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Thursday, October 30, 2008
{ 2:09 PM on '' }
Hello.
It's 3 days left.
A nightmare come true for most of us.
Brilliant.You know, I feel so intrigued and enlightened. I know, I've been repeating myself for like forever and ever, but yeah, everyone has a deep side, everyone has emotions, just whether we would like to see it or not. See humans are so intricate complex being, I'm truly amazed.
I don't know how on earth am I gonna approach A's. I believe whatever we choose to do or not will affect whatever that's ahead, but you see, it's this uncertainty of the future that makes life so interesting, and at the same time intimidating. That feeling is so...... cool.
I'm awaiting till the end of A's, but the process of it all will be indeed a tiring and hard one., Oh well, as I've said, A level kills. Oh well, it won't gloat over any one of us. Just three days more, i wonder how it'll feel like. I wonder what will happen. Ah take one day at a time, it's all gonna be over soon.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
Yeah, ah, humans are cool creatures. I current;y have nth more to type. just ranting on and on w/o aim. It's 2.20 PM now. Time flies. I think this would be my pet phrase till im old and aged and wrinkled and all. Imagine how i'll look! Waha.
Everyone out there, find true joy in your BAD times and your GOOD times. It's the process, not the end result. Although Im having a growing rebellion spirit against the education system, I'm gonna find true joy in it, which i have only a few days left. Blah. Get over and done with it. So easy to say, so hard to do.
I need structure. okay till then, I'll be alive after A's don't worry, i'll be back here in one piece. All the best people.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
{ 11:18 PM on '' }
Hello.
It's exactly 2 weeks to A's. Well, I don't wanna moan or talk about my situation. I just feel that i haven't put in enough.
But, God can turn the tide. I love being in church, I love weekends. To love again, to trust again, to encourage, and to be in awe. We tend to lose sight of God so easily, but God never lose sight of us, and is always chasing us. He chases us. Keeps on chasing..... even when you don't turn to Him, and even when you're unfaithful, He chases...
I feel warmth, I feel loved.
Hmmm... just two more weeks left, it's all or nothing right? Sometimes, i crumble inside when I see the expectations I have to meet, the mocking or humiliation if I fail, the serious consequences if everything doesn't turn out well.... Bleah, it's difficult to be realistic, and positive at the same time.
Hmm... but well, everything will go fine. I do not wanna be discouraged or pressed down, even if I am, I'm not destroyed or abandoned yay.
Ya know, i was just thinking, what will others think. Like I always link by posts back to God, like how would others think? Well, i just have to say that everything is about God if you think about it :) Ha, cool cool cool or what man.
Don't know how the A levels will be, as a student, it's always about exams and it's just so mundane and boring.. bleah. I should STOP thinking about post A level activities. It's so hard to accept that we can do anything after A's. Others always say it when we're facing exams and all, it doesn't end. But if you think about it, we don't really feel anything after our exams. Maybe like at that point, a sense of euphoria envelop us and we become so so relieved, but after that, life goes back to normal. Nothing much of a change ya.
I always think of reults day. Like how will i act, what would i do after i get my results eg Run home and slowly see my results, not look at my results till everyone's gone, keep it till Christmas? Waha. okay out of the scope alr.
Bleah. Life's so much more.
PRESS ON YOU GUYS CAUSE AT THE END OF IT YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT AND IN ONE PIECE! A LEVELS NOT GONNA GLOAT OVER YOU AND DEMORALISE YOU!!!!
IT'S A TEST OF YOUR FAITH AND TRUST IN WHO YOU BELIEVE IN. AND YOU WILL NOT FAIL THE TEST!!!!
Persevere. Trust that He will provide. Surrender.
14 DAYS LEFT.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
{ 12:00 AM on '' }
Hello friends.
A LEVELS IS IN 25 DAYS TIME.
WOW. WOW.
I still remember how far A levels seemed at the begginning of the year, but near at the same time (??) Now, im left with days. DAYS. My days are few. FEW. I need a breakthrough. BREAKTHROUGH.
Im thankful anyway, for my class and all. They're a great bunch and I'm really proud of them. So much talent and intelligence, at the same time a disproportionate amount of rowdiness and hardcore play. Geniuses man. Well, I don't know what to say, appraching two years of JC life has been a tough one. I struggle with myself, my weakness, my super obvious incapabilities.... This is one big hurdle now. A levels.
I feel unprepared. I don't know what to say, what to do. My flesh is weak.
I know you should slap me out of my senses cause A levels is SO near and ya I'm still here ranting.
Probably I have something against change. Not against but just the tendacy to not accept change, and to accept what I am now.
I talk too much. But my actions amount to nothing. I know i should SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. I can't help it.
It's like a gene. A talking gene. A complaining gene. A piggish gene.
Ah, im talking about the same things all over again.
O levels was history! Now it's A levels.
Ugh.
UGH.
Maybe im just guilty. Yeah. I need to pray that God will help me do my best. Sigh, A levels is such a BOULDER.
Hearing this song now 'Jesus I Surrender' . Beautiful.
Consider Jesus. Yeah. Not just on the surface, but on the inside, deeper, deeper...
I just want to be at peace. Nothing else.
Bleah, as an A level candidate, I now know why others who have taken A's want rapture to take place during A's. AAAAAHHHHH!
Well, the few days left till A's. I'm really, unsettled.
bah, shut up Cheryl. Move on. You know as i type, i fear the judgement of what other people think of me. Like wa this girl siao ah A levels are like so near and you are unprepared you wanna mati ah
I need miracles too.
And I know, that He is my miracle maker.
He knows my heart.
Consider Jesus.
