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Friday, December 26, 2008
{ 11:10 PM on '' }


CHRISTMAS ROCKS.

Well, hello everyone. This year's Christmas may seem a bit too -.- and weird cause everything happened so fast, like hello December's gonna end and like, it's 2009 next wed!! It's totally crazy!!

Well, the performance at Ah Boh's house was rather cool. Man, but the one at Lou's hosue, i went off, Ugh. HAHA. Hey but it actually was okay if they hadn't giggled. LOL. Oh well, this year's presents were kinda cute, loved them all! Thank you all for your lovely gifts! Btw, do you know that I fell sick? Like on Christmas NIGHT la that's totally horrible.

was in bad for mroe than half the day today. What a total turn off. Not sure whether I'll be going for camp tmr, but i hope i can! Well, there's so much stuff going on and I don't know what to do. December's gonna be over, and well, A new year is about to unfold.

My post sounds kinda warped, must be the headache kicking in.
ugh, i want to be well tmr!!
AAAHH. Should I take panadol? it's like, killing myself faster in the long run. Ugh. Okay, toodles I'm off now.


LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST YEAH

Sunday, December 21, 2008
{ 12:27 AM on '' }


Greetings my friends!

What a great day. What a great play.
Ha, the everyone drama turned out well, and I'm really proud of the cast, even though i was sadly not in the pic. Ha! Okay, and I really am so grateful for those who turned up, really appreciate the time you all taken out for it. :D

So it's now gonna be Christmas planning, Christmas shopping, Christmas frenzy to the max now. I still have no diea what to wear for Christmas, and I still got no idea what to get for some people. Oh man, this is harder than I thought. I think I've just got a lot lazier and slower as I grow older. Christmas Christmas Christmas...Beautiful.

Looking at the future, I really don't know where I'd be. I've got loads to do and loads to think about. Firstly, driving. Secondly, job. Next, A level results. Then, Uni course. Lastly, UNI, or wherever.

Oh my.
Okay let's not talk about the future, let's talk about the present.
Today, I was walking around Chinatown, boy, that place is really full of Chinese, and full of old people. It's kinda cool, and it's really an eye-opener. You see old men just sitting around admist the crowd. You see stall owners enthusiastically promoting their products. You see store keepers working hard to earn a living. You see OLD men in skirts and heels(eewww..). You see families together(esp those with teenage kids,aw so heartwarming). You see grandparents disciplining their grandchildren(ya i can't stand how they beat them, sick). You see tourists roaming around the streets and munching on real good food. You see how the world consists of so many many people and problems, and how you're just a tiny tiny thing on this planet. I wanna go there again.


Hahaha. I love being alone sometimes. it jsut goves you space to look around and think and feel. Yeah. Lalalallallala and you know when you shop for gifts, you see how small Singapore is cause there are so few places to go get the gifts. Man, I need money, I need a job.



Any lobang?
Call me haha.

Thursday, December 18, 2008
{ 12:56 AM on '' }


EVERYONE DRAMA STARTS TMR!!! OOOHHH.. excited! stressed! aaahh! yeah man.
TO all who's gonna come, I really hope and pray that this skit will speak into your hearts! Yay.

Haha yeah man. Im excited.

God, you take over, Amen.

People, rejoice! Yay! I'm Happy! Cheers.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008
{ 1:50 PM on '' }


I am such a bizarre fat thing.

Seriously speaking, I get shaken or burdened by the slightest insignificant thing. This is so frustrating sometimes. Pleasing everyone and caring abotu everyone's feelings is like, oh my, totally impossible,get what I mean?

I need to move, i just like to sit there and watch the world go by. I'm so repetative I've no idea what to say. It's like, Cheryl you are so irritating. *smack in the face*

Anyway, I'm really excited, yet a lil scared and feeling awkward about the upcoming 'everyone' skit. It's gonna be great, yeah man, but still I feel kinda 'burdened' as usual. What the heck right.

Time really flies. My Christmas shopping is like... -.-
I haven't wrapped anything yet.
I've got more presents to give give give.
I'm thinking whether my presents will cause people to despise me
I'm thinking how lame the Christmas slumber party may be if i was the one giving suggestions.
I'm thinking how everything may turn out bad because of me.

I think too much when I'm not doing anything about it yet.
I'm suffering from the same problem time and again, it's kinda sickening.
AAAAAAHHHHH. My blog is all about ranting, lalalalala....

I'm growing older, People, like OLDER. Like 18.
Oh btw, i saw cyrene last night at tp. Goodness im so surprised to have seen her. Man, time really flies. I miss my sec school friends. I hope she's doing fine in wherever she is now!
Yeah, so yeah, till then, i think I'll rant somemore tonight! Lalalala, for now, i need to go get ready for the day!

Yay, it's like 2pm. Crap why on earth does my day start at 2 pm! Ugh, okay ciao people. And on a side note, do not eat breakfast and sleep for half an hour after that. You'll feel like puking.

Okay till then, I love everyone.

Friday, December 12, 2008
{ 1:04 AM on '' }


Hello blog.

Whoa, can i exclaim? The holidays are passing by really fast.
Christmas is like.. SOOO near it doesn't feel like it. Ugh, i hate this feeling.

Anyway, I've been kinda busy(or trying to be busy) this dec. Btw, the hk trip was relaly good, and i really look forward to going there again with friends! Ya, it's a cool shopping place although i feel that the things there are kind of similar to that of S'pore for certain stuff, but yeah, overall, i loved it.
Next there was youth camp. I left halfway because of prom (ugh that is -.-). Ya, and well, it was really cool cause everyone there was so young. The big oold foggy in the house yo. Ha. But overall, it was kinda cool.

SO about prom.
It was just, prom. Ya, i guessed i was too caught up with being vain and all, that I was kinda grumpy and -.- Lol. Just prom. Just lalalala. Just, yeah. I am such a loser seriously.
Oh and i tried to do Christmas shopping but i tell you, it's hard to find presents man. LIke this year, i totally have NO ideas. Pathetic.

I DON'T WANT TIME TO FLYYYYYY... Ugh. I get relaly uptight and sick when i've gotta do stuff and there's a date due to it. I'm an escapist yeah, totally.

I hate planning.


Okay, so today there was a sec school outing and boy oh boy was I so heart warmed (as usual) again. I don't know, but somehow I guess that I have been really MIA forever.. Im such a pig. Really, like i missed everyone! Aaawww, i miss being young, and just being...young. I realised how unethical uncultured uncaring i am, liek I don't keep in contact, or make the effort to.. Why? Me and my severely lame-mafying awkwardness and self cautiousness that ruins almost my entire life all the time.

I need CHANGE. Yes, this is currently my new 'vision'. Change.
So many things to do now. I've no idea why Im packing myself.
You know sometimes, life can be so meaningless without a vision, without a goal,but people tend to just ignore it cause they think that everyone's like that too, just wasting the day and waiting for smth to drop from the sky.. Break out of it! Man, i want to be different sometimes, who doesn't? Im ranting as usual. Yeah. Im thinking how will i end off my year? Life is short, really. I always say, yes i just love to talk nonsense. All this is driving me nuts, looks like I've gotta embrace change and never turn back at all.

What am I doing with my life?
Have I lost it along the way?
All the freedom, all the hidden responsibilities, all the feelings, all the experiences... what does it amount to?
Hm, where the direction? Where should I go from here? Where?


Give, love, cherish. Live and give, your all.

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.