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Tuesday, June 03, 2008
{ 12:11 AM on '' }


Somebody wake me up from my sleep.
Actually, I really got loads of problems but by thinking that they're trivial and not worth my attention is so wrong. Hello! My dumb dumb dumb SGC is so BARE i tell you no one would even want to look at it when they hire me. Seriously, i got NOTHING. Like whatever how can they judge us based on what we do in school. Okay they can but hello those who are quiet and introverts at sch will have nothing dude. Nothing! That's me.

Ya we have to write three events that showcase our qualities and what not, and the worst part of it is that we have to write it out ourselves. That, in its purest form, is lame. Im so bad. But ya, because I'm not getting it right and getting it the way it should be is why Im moaning and lamenting. That's so human.
Hmm, Im getting all konked out by staring at this com for more than 2 hrs now.

I realised im easily nervous and 'stressed' in a sense that i worry for a moment like crazy for a while, and then try to shove it aside. And then worry and start suffering from panic attacks when the deadline draws near. Ah, I'm just too used to it.

So i have school tmr.
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WHAT A DREAD PLEASE.
I love staying at home, although i have absolutely zero productivity.
My family have gone to Australia. Sogooood.
I'll be going for church camp though next week.
I'm not sure how Im gonna pull the rest of the year, but don't worry, I'll be in one piece at the end of it, despite the fact that the razor sharp teeth of the A's are just about to draw nearer and nearer..........

It looks like im such a goner.

but on the other hand, I feel contented with some things though, and fat.

blah.
I WANNA STAY AT HOME OR AT LEAST DON'T LOOK LIKE IM HAVING FUN CAUSE THE MIDYEARS ARE LIKE IN THREE WEEKS TIME.

why on earth are there so many things going on during the June holidays?
Ya i wonder.

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.