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Friday, August 29, 2008
{ 12:43 AM on '' }
The complexity of the human mind intrigues me.
It's so awesome how we think, what thoughts we have, and how we actually function. We're all emotional creatures, we're all social creatures... but we feel uncertain of what people might think of us, and then result in superficiality and all. But it may be partial superficiality.... anyhow, maybe we are genuinely superficial sub-counsiously.. We are just sensitive. We all are.
ooooh i just realised how little I have blogged like this year. A LEVELS IS IN TWO MONTHS TIME TWO MONTHS TWO MONTHS. Ya know at the pace im going any NORMAL human being will like be all flustered and skip their meals and do anything to study, maybe go crazy, but im like sound here. Im abnormal.
AAAHHHHHH, hahah i feel SO EXCITED/SCARED for the uberock thing... i don't know... Just hope everything goes fine... Oh and thank God today's GP paper was not too bad but i have to admit it was kinda tough, but all the more, I thank God.
Draw close to Him, and He'll draw close to you. God is so awesome in my life.
Such love like this, how can it be (: ( :(:
Save my generation.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
{ 10:53 PM on '' }
Date: Saturday, 30th August 2008
Time: 5pm (Don't be late!) Location: 1A Kim Keat Road Dresscode: Black AND White RSVP: lxuisa@hotmail.com (It'll be great if you could reply this email & inform us if you're coming!) Afraid you'll be lonely?Well, bring your friends along! There'll be great fun, great food, great music & most importantly, great people! So come join us! 30th August. Saturday. 5pm @ 1A Kim Keat Road. For Directions: You may call Carol @ 97992551!See you there! So let the post do the talking, yeah, it'll be next Saturday, and I'm feeling quite excited about it somehow.. I don't really know what to expect, but hey God will be in our midst and that's all it matters(: Hope you guys can come! Oh yeah, today was a different sunday for me, it felt so warm and cosy, because I was with m relatives and family, and most importantly God. Yeah, went to the cemetry today, was raining cats and dogs, but thank God the rain got lighter. Yeah and we hung around Auntie Esther's house at Seletar, and boy i love the structure and design of the house.. Anyway, i was with Louisa and the uncles and dad to watch a repeat telecast of the men's volleyball match. BOY IT'S SO COOL. Like how they whack the ball at speeds more that 100 km/h (it was recorded and shown at the side) and the oppponents still managed to hit it back.. It was so exciting! Thrilling. And the men were like strong angry firerce men. Looking at the power of the spikes and all, you see those big men fall on the ground.. ah, volleyball is so nice to watch.. Well, having said that, I feel weird. I feel just how I felt during the O level period, this time just worst. I feel slack, like I'm stuck? I'm whining, moaning and all but it doesn't let me go anywhere. I have my GP paper this thurs and I feel my content and writing skills stagnant at mediocre level. I'm so ignorant. Bleah, I shall not complain further. Well, all the best for this week, I need to focus. Amen.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
{ 10:43 PM on '' }
People, I feel overwhelmed now. I feel joy, awe, love, shock.... I don't know. It's been amazing. God is so so so so so so awesome, so so so so so so so real.
I'm so speechless. God knows our hearts, He makes things happen. Today was a day where I learnt many things. Everyday is ordained by God, but today was special. I'm in this school and class for a reason, and now I hold on dearly to that. People, i tell you that really, i don't know how to describe this joy.. It's so heartwarming. I think this feeling will go on and on and on, i hope.... GOD IS SO GOOOD. HE IS SOOOO AMAZING.
Im still overwhelmed.
God surprised me today. With how people actually think, feel, and I can feel His presence, right in the very midst of my school, all our conversations. Amen.
God is so real. Amen.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
{ 10:11 PM on '' }
Hello people.
I'm getting irritated really easily these days. Oh my bro says hello to ya all, he's beside me anyway, and he wants to type smth.
Hello, I am Justin!
Okay that's what he wants to say.
im wasting time like forever. School's killing me, i've got a maths mick papers this coming sat. and tmr i have chem timed prac for paper 3. Look at my face now, it has lost it's colour
I really am annoyed printing a gazillion stuff from litespeed it's so environmentally unfriendly and my printer just wouldn't cooperate. Oh today we were suppose to reflect on our two years in NYJC. Well, it has been a place where I face my darkest and worst moments, and i except darker stormy weathers to come, but I know that I have a hope. Amen. Im getting really emotional these days it's quite scary.. Am i suffering from pre-A level truma?
I feel very weirdly these days. I can't explain. Oh well, can you believe i didn't get to go for dinner out cause I have tuition. Agh this is my fifth lesson and I'm getting a bit bored. Ah, i don't know.
I hate myself sometimes ya know. I can't get anything right.
Okay, moaning moaning moaning.
Anyway, learn to sing songs when you're feeling all mixed up and all uneasy. Sing unto the Lord. That's the remedy to a burdened heart. I can sing all day long.
It's less than 3 months to go.
is it my time to shine ?
