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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
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Hello.

Boy am i tired. First day at work as a telemarketer. Well, let's just say that being a telemarketer is not that easy. Man, i hope i don't get bored of it, i neeedd appointments!!

Seriously, my life needs to get movinngg.. Im lazier by the second.
Im glad that I've got money to spend, but it's depleting fast..
Y'know sometimes people get distracted in life. Really. Life why am i bothering so much about money when what matters most is my mental/physical/spiritual health? I need to act out more. Sigh, God is still faithful Amen.

So it's my mum's birthday! Yay. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
and ya it's a couple of other pple's birthdays as well. Happy Birthday!
Are birthdays that significant? Yes, of course they are! It's like hello you were BORN into this earth on that day! And every year you live here means smth. Birthdays are actually for pple to remember you i guess, to know that that someone is remembered. Yeah.
It actually means how significant we are in the lives of others, yeah?

AM i significant?
Pple remember it's 6th of nov yeah :)

Lalallallalalaaaa, i never imagined myself to get into an argument, be it one-sided or not,that often in a short period of time. It's kinda weird, right insecure? Bah oh well, I should just grow up and make things right. I need God, really i do.
Well, it's may already and look at my face, appalled appalled appalled. Time time time time.

Anw, my face condition is getting worst... terrible. My shape is getting worst..terrible. My eyesight is getting worst...terrible.
Signs of ageing.

Oh my.
seirously im so dissapointed with my eyesight. I actually need glasses. AAAHHH! I rebuke it! AAAHHH!
Yeah, so me in glasses will be hitler without a moustache. Haha!

Bahlalalallaa.......
i miss you, you, you!

1. Cheryl deosn't like responsibilities.
2. Cheryl deoesn't like stress.
3. Cheryl gets stress when she is given responsibilities.
4. Cheryl whines and moans in her stressful state
5. Cheryl does not get things done.
6. Cheryl feels like running away
7. Cheryl ran away........................... in her mind
8. Cheryl does it last minute
9. Cheryl feels lousy about herself
10.Cheryl gets emo
11. Cheryl gets stress
13. Cheryl whines and moans in her stressful state
14. Cheryl still gets more responsibilities

AAAHH and it never ends. Cheryl doesn't intend to change, TO just asked her mind to change, but not her heart. Terrible.

TRANSFORMATION.

COME TO ME......!!


If it's just that easy.

15. Cheryl whines and moans again.

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.