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Saturday, January 24, 2009
{ 12:16 AM on '' }


Hi guys I'm back.

ChineseNew Year is like two days away. Ain't it fast? Hmm, i must prepare to answer questions like ' where do you wanna go' or ' what course do you intend to take'

Ugh, i know i've been saying this a lot of times, but yeah, people judge you based on your achievements and goals, cause that is the only thing they can use to gauge your character and all. Yes it's true, but totally unfair. Blah, maybe that's who I am.
Bleah. Anyway, i read Purpose Driven Life. So interesting, like everyone is unique. No one will have the same DNA, or same combination of gifts and talents and all. And we are made for different jobs, different purposes, each uniquely planned out. And every experience we go through is to mould us to the person we are supposed to be.

Good reminder. Yeah.

So well, everyone cheers! Got a couple of thigns coming up this cny. It doesn't feel like it anyway ugh. I always doesn't feel the way it should. Why?
Im getting older? The world's spinning faster? Everything's kinda superficial.
Actually, imagine if there were no festivals, no celebrations at all.... What would we humans become? Isolated? Individualisic? Anti-social?
Probably.
We'll kill each other in the long term .
So yeah, embrace this cny!
Don't harbour evil thoughts of secretly wanting to strangle the aunty who always starts the same cliche ask-for-the-sake-of-asking conversations that makes you bored, or the i-feel-so-awkward-i-wanna-get-out feeling when you're around with your relatives and all.
Seriously, it's a time to be HAPPY! HAPPY!

Okay i've no idea why im typing like this.
Probably just encouraging and being optimistic this Chiense New Year.
Bah.

Anw, I've been rolling around in the streets of town and haji lane this week. Caught INKHEART yesterday and i must say it is a GOOD movie. Really I didn't expect it to be that of a thriller. Cool. Loved it. Guys, you should catch it even though the poster looks kinda funny. yeah.

Okay, whoa it's late. Im gonna sleep soon! Have a great happy well ahead!
And hooray to the NS boys who came out! Happy enjoying 4 days of civilisation!

Wednesday, January 14, 2009
{ 11:51 PM on '' }


Hello I'm alive and kicking still



Yeha, i've been going out, chilling, lazing ard, surfing the net and all..

Went to ice skate today and i fell right on my butt! It's stilll painful. My goodness, i fell the wrong way man. So embarrassing.

And yeah, acha spent a good 45 min to 1 hr choosing sandals OH MY GOODNESS that's totally insane.

Ha, see my money is just flying out of my hands at the speed of 1200km/h. Im sad-ed.



Many things to think and ponder about actually.

My life, my friends, my relationships, life, work... blah blah blah

okay so , i need determination. Hmmmm....

Hmmm...

I need money... Hmmmm... Hmmmm..

I need a life... HMMM.. HMMM

(i've no idea what the hmm.. hmm.. means)



Okay, my mind is blank now.

I just want peace joy love hope

Tuesday, January 06, 2009
{ 12:56 AM on '' }


Ooooh it still haven't totally sunk in yet that it's 2009 already.

Hmm, Im not sure whether i started out the year right though, oh well.
I want this year to be different YEAH

Okay so I miraculously got a job offer from my friend. Coolness or what. Haha, thank God for friends who remember sickening people like me. Yeah. It's some admin job at IRAS. Hmm, meanwhile i've no idea what to do still. The job offer's around March. yeah.

oh well, my friends are enlisting into army soon... Oh man sad sad sad. They're gonna be bald(aaahh..)haha. Time really flies. JC life really flies. Two years pass by really fast, so yeah, make that a motivation that army will pass by as fast too..
I wonder what emotional truma will they go through. Hmm, poor guys. I think people start questioning about life soon after A's. Like, yeah, no more studying, all independent, care-free... the life we always wanted when we were slogging our butts off at school. But come to think of it, life still goes on. It's just how we make best our time in wherever we are. So true. So I better make this time of my life count, and make it worth the living man.

YAY.
Okay shut me up whenever isay i wanna achieve so many things but end up not being the case.
I want my action to speak louder than my words man.


Peace out.

Saturday, January 03, 2009
{ 12:21 AM on '' }


Hello!

It's the second day of the year.
Cool. Okay past midnight again(ZZZZZ.....)
I want this year to be different. To have meaning each day.. to really, impact my life..
Many things are going to come my way. There will be unexpected seasons, good times, bad times, suffering... I don't know.. The future, really is unexpected. Especially for this year, where like, i need direction badly. Can you believe it? No school, nothing.
Not trying to make you envy me but, it's rather.... mundane, boring, meaningless.

I better make use of this time wisely. Actions speaks louder than words. This better be my 'motto' this year. seriously, some things just have to stop. I need change. I need new things in my life.. yeah

Okay, so here's all i've got. I want to get things done, just for once please.. I've got this weird mentality towards certain things, i don't know.. Maybe this year, it's gonna be self discovery and pruning all over again. I want things to change, for good.

Yeah, three cheers to the new year !

Friday, January 02, 2009
{ 12:44 AM on '' }


HAPPY NEW YEAR! (although it is past midnight alr...)

So what happened in 2008? Ya know I always have a problem recalling what happened throughout the year, so yeah, it's really bad and unforgiving of me. Well, 2008 has been a year, of struggles.

Yes, Struggles.
obviously it has gotta do with my grades, ya and netball. Also, character wise, I was also struggling with myself, like how I attitude towards things totally sucked and how I always procrastinate.. just everything about me that's so so so wrong... Well,above all i still thank God for Hos faithfilness really.

God never fails me. Seriously.
You know A level year is really a rough year. LIke I really have to realign and reposition myself, on how i look to God as, how I viewed my situation as.. everything. Like this time it was different cause i've always not been doing well, so yeah.

I continue to trust God with my A levels results AMEN! yay!!!!

Also i thank God for my class.
Seriously a bunch of cool dudes man. Yeah. Thank God for them. Each and every single person who contributes to the dynamics of the class which makes us soooooooo awesome! Coolness. And yeah, the opportunity I had to invite them to UBER and the everyone skit individually.
HOOORAAYYY!!!!

Yeah, thank God for friends and family. Yeah man. Seriously, i can't really think of what to type exactly you know. Ugh, I'm always this way. I can't remember. DUMB. Oh well, but i know that 2008 was a cool one. Ups and downs, ins and outs. Yeah man. It passed way too fast. WAYYY too fast. It flew by. All the experiences, all the pain, all the sorrow, all the love, all the joy... Yeah man. I'll remember it.

Well, Im gonna blog more later, now, i'll just go to sleep... Ha, so yeah, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE. 2008 is past. 2009 starts today.
Wow.



EMBRACE CHANGE.
LIVE WITHOUT REGRETS.
I NEED DIRECTION

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.