Monday, August 11, 2008
{ 12:11 AM on '' }
Hello, this is a new skin, i spent like an hour looking through the net, see i told you time flies.
oh i didnt' get to go to Christina's birthday party today, oh well, my bro was somehow my representative i guess haha
Well, i still remmber how I was so appallingly lame last time, like how i cared so much of what people thought of me, as if every muscle I move will cause tongues to wag, dumb right.
See adolesence can get so weird... Yeah, anyway, i think that my english is really horrible, I need to get back to basics, like hello in three months will be A levels!!!
Oh man, it's ruining me. Every major exams ruins everyone for just that period of time... Ah, it's scary how the A level results will determine my future. Ah, i MUST have FAITH. I must put on my best. BEST. BEST! I think I need to go for some military camp to get the motion going.. Well well, i know many people may think my house is like a military camp, but nah.
okay so tmr is a HOLIDAY! it's so funny how we are suppose to make use of every opportunity to study, like Singapore is so ready to groom up youths who would seize every opportunity to succeed in life. Ah, what's new, everyone wants growth and all, I'll just be a product of it someday.....or at least i hope. Oh let me just submit to what Singapore expects of me, this is your birthday present okay.
Ah, was that sensible, cause half the time when typing posts I feel like people will go, ' what is she talking about? She thinks she very funny ah' LOL but ya that's what i think sometimes. So insecure right? Right? Right????
Right.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
{ 4:55 PM on '' }
HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Yeah, and well, im supposed to be studying like crazy. Define crazy. Ha i feel like a twerp but i dind't know so mayn ple in my class have blogs. Okay ya like hello this is the modern times and people can do whatever they want and people can have blogs you know... Ya i know but im just a bit surprised. Cause like the way you see them in school, and the way you see them through blogs, is totally different. Oh this is so cool.
Youths are emotional beings i must say, actually everyone is, just that we don't really show it publicly like everyday haha. Okay im a person who gets excited or surprised or whatever by the slightest news or change, but i can't help it... Haha
The thing is that we don't really view each other as emotional beings, but rather, like someone who's there that can make you day.. smth along that line get what I mean.. or maybe that's just how I feel now. Love, school, family, friends... we all have problems in these areas and we find substitutes to all these.. Ah, i want to grow up, not that growing up means the complete elimination of all these probs in my life but being a youth can be really tiring... It was just a sudden thought though, no hidden meaning or whatsoever
I have no specific content in this post. Like my mind just wanders all about.. this is just like the crap i get towards my school work. Man, i must find what i can do to overcome... Blah, being in school for like forever is so restricting and suffocating... I don't like problems at all.
A LEVELS IN EIGHTY DAYS TIME.
wake up.
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Friday, August 29, 2008
{ 12:43 AM on '' }
The complexity of the human mind intrigues me.
It's so awesome how we think, what thoughts we have, and how we actually function. We're all emotional creatures, we're all social creatures... but we feel uncertain of what people might think of us, and then result in superficiality and all. But it may be partial superficiality.... anyhow, maybe we are genuinely superficial sub-counsiously.. We are just sensitive. We all are.
ooooh i just realised how little I have blogged like this year. A LEVELS IS IN TWO MONTHS TIME TWO MONTHS TWO MONTHS. Ya know at the pace im going any NORMAL human being will like be all flustered and skip their meals and do anything to study, maybe go crazy, but im like sound here. Im abnormal.
AAAHHHHHH, hahah i feel SO EXCITED/SCARED for the uberock thing... i don't know... Just hope everything goes fine... Oh and thank God today's GP paper was not too bad but i have to admit it was kinda tough, but all the more, I thank God.
Draw close to Him, and He'll draw close to you. God is so awesome in my life.
Such love like this, how can it be (: ( :(:
Save my generation.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
{ 10:53 PM on '' }
Date: Saturday, 30th August 2008
Time: 5pm (Don't be late!) Location: 1A Kim Keat Road Dresscode: Black AND White RSVP: lxuisa@hotmail.com (It'll be great if you could reply this email & inform us if you're coming!) Afraid you'll be lonely?Well, bring your friends along! There'll be great fun, great food, great music & most importantly, great people! So come join us! 30th August. Saturday. 5pm @ 1A Kim Keat Road. For Directions: You may call Carol @ 97992551!See you there! So let the post do the talking, yeah, it'll be next Saturday, and I'm feeling quite excited about it somehow.. I don't really know what to expect, but hey God will be in our midst and that's all it matters(: Hope you guys can come! Oh yeah, today was a different sunday for me, it felt so warm and cosy, because I was with m relatives and family, and most importantly God. Yeah, went to the cemetry today, was raining cats and dogs, but thank God the rain got lighter. Yeah and we hung around Auntie Esther's house at Seletar, and boy i love the structure and design of the house.. Anyway, i was with Louisa and the uncles and dad to watch a repeat telecast of the men's volleyball match. BOY IT'S SO COOL. Like how they whack the ball at speeds more that 100 km/h (it was recorded and shown at the side) and the oppponents still managed to hit it back.. It was so exciting! Thrilling. And the men were like strong angry firerce men. Looking at the power of the spikes and all, you see those big men fall on the ground.. ah, volleyball is so nice to watch.. Well, having said that, I feel weird. I feel just how I felt during the O level period, this time just worst. I feel slack, like I'm stuck? I'm whining, moaning and all but it doesn't let me go anywhere. I have my GP paper this thurs and I feel my content and writing skills stagnant at mediocre level. I'm so ignorant. Bleah, I shall not complain further. Well, all the best for this week, I need to focus. Amen.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
{ 10:43 PM on '' }
People, I feel overwhelmed now. I feel joy, awe, love, shock.... I don't know. It's been amazing. God is so so so so so so awesome, so so so so so so so real.
