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Friday, January 25, 2008
{ 10:50 PM on '' }
Currently, I want to break free from school. Man.
Here goes. I had my tests. And boy, at the current rate I'm going, I know I'll be going nowhere. Y'know, I complain, and it doesn't seem to change. That's my problem.
I have to study for phy and chem, catch up with lectures and tutorials, balance that with weekend frenzy and stuff... Man. And what more, I've neglected God, not putting Him first.
Well, problems aside, today I met up with Louisa. Yummy coffeebean. Well, I think I take people for granted, and being totally unexpressive and unemotional on the surface can sometimes destroy things. My life, my attitude, myself.
Where's the compassion? Where's the love? Where's the vision?
Sensitivity. Call me mercury.
The past, the present, all seem so similar. I can't let go some.. I feel I don't know how to share..
Seventeen. Going on Eighteen. How should I act? Think?
Looking at people. Simple as they are, it's just simpler. Why be so complicated when at the end of the day, it boils down to the cause of the problem: Myself.
Accept things, change things.
Through this we learn to grow.
No idea what I was writing. It's just thoughts that make sense to me somehow.
Okay sitting at this com table is making me warm. Eeew.
I love to study.
My life.
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Friday, January 25, 2008
{ 10:50 PM on '' }
Currently, I want to break free from school. Man.
Here goes. I had my tests. And boy, at the current rate I'm going, I know I'll be going nowhere. Y'know, I complain, and it doesn't seem to change. That's my problem.
I have to study for phy and chem, catch up with lectures and tutorials, balance that with weekend frenzy and stuff... Man. And what more, I've neglected God, not putting Him first.
Well, problems aside, today I met up with Louisa. Yummy coffeebean. Well, I think I take people for granted, and being totally unexpressive and unemotional on the surface can sometimes destroy things. My life, my attitude, myself.
Where's the compassion? Where's the love? Where's the vision?
Sensitivity. Call me mercury.
The past, the present, all seem so similar. I can't let go some.. I feel I don't know how to share..
Seventeen. Going on Eighteen. How should I act? Think?
Looking at people. Simple as they are, it's just simpler. Why be so complicated when at the end of the day, it boils down to the cause of the problem: Myself.
Accept things, change things.
Through this we learn to grow.
No idea what I was writing. It's just thoughts that make sense to me somehow.
Okay sitting at this com table is making me warm. Eeew.
I love to study.
My life.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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