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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
{ 11:11 PM on '' }
I AM OFFICIALLY DOOMED.
No I'm not there's still hope but it's all up to me now. Im so sick of being so so so so so so so so so forgetful and so (x100) careless and so (x1000) slow in my life man. But it mostly applies to my studies... Really Im good at nothing at all. It's so demoralising and I feel -.-
I don't wanna disappoint anyone and most of all myself, Im sick of everything.
I do things so slowly i think I need more time than ever. When I get home Im productivity zero and ughhh... Im just grumpy and irritated and frustrated and sad and irritated and grumpy and frustrated...................................................................................
WHY ON EARTH DO I HAVE A BLOG?
I'm angry..... now I'm okay.. I think im suffering from mood swings. I've no idea but it amazes me how I say the same thing over and over again and don't get tired of it! It's frustrating.
I have to complete so many things. Have you ever felt guilty about smth, and really wanna redo the mistake made, but when there's the opportunity to do so, you don't feel like troubling yourself to do it?
That is the EVIL one. Aaaaahhhh ya so i have to complete my chem tmr. No matter what. yeah so see ya I've gotta go do my work.... oh man work never ends. Why are some people so hardworking? What are they thinking? what's their goal? to outsmart others? to prove to others? to not lose face? to expand their potential? to hurry on to get out of this mundane school (drool) routine to get to uni? to build their future? to what? Blah blah blah blah
Im really really -___________________________________-
Im frustrated.
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ciao.
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
{ 11:11 PM on '' }
I AM OFFICIALLY DOOMED.
No I'm not there's still hope but it's all up to me now. Im so sick of being so so so so so so so so so forgetful and so (x100) careless and so (x1000) slow in my life man. But it mostly applies to my studies... Really Im good at nothing at all. It's so demoralising and I feel -.-
I don't wanna disappoint anyone and most of all myself, Im sick of everything.
I do things so slowly i think I need more time than ever. When I get home Im productivity zero and ughhh... Im just grumpy and irritated and frustrated and sad and irritated and grumpy and frustrated...................................................................................
WHY ON EARTH DO I HAVE A BLOG?
I'm angry..... now I'm okay.. I think im suffering from mood swings. I've no idea but it amazes me how I say the same thing over and over again and don't get tired of it! It's frustrating.
I have to complete so many things. Have you ever felt guilty about smth, and really wanna redo the mistake made, but when there's the opportunity to do so, you don't feel like troubling yourself to do it?
That is the EVIL one. Aaaaahhhh ya so i have to complete my chem tmr. No matter what. yeah so see ya I've gotta go do my work.... oh man work never ends. Why are some people so hardworking? What are they thinking? what's their goal? to outsmart others? to prove to others? to not lose face? to expand their potential? to hurry on to get out of this mundane school (drool) routine to get to uni? to build their future? to what? Blah blah blah blah
Im really really -___________________________________-
Im frustrated.
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ciao.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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