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Thursday, October 30, 2008
{ 2:09 PM on '' }
Hello.
It's 3 days left.
A nightmare come true for most of us.
Brilliant.You know, I feel so intrigued and enlightened. I know, I've been repeating myself for like forever and ever, but yeah, everyone has a deep side, everyone has emotions, just whether we would like to see it or not. See humans are so intricate complex being, I'm truly amazed.
I don't know how on earth am I gonna approach A's. I believe whatever we choose to do or not will affect whatever that's ahead, but you see, it's this uncertainty of the future that makes life so interesting, and at the same time intimidating. That feeling is so...... cool.
I'm awaiting till the end of A's, but the process of it all will be indeed a tiring and hard one., Oh well, as I've said, A level kills. Oh well, it won't gloat over any one of us. Just three days more, i wonder how it'll feel like. I wonder what will happen. Ah take one day at a time, it's all gonna be over soon.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
Yeah, ah, humans are cool creatures. I current;y have nth more to type. just ranting on and on w/o aim. It's 2.20 PM now. Time flies. I think this would be my pet phrase till im old and aged and wrinkled and all. Imagine how i'll look! Waha.
Everyone out there, find true joy in your BAD times and your GOOD times. It's the process, not the end result. Although Im having a growing rebellion spirit against the education system, I'm gonna find true joy in it, which i have only a few days left. Blah. Get over and done with it. So easy to say, so hard to do.
I need structure. okay till then, I'll be alive after A's don't worry, i'll be back here in one piece. All the best people.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
{ 11:18 PM on '' }
Hello.
It's exactly 2 weeks to A's. Well, I don't wanna moan or talk about my situation. I just feel that i haven't put in enough.
But, God can turn the tide. I love being in church, I love weekends. To love again, to trust again, to encourage, and to be in awe. We tend to lose sight of God so easily, but God never lose sight of us, and is always chasing us. He chases us. Keeps on chasing..... even when you don't turn to Him, and even when you're unfaithful, He chases...
I feel warmth, I feel loved.
Hmmm... just two more weeks left, it's all or nothing right? Sometimes, i crumble inside when I see the expectations I have to meet, the mocking or humiliation if I fail, the serious consequences if everything doesn't turn out well.... Bleah, it's difficult to be realistic, and positive at the same time.
Hmm... but well, everything will go fine. I do not wanna be discouraged or pressed down, even if I am, I'm not destroyed or abandoned yay.
Ya know, i was just thinking, what will others think. Like I always link by posts back to God, like how would others think? Well, i just have to say that everything is about God if you think about it :) Ha, cool cool cool or what man.
Don't know how the A levels will be, as a student, it's always about exams and it's just so mundane and boring.. bleah. I should STOP thinking about post A level activities. It's so hard to accept that we can do anything after A's. Others always say it when we're facing exams and all, it doesn't end. But if you think about it, we don't really feel anything after our exams. Maybe like at that point, a sense of euphoria envelop us and we become so so relieved, but after that, life goes back to normal. Nothing much of a change ya.
I always think of reults day. Like how will i act, what would i do after i get my results eg Run home and slowly see my results, not look at my results till everyone's gone, keep it till Christmas? Waha. okay out of the scope alr.
Bleah. Life's so much more.
PRESS ON YOU GUYS CAUSE AT THE END OF IT YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT AND IN ONE PIECE! A LEVELS NOT GONNA GLOAT OVER YOU AND DEMORALISE YOU!!!!
IT'S A TEST OF YOUR FAITH AND TRUST IN WHO YOU BELIEVE IN. AND YOU WILL NOT FAIL THE TEST!!!!
Persevere. Trust that He will provide. Surrender.
14 DAYS LEFT.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
{ 12:00 AM on '' }
Hello friends.
A LEVELS IS IN 25 DAYS TIME.
WOW. WOW.
I still remember how far A levels seemed at the begginning of the year, but near at the same time (??) Now, im left with days. DAYS. My days are few. FEW. I need a breakthrough. BREAKTHROUGH.
Im thankful anyway, for my class and all. They're a great bunch and I'm really proud of them. So much talent and intelligence, at the same time a disproportionate amount of rowdiness and hardcore play. Geniuses man. Well, I don't know what to say, appraching two years of JC life has been a tough one. I struggle with myself, my weakness, my super obvious incapabilities.... This is one big hurdle now. A levels.
I feel unprepared. I don't know what to say, what to do. My flesh is weak.
I know you should slap me out of my senses cause A levels is SO near and ya I'm still here ranting.
Probably I have something against change. Not against but just the tendacy to not accept change, and to accept what I am now.
I talk too much. But my actions amount to nothing. I know i should SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. I can't help it.
It's like a gene. A talking gene. A complaining gene. A piggish gene.
Ah, im talking about the same things all over again.
O levels was history! Now it's A levels.
Ugh.
UGH.
Maybe im just guilty. Yeah. I need to pray that God will help me do my best. Sigh, A levels is such a BOULDER.
Hearing this song now 'Jesus I Surrender' . Beautiful.
Consider Jesus. Yeah. Not just on the surface, but on the inside, deeper, deeper...
I just want to be at peace. Nothing else.
Bleah, as an A level candidate, I now know why others who have taken A's want rapture to take place during A's. AAAAAHHHHH!
Well, the few days left till A's. I'm really, unsettled.
bah, shut up Cheryl. Move on. You know as i type, i fear the judgement of what other people think of me. Like wa this girl siao ah A levels are like so near and you are unprepared you wanna mati ah
I need miracles too.
And I know, that He is my miracle maker.
He knows my heart.
Consider Jesus.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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