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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
{ 12:32 AM on '' }


Yo.

Today, i relaly felt like, extremely bored.
Yes. Like i have nothing to do, no aim balh.
You know i realised that if you don't take things seriously, you'll go nowhere. Nothing would seem to be accomplished or acheived. Bah. But i still like things chilled you know.

Ya the pain. So now i've gotta sort out my life.
Whatever. I've got such a big mouth. My words amount to nothing, so maybe i should be mute after all. Lalalalalalaaaaaaaa.

Anw, met hj and ade today for swensens.
My goodness the most sinful thing ever. seriously, im evolving to some... green thing.
Bah.. And money money money... I bought sixty bucks worth of stuff(mum's money) just like that. Crap.

okay im bloated still. Btw, a cockroach just like crawled on my feet just now. Totally disgusting.

Okay im done blogging. Just gotta get a grip and slap myself. It's the last week of feb.


AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, February 17, 2009
{ 3:22 PM on '' }


Hello.
I'm reminiscing over the past. Yeah, like suddenly, no idea why.
Like how my life has been, how people have came, how people have gone.. How I'm still almost the same, how I've been a jerk sometimes, how I've been so crazy sometimes..

Bah, looks like I'm on emo mode sia.

You know, we always say how when we grow up things will fade and stuff, but the truth is, everything remains. Like whatever emotions, pain, happy moments, despair and all, yeah, it remains, just whether we dig it out of our system.
Yeah. And I just feel so weird-ed out.
Time really flies.
I want to go back in time sometimes.
Like if we can keep re-living that moment of time, what would it be like today?

I think I've got a problem with giving, or feeling. Yeah, kinda bizarre. Bah, sometimes we question why, we ask 'what if', we regret, we feel sad, we try to get over things, or we thought we have, bah, life has so much to it.

Hmm, maybe emotions just got the better of me sometimes.


To all, live with no regrets, with a sound mind. Lalallalala........

Tuesday, February 10, 2009
{ 1:20 PM on '' }


GREETINGS FROM MARS.

Hello my lovely friends. I know I've been missing and you miss me.
Bleah. What on earth have I been doing? BUMMING AROUND? Really sinful.

You see, i've been spamming chocolates lately and boy, i really do feel the pinch, like whoa, the formation of new unwanted skin. Man. Anw, i think it helps boost your immune system, like ti helps you release your toxic faster. Either that or the yakult I've been drinking Haha.
Actually, i was so happy with myself that i FINALLY attempted baking on friday! Cool! I'll do more of that soon. This weel, i have quite some stuff to prepare for church so thank God I actually have smth constructive to do.
Y'know, I don't like stress. And the way i term stress is anything that I have to be reponsible for. Hate it. That's why i love the feeling of doing nothing and just chilling. Really.

Im sure I'll be getting distasteful stares and 'you're so dusgusting' kinda remarks but really, is this what I'm made of? Bah. Time flies i tell you. Time flies.

And how true when they say that it is what you do with your time that matters, not whether how much you've gotta do and all. When we're busy, we wanna be free. When we're free, we wanna be busy. When we don't have, we want it so badly. When we have it, we feel that we can live w'o it actually. When life gets hard, we wanna give up. When life is mundane but smooth, we get bored.
Humans are so cool. We're more than just made up of feelings and emotions. We are so, uncontented, so competitive, so disatisfied.
ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH YOURSELF TODAY?
Probably not.

So well, I've gotta choose my course and blahblahblah. Why must i study?
talking nonsense.
But ya, why?
I have way too much drive to do nothing.
ARGH. It gets on my nerves always, but it kinda satisfies me a lil.
Bah.

Okay I'm off now. I gotta return my library book due today. And best, i haven't completed reading it yet. WOLS.



FAT.

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.