I'm so speechless. God knows our hearts, He makes things happen. Today was a day where I learnt many things. Everyday is ordained by God, but today was special. I'm in this school and class for a reason, and now I hold on dearly to that. People, i tell you that really, i don't know how to describe this joy.. It's so heartwarming. I think this feeling will go on and on and on, i hope.... GOD IS SO GOOOD. HE IS SOOOO AMAZING.
Im still overwhelmed.
God surprised me today. With how people actually think, feel, and I can feel His presence, right in the very midst of my school, all our conversations. Amen.
God is so real. Amen.
Thursday, August 14, 2008
{ 10:11 PM on '' }
Hello people.
I'm getting irritated really easily these days. Oh my bro says hello to ya all, he's beside me anyway, and he wants to type smth.
Hello, I am Justin!
Okay that's what he wants to say.
im wasting time like forever. School's killing me, i've got a maths mick papers this coming sat. and tmr i have chem timed prac for paper 3. Look at my face now, it has lost it's colour
I really am annoyed printing a gazillion stuff from litespeed it's so environmentally unfriendly and my printer just wouldn't cooperate. Oh today we were suppose to reflect on our two years in NYJC. Well, it has been a place where I face my darkest and worst moments, and i except darker stormy weathers to come, but I know that I have a hope. Amen. Im getting really emotional these days it's quite scary.. Am i suffering from pre-A level truma?
I feel very weirdly these days. I can't explain. Oh well, can you believe i didn't get to go for dinner out cause I have tuition. Agh this is my fifth lesson and I'm getting a bit bored. Ah, i don't know.
I hate myself sometimes ya know. I can't get anything right.
Okay, moaning moaning moaning.
Anyway, learn to sing songs when you're feeling all mixed up and all uneasy. Sing unto the Lord. That's the remedy to a burdened heart. I can sing all day long.
It's less than 3 months to go.
is it my time to shine ?
Monday, August 11, 2008
{ 12:11 AM on '' }
Hello, this is a new skin, i spent like an hour looking through the net, see i told you time flies.
oh i didnt' get to go to Christina's birthday party today, oh well, my bro was somehow my representative i guess haha
Well, i still remmber how I was so appallingly lame last time, like how i cared so much of what people thought of me, as if every muscle I move will cause tongues to wag, dumb right.
See adolesence can get so weird... Yeah, anyway, i think that my english is really horrible, I need to get back to basics, like hello in three months will be A levels!!!
Oh man, it's ruining me. Every major exams ruins everyone for just that period of time... Ah, it's scary how the A level results will determine my future. Ah, i MUST have FAITH. I must put on my best. BEST. BEST! I think I need to go for some military camp to get the motion going.. Well well, i know many people may think my house is like a military camp, but nah.
okay so tmr is a HOLIDAY! it's so funny how we are suppose to make use of every opportunity to study, like Singapore is so ready to groom up youths who would seize every opportunity to succeed in life. Ah, what's new, everyone wants growth and all, I'll just be a product of it someday.....or at least i hope. Oh let me just submit to what Singapore expects of me, this is your birthday present okay.
Ah, was that sensible, cause half the time when typing posts I feel like people will go, ' what is she talking about? She thinks she very funny ah' LOL but ya that's what i think sometimes. So insecure right? Right? Right????
Right.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
{ 4:55 PM on '' }
HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Yeah, and well, im supposed to be studying like crazy. Define crazy. Ha i feel like a twerp but i dind't know so mayn ple in my class have blogs. Okay ya like hello this is the modern times and people can do whatever they want and people can have blogs you know... Ya i know but im just a bit surprised. Cause like the way you see them in school, and the way you see them through blogs, is totally different. Oh this is so cool.
Youths are emotional beings i must say, actually everyone is, just that we don't really show it publicly like everyday haha. Okay im a person who gets excited or surprised or whatever by the slightest news or change, but i can't help it... Haha
The thing is that we don't really view each other as emotional beings, but rather, like someone who's there that can make you day.. smth along that line get what I mean.. or maybe that's just how I feel now. Love, school, family, friends... we all have problems in these areas and we find substitutes to all these.. Ah, i want to grow up, not that growing up means the complete elimination of all these probs in my life but being a youth can be really tiring... It was just a sudden thought though, no hidden meaning or whatsoever
I have no specific content in this post. Like my mind just wanders all about.. this is just like the crap i get towards my school work. Man, i must find what i can do to overcome... Blah, being in school for like forever is so restricting and suffocating... I don't like problems at all.
A LEVELS IN EIGHTY DAYS TIME.
wake up.
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Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
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