday, July 16, 2007
{ 11:09 PM on '' }
Today is one the worst days.
I've been angry for practically the whole day.
Sigh, what's wrong! I can't stand being angy, I look ugly, as in, it's the ugly side of me. I just feel like rolling my eyes at everybody. I tell you if you were in my shoes today, you'll scream scream scream and be still angry. I was like talking to myself to vent my anger while walking to school! Oh man, I don't like being angry! I don't want to be irritable. I don't like that feeling. Hmmm.. I'll be so busy these few days. Yes, goin to have a study group with my friends. Oh finally I shall revise my work.
I've been a total disppointment.
A pig.
An irritant.
Annoying.
Lalallaa sometimes I don't know what I say is really how I actually feel. Is this call being hypocritical? Sounds off but yeah.
I'm kinda cycnical. Horrible. Why? I think it's what I've been through, or maybe I've watched too many drama seriels.
It's late. I gotta wake up early. There's listening compre tmr. I've gotta do PW. I've gotta do so many things. Crap, I sometimes hate myself.
Wait hate is too strong a word, but aah, whatever.<-----Yeah it sounds totally like rude. oopps.
I need to sort things out. Lalalalla..
or I'd be doomed, like seriously.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
{ 11:09 PM on '' }
Hello!
What am I suppose to do on Youth Day? It's Youth Day leh. Suppose to be fun-filled, youthy, young... kinda activity. Im feeling nauseous now. Must be the honey stars. It's so cool how other nationalities type completely different letters from us.. Like french? Malay?
Hmmm, had a goood talk with Louisa! (: Hhahaa. Emo, life, technology, friends. Oh well, how I wish I had friends who I still can contact with when I leave school. It's such a blessing to have these kind of friends. It's all about chemisty right? Sad to say, I think I'm an odd person. My personality is just...... i don't know.
I don't like being misunderstood. It's just how some people interpret the things you say which are meant to be totally harmless.
Oh well, nowadays, I feel that what i have been saying recently is quite tactless, and brutally honest and eye rolling. Lol. Sigh, I feel so bad. I always don't go for outings. Hahahha like my clique outings this year.
I am SIXTEEN going on SEVENTEEN. What precious years, I'm getting older. What have I done to make this year a great one? I wonder how people actually think about life.. about their own goals.. dreams.. As a teenager, I find that we don't have anything to do and so find things to do. If there were no jobs, humans have totally nothing to do! So we'll all have free time! No everything will be disasterous, provided you live in the country side. In the farm.. so cool. I want to tracel! I find it so nice and cool. Like there's so much out there than small sunny Singapore. I think about the different nationalities out there, we're all so different, but still humans. Weak and helpless.
Technology, development of a country. Why some countries are so poor? There are no proper medical facilities, no proper meals on the table, no proper houses. We can't feel what they are feeling cause of different circumstances and different upbringing from young. We are different. It's hard to imagine what it feels like w/0 technology and proper everything. I wonder why countries don't really help each other to advance. Selfish? Pride?
If the world was just in unity, as one, it's like when you are asked where you are from, I am from : Earth. Haha get what I mean? If the whole planet is our country, so cool! We'll have a lot of friends, we'll have a lot of countries to go to, we'll all be united to protect our Earth instead of individual countries and whatever. What innocent thinking. Lol.
I'm full. I'm warm. It's late.
Well, I need a personal trainer too. Who's interested?
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Monday, July 16, 2007
{ 11:09 PM on '' }
Today is one the worst days.
I've been angry for practically the whole day.
Sigh, what's wrong! I can't stand being angy, I look ugly, as in, it's the ugly side of me. I just feel like rolling my eyes at everybody. I tell you if you were in my shoes today, you'll scream scream scream and be still angry. I was like talking to myself to vent my anger while walking to school! Oh man, I don't like being angry! I don't want to be irritable. I don't like that feeling. Hmmm.. I'll be so busy these few days. Yes, goin to have a study group with my friends. Oh finally I shall revise my work.
I've been a total disppointment.
A pig.
An irritant.
Annoying.
Lalallaa sometimes I don't know what I say is really how I actually feel. Is this call being hypocritical? Sounds off but yeah.
I'm kinda cycnical. Horrible. Why? I think it's what I've been through, or maybe I've watched too many drama seriels.
It's late. I gotta wake up early. There's listening compre tmr. I've gotta do PW. I've gotta do so many things. Crap, I sometimes hate myself.
Wait hate is too strong a word, but aah, whatever.<-----Yeah it sounds totally like rude. oopps.
I need to sort things out. Lalalalla..
or I'd be doomed, like seriously.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
{ 11:09 PM on '' }
Hello!
What am I suppose to do on Youth Day? It's Youth Day leh. Suppose to be fun-filled, youthy, young... kinda activity. Im feeling nauseous now. Must be the honey stars. It's so cool how other nationalities type completely different letters from us.. Like french? Malay?
Hmmm, had a goood talk with Louisa! (: Hhahaa. Emo, life, technology, friends. Oh well, how I wish I had friends who I still can contact with when I leave school. It's such a blessing to have these kind of friends. It's all about chemisty right? Sad to say, I think I'm an odd person. My personality is just...... i don't know.
I don't like being misunderstood. It's just how some people interpret the things you say which are meant to be totally harmless.
Oh well, nowadays, I feel that what i have been saying recently is quite tactless, and brutally honest and eye rolling. Lol. Sigh, I feel so bad. I always don't go for outings. Hahahha like my clique outings this year.
I am SIXTEEN going on SEVENTEEN. What precious years, I'm getting older. What have I done to make this year a great one? I wonder how people actually think about life.. about their own goals.. dreams.. As a teenager, I find that we don't have anything to do and so find things to do. If there were no jobs, humans have totally nothing to do! So we'll all have free time! No everything will be disasterous, provided you live in the country side. In the farm.. so cool. I want to tracel! I find it so nice and cool. Like there's so much out there than small sunny Singapore. I think about the different nationalities out there, we're all so different, but still humans. Weak and helpless.
Technology, development of a country. Why some countries are so poor? There are no proper medical facilities, no proper meals on the table, no proper houses. We can't feel what they are feeling cause of different circumstances and different upbringing from young. We are different. It's hard to imagine what it feels like w/0 technology and proper everything. I wonder why countries don't really help each other to advance. Selfish? Pride?
If the world was just in unity, as one, it's like when you are asked where you are from, I am from : Earth. Haha get what I mean? If the whole planet is our country, so cool! We'll have a lot of friends, we'll have a lot of countries to go to, we'll all be united to protect our Earth instead of individual countries and whatever. What innocent thinking. Lol.
I'm full. I'm warm. It's late.
Well, I need a personal trainer too. Who's interested?
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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