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Monday, May 25, 2009
{ 11:31 AM on '' }
Hello everyone.
I can't believe im gonna start my driving soon! Yay! 'know everything has been hapening reall fast.
You know it's already approaching end May.
5 months of my holiday. Y'know, this is one of the longest holiday i've gotta trasure it. Man.
lalalal, Sigh, have i been difficult? Self centred? Selfish?
Bah, life's pretty much of the same thing and the same pple over and over again. Sigh. Well, i've only gotta look forward to what's ahead.
Anw, CG lesson yesterday was quite nice. Like enlightenment. The one who resist temptation is the one who knows the strength of it. Resist totally, not halfway. Then he'll becme stronger. Yeah, this is so true. Well oh well.
I feel i've been neglecting God. :( But i thank God that His love still remains foreer!
I'm really stubborn and difficult sometimes. Sigh. God knows.
Lalalallaaa. Im imaptient and insensitive. Tsk. I feel humans just have thousands and millions of things to feel about, to complain about, to hurt about, to get angry about yada yada......
But it's all because of satisfying self. It's hard to be 100% selfless seriously. It's almost impossible i feel. Yknow everytime when i wake, i wanna feel good. I wanna feel grateful. I wanna seize the day like never before you know?
Ir ealised independence consist of a lot of things. not just going out alone or just knowing how to be, it's being and embracing it 100%.
It's true when they say give your all or nothing.
Like how i want the unis now to give me a definite answer. It's a YES or NoO.
Man, just a few more days! AAaaahhh.. i really want to know what's my direction.
Have i comprimised my standards in life? Have i done things that i shouldn't?Have i neglected the important things in life? People NEED God. If people just rely on people, they'll go nowhere, because no one can be 100% selfless in an opinion, 100% knowing how you are feeling, 100% understanding what you're going through.
Maybe there are, one in a trillion perhaps.
There's really this thing with darkness and light. Like pple dont really like doing things in light. i.e in the day, or where there is light. Light symbolises purity and truth, totally. Like being transparent about everything. Darkness on the other hand, is what pple prefer. I.e at night, in the dark blahblah.. Darkness. Don't you all find darkness is exciting, yes, but reflects uncertainty, deception, cheap thrills?
Im talking funny yes, but just think of like, how darkness is enveloping the lives of many today. Seriously, i've now known. I know.
Lalallala......... till here then. I need a tan and i need to lose weight. Goodness. Im turning into a Big Mac.
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Monday, May 25, 2009
{ 11:31 AM on '' }
Hello everyone.
I can't believe im gonna start my driving soon! Yay! 'know everything has been hapening reall fast.
You know it's already approaching end May.
5 months of my holiday. Y'know, this is one of the longest holiday i've gotta trasure it. Man.
lalalal, Sigh, have i been difficult? Self centred? Selfish?
Bah, life's pretty much of the same thing and the same pple over and over again. Sigh. Well, i've only gotta look forward to what's ahead.
Anw, CG lesson yesterday was quite nice. Like enlightenment. The one who resist temptation is the one who knows the strength of it. Resist totally, not halfway. Then he'll becme stronger. Yeah, this is so true. Well oh well.
I feel i've been neglecting God. :( But i thank God that His love still remains foreer!
I'm really stubborn and difficult sometimes. Sigh. God knows.
Lalalallaaa. Im imaptient and insensitive. Tsk. I feel humans just have thousands and millions of things to feel about, to complain about, to hurt about, to get angry about yada yada......
But it's all because of satisfying self. It's hard to be 100% selfless seriously. It's almost impossible i feel. Yknow everytime when i wake, i wanna feel good. I wanna feel grateful. I wanna seize the day like never before you know?
Ir ealised independence consist of a lot of things. not just going out alone or just knowing how to be, it's being and embracing it 100%.
It's true when they say give your all or nothing.
Like how i want the unis now to give me a definite answer. It's a YES or NoO.
Man, just a few more days! AAaaahhh.. i really want to know what's my direction.
Have i comprimised my standards in life? Have i done things that i shouldn't?Have i neglected the important things in life? People NEED God. If people just rely on people, they'll go nowhere, because no one can be 100% selfless in an opinion, 100% knowing how you are feeling, 100% understanding what you're going through.
Maybe there are, one in a trillion perhaps.
There's really this thing with darkness and light. Like pple dont really like doing things in light. i.e in the day, or where there is light. Light symbolises purity and truth, totally. Like being transparent about everything. Darkness on the other hand, is what pple prefer. I.e at night, in the dark blahblah.. Darkness. Don't you all find darkness is exciting, yes, but reflects uncertainty, deception, cheap thrills?
Im talking funny yes, but just think of like, how darkness is enveloping the lives of many today. Seriously, i've now known. I know.
Lalallala......... till here then. I need a tan and i need to lose weight. Goodness. Im turning into a Big Mac.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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