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Sunday, August 30, 2009
{ 12:19 AM on '' }
:)
A smile is always a good way to start everything! :))) ahahh okay..
Support and advice are always given through people.
Relationships are so important, i almost lost them. Or did I?
Perspectives, thoughts, self-centredness, hatred, guilt.... blahblah the list goes on...
hmm, i wonder what got into me? Whatever. It's been like this alr, for quite some time. Why now?
The right palce to be in at the wrong time?
The wrong place to be in at the wrong time?
The right place to be in at the right time?
Lalalala....
I take things wayyy toooo lightly.........
Y'know I always thought of myself to be quite obedient, moderate, sane, and good..
Thoughts fool people sometimes. Oh well.
I've gotta brush up on my writing... bah,
and i really hope Psychology is the right choice. :D
Gotta run now. Suffering from uncomfortable cramps and depressing teeth.
Boo.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
{ 12:37 AM on '' }
I think I've lost my heart.
Heart to feel, heart to fear, heart to change, heart to love.
What is love?
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
{ 11:43 PM on '' }
HELLO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Goodness, two months of not blogging... miss me?
so this is it, the time we've all been waiting for...
UNI!
Yes, and this is like the THIRD week of school...fast right?
Bah.
Sigh, everything sinks in. School life kicks in, disciplinary issues come into the picture, independence, determination, self motivation... goodness.
I've no idea whether things have changed for me... Ya, like my life now, my priorities, my mental state... I feel like a different person...
Sigh, I'm always so -.- with myself... I can't live up to my own standards.. i feel detached from almost everything. Conversations seem like it should be brought up for the sake of it, instant friendship is a must in uni... lasting friends are like... uh i dunno.
Me and the issues of friends..
Still remember struggling with this issue in my sec school days. Totally lame.
But it is very real and relevant for me, even now..
You know, it is true that not only old people stick to their old traditions, we young pple do too! Okay now i feel weird, like suddenly i feel good to be labeled under 'young', cause im getting old soon.. like really. EVERYONE would want to relive their past, their youth, their innocence. ya, Life is short.
And i really feel the world is going to end soon.. I'm like, scared.
You know we're supposed to do this ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIFE test... and ya, it's terrible. My answers were so dark and depressing. OK we were suppose to give a score to a particular statement which reflects on satisfaction of one's life.. and ya.. terrible.
LALALLALAALLAA...
I need to get real. Get a life. Get focussed.
UGH AND THERE ARE SO MANY ANTS ON MY TABLE I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!
i think i alr killed a hundred of them since i moved into the hall.
UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anw im slowly getting used to hall life and all... Yeah..Nice room, nice everything. Just that i gotta make more friends man. And i gotta get focused on uni life. Sigh.
Im 19, when will i grow up. Really.
See ya guys soon. I miss you all! :)
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Sunday, August 30, 2009
{ 12:19 AM on '' }
:)
A smile is always a good way to start everything! :))) ahahh okay..
Support and advice are always given through people.
Relationships are so important, i almost lost them. Or did I?
Perspectives, thoughts, self-centredness, hatred, guilt.... blahblah the list goes on...
hmm, i wonder what got into me? Whatever. It's been like this alr, for quite some time. Why now?
The right palce to be in at the wrong time?
The wrong place to be in at the wrong time?
The right place to be in at the right time?
Lalalala....
I take things wayyy toooo lightly.........
Y'know I always thought of myself to be quite obedient, moderate, sane, and good..
Thoughts fool people sometimes. Oh well.
I've gotta brush up on my writing... bah,
and i really hope Psychology is the right choice. :D
Gotta run now. Suffering from uncomfortable cramps and depressing teeth.
Boo.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
{ 12:37 AM on '' }
I think I've lost my heart.
Heart to feel, heart to fear, heart to change, heart to love.
What is love?
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
{ 11:43 PM on '' }
HELLO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Goodness, two months of not blogging... miss me?
so this is it, the time we've all been waiting for...
UNI!
Yes, and this is like the THIRD week of school...fast right?
Bah.
Sigh, everything sinks in. School life kicks in, disciplinary issues come into the picture, independence, determination, self motivation... goodness.
I've no idea whether things have changed for me... Ya, like my life now, my priorities, my mental state... I feel like a different person...
Sigh, I'm always so -.- with myself... I can't live up to my own standards.. i feel detached from almost everything. Conversations seem like it should be brought up for the sake of it, instant friendship is a must in uni... lasting friends are like... uh i dunno.
Me and the issues of friends..
Still remember struggling with this issue in my sec school days. Totally lame.
But it is very real and relevant for me, even now..
You know, it is true that not only old people stick to their old traditions, we young pple do too! Okay now i feel weird, like suddenly i feel good to be labeled under 'young', cause im getting old soon.. like really. EVERYONE would want to relive their past, their youth, their innocence. ya, Life is short.
And i really feel the world is going to end soon.. I'm like, scared.
You know we're supposed to do this ARE YOU SATISFIED WITH YOUR LIFE test... and ya, it's terrible. My answers were so dark and depressing. OK we were suppose to give a score to a particular statement which reflects on satisfaction of one's life.. and ya.. terrible.
LALALLALAALLAA...
I need to get real. Get a life. Get focussed.
UGH AND THERE ARE SO MANY ANTS ON MY TABLE I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!
i think i alr killed a hundred of them since i moved into the hall.
UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anw im slowly getting used to hall life and all... Yeah..Nice room, nice everything. Just that i gotta make more friends man. And i gotta get focused on uni life. Sigh.
Im 19, when will i grow up. Really.
See ya guys soon. I miss you all! :)
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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