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Friday, January 25, 2008
{ 10:50 PM on '' }


Currently, I want to break free from school. Man.
Here goes. I had my tests. And boy, at the current rate I'm going, I know I'll be going nowhere. Y'know, I complain, and it doesn't seem to change. That's my problem.
I have to study for phy and chem, catch up with lectures and tutorials, balance that with weekend frenzy and stuff... Man. And what more, I've neglected God, not putting Him first.

Well, problems aside, today I met up with Louisa. Yummy coffeebean. Well, I think I take people for granted, and being totally unexpressive and unemotional on the surface can sometimes destroy things. My life, my attitude, myself.

Where's the compassion? Where's the love? Where's the vision?

Sensitivity. Call me mercury.
The past, the present, all seem so similar. I can't let go some.. I feel I don't know how to share..
Seventeen. Going on Eighteen. How should I act? Think?
Looking at people. Simple as they are, it's just simpler. Why be so complicated when at the end of the day, it boils down to the cause of the problem: Myself.

Accept things, change things.
Through this we learn to grow.

No idea what I was writing. It's just thoughts that make sense to me somehow.
Okay sitting at this com table is making me warm. Eeew.


I love to study.
My life.

Sunday, January 20, 2008
{ 10:08 PM on '' }


What a week!
What a weekend!

Hey guys. Ain't it goooood to see me blogging?! Wahaha.. Oh well, was just roaming ard the net after doing my econs online test. Blah. Need to get my butt mocing to study. But seriously, I want to rest!

Went to Expo for the COA, i tell you kids are just SOOOOO cute! Well, it's quite unfair if we favour the really cute looking ones but don't notice the others.. I mean, kids are cute, beyond their appearance that is.
The world is evil.
Haha.

My bro has been watching CARTOON NETWORK for all his life, or maybe since last year. If you really carefully understand what is being shown, you will want to delete the channel. Oh my, every episode involves fighting and what not. Violence leh. And he's only five going on six. WHy can't everything just be like Barney and Friends? I think at this age, Barney's outdated. What's in? erm................. winx club? Or however you spell it.

Ha sometimes I really wonder what my bro thinks. I haven't been spending much time with him, And the occassional "How was school?" is so shallow.
That aside, my cravings now are chocolates. (Gasp!)
And how nice I'm gonna take my height, and weight(double gasps!) like tmr, or tues. When reality sinks in..................................oh man it stinks! Waha

Ow my bone just cracked.

Okay, so let me see. I have to study for vectors and physics. Hooray, both are like beyond me. Boy oh boy. Have I told you that being in Year 2 is pretty much different? Man, it just feels different. Like, the 'A's' are here. Face it Cheryl, you're gonna be 18. Nooo! Im still 17.

Whatever the case, this year is gonna be a roller coaster ride. Now with the weekend over, i only look forward to the completion of all my tests, so at least i'll have my break. I plan to just sit back and watch some dvd's , and probably read some comics.

This is the J2 life.
Not.

But I'll go against the norm at some point of time yeah

I love a worry free stress free life. Always thinking f what else I have to do is so -.- cause there's nothing I can specify as finish.
Blah.

For now, get ready to say hello to Monday!
:)





-a man after God's heart

Tuesday, January 01, 2008
{ 10:46 PM on '' }


Hello HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2007 passed really fast. But school was the major part of it, so boring. Well, 2008 is filled with uncertainties and yeah, but God will pull me through. The A's are just so terrifying.

Btw, I haven't gone to Litespeed(My school's website for students) for ages and oh my, It's scaring me. I haven't completed my hol homework. J2's gonna be a really tough year (as they have mentioned in it). I'm starting to feel anxious. I must not be what I used to be in 2007. Oh man, I'm afraid.

Well, tomorrow marks the first day of slavery to school. It's gonna be a roller coaster ride for me this year. It'll be exciting, crazy, stressed, emo-ness, but above it all, I want it to be a fruitful year for me.

God is with me, through it all.

Hope you guys have a great new year! Let God take all of your heart. He gives us the best. (: Smile!

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.