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Friday, September 25, 2009
{ 5:42 PM on '' }
Hello World.
Bah.
I really am cold hearted. Spit-ted out.
You know it's so cool how you thik pple are but they're not? Like i always think pple are like me and all, yeah i truely live in my turtle shell. Bah. Seriously, I am totally a diffferent person with different values now(uncounsciously). That's how i feel la. Oh well, Im getting nowhere in life now. Goig backwords to that bottomless pit.
you know how i want to go back to the times where I always talked about God in my posts? The innocence and the puritym really, youth is awesome, don't let anyone take it away from you... Ba.h. Life goes on, i Wonder what I'm living for NOW. Like really.
School is driving my nuts.
You now we all have a deeper and darker side to us, right? Or do we not? or maybe just a hidden side only God knows.
I know He knows what my thoughts and feelings are, but i can't seem to feel Him anymore.
It's me, yes., it's me.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
{ 6:23 PM on '' }
I'm starting to feel really uncomfortable with where I am at life now.
Sigh.
So many things smacking right at my face. I really feel sick and tired of everything
Im back to my JC days again.
I don't see the importance of effort, i get stressed like crap ever so easily, anI just let go of things like that.
Sigh, i hate what life has to offer now.
I hate the decisions i made.
I am clueless bout how I'm feeling right now.
I've had enough of saying that i should buck up.
i've had enough of crappy lifestyle
I've had enough of saying things I don't do.
I've had enough of saying enough, cause it's never enough.
I detest my world now.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
{ 2:54 PM on '' }
Hello world
I'm cold. Really cold.
Sigh. I live in darkness, in shame.
No one knows what's gonna happen
No one sees
No one hears
No one understands.
I've turned cold, that's the end.
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
{ 11:23 PM on '' }
I've become a lil angsty and a lil irritated these few days. The menses? Whatever.
Whatever you know, i'll just let it out.
Hello, what on earth is happening to the world? Can guys and girl really be best friends? My foot pls. It's driving my nuts ok. Everytime stupid freaking things that shouldn't happen happen and some pple just take it as that, that it is NORMAL. Like, ya it's normal. My foot.
It's so annoying. Whatever you're doing is to please and to not hurt blahblah. I've no idea what im talking about but ya, just going on. Ugh. I can't stand it.. Just come between it anw, it's like, ya, your wish right? Ya i don't mind, really. You can fly and be free for all you want and ya. What's the point of everybody getting hurt and feeling accused and feeling that justice is not done to them blahblah... ugh. It's getting ugly around here man..
Just go do whatever pleases you. Really. i have no idea what you're trying to do.. ok maybe i do but ya, it's annoying and -.-. Besties over my dead body. Really. This is sooo annoying and disgusting. Im turning into an ugly monster. Ugh. I just can't stand it anymore. To prevent myself from even feeling this way, i better avoid all these at all cost.
Ha, really, do we really think that we no need anyone to solve our silly hurts and problems? We act as if nth happened, knowing jolly well what you actually want to do la. Really, i back out la. Ya you must be like, yay your plan succeeded without you really doing much.Whatever, whatever you are doing, please stop. It's hurting me and ya you don't even know it la cause you're hurt too.
Personal Messages. Ugh.
What an eyesore really.
Silently secretly having a friendship. Goodness what in the world. I am disgusted.
Is it me being very un-understanding or what?
I can't figure out!
And im toloerating all this crap.
What the heck right.
Your wish is granted.Ya go go go go go
You know actually, I've simmering down even before writing this post. Oh well. I still need to let out whatever is hindering me, but i can't do that entirely. Oh well.
Whatever.
Bestfriends?
Just shut up and get a life.
Ok i sound so mean. Kill me. Ok,. It's like a struggle between human nature and the other side. Ugh. Okay, im outta here. Ha, go be whatever you guys want to be called. cheese.
And you stilll wanna give in and be nice and whatever.
Soft spot aint it? Go on.
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Friday, September 25, 2009
{ 5:42 PM on '' }
Hello World.
Bah.
I really am cold hearted. Spit-ted out.
You know it's so cool how you thik pple are but they're not? Like i always think pple are like me and all, yeah i truely live in my turtle shell. Bah. Seriously, I am totally a diffferent person with different values now(uncounsciously). That's how i feel la. Oh well, Im getting nowhere in life now. Goig backwords to that bottomless pit.
you know how i want to go back to the times where I always talked about God in my posts? The innocence and the puritym really, youth is awesome, don't let anyone take it away from you... Ba.h. Life goes on, i Wonder what I'm living for NOW. Like really.
School is driving my nuts.
You now we all have a deeper and darker side to us, right? Or do we not? or maybe just a hidden side only God knows.
I know He knows what my thoughts and feelings are, but i can't seem to feel Him anymore.
It's me, yes., it's me.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
{ 6:23 PM on '' }
I'm starting to feel really uncomfortable with where I am at life now.
Sigh.
So many things smacking right at my face. I really feel sick and tired of everything
Im back to my JC days again.
I don't see the importance of effort, i get stressed like crap ever so easily, anI just let go of things like that.
Sigh, i hate what life has to offer now.
I hate the decisions i made.
I am clueless bout how I'm feeling right now.
I've had enough of saying that i should buck up.
i've had enough of crappy lifestyle
I've had enough of saying things I don't do.
I've had enough of saying enough, cause it's never enough.
I detest my world now.
Saturday, September 05, 2009
{ 2:54 PM on '' }
Hello world
I'm cold. Really cold.
Sigh. I live in darkness, in shame.
No one knows what's gonna happen
No one sees
No one hears
No one understands.
I've turned cold, that's the end.
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
{ 11:23 PM on '' }
I've become a lil angsty and a lil irritated these few days. The menses? Whatever.
Whatever you know, i'll just let it out.
Hello, what on earth is happening to the world? Can guys and girl really be best friends? My foot pls. It's driving my nuts ok. Everytime stupid freaking things that shouldn't happen happen and some pple just take it as that, that it is NORMAL. Like, ya it's normal. My foot.
It's so annoying. Whatever you're doing is to please and to not hurt blahblah. I've no idea what im talking about but ya, just going on. Ugh. I can't stand it.. Just come between it anw, it's like, ya, your wish right? Ya i don't mind, really. You can fly and be free for all you want and ya. What's the point of everybody getting hurt and feeling accused and feeling that justice is not done to them blahblah... ugh. It's getting ugly around here man..
Just go do whatever pleases you. Really. i have no idea what you're trying to do.. ok maybe i do but ya, it's annoying and -.-. Besties over my dead body. Really. This is sooo annoying and disgusting. Im turning into an ugly monster. Ugh. I just can't stand it anymore. To prevent myself from even feeling this way, i better avoid all these at all cost.
Ha, really, do we really think that we no need anyone to solve our silly hurts and problems? We act as if nth happened, knowing jolly well what you actually want to do la. Really, i back out la. Ya you must be like, yay your plan succeeded without you really doing much.Whatever, whatever you are doing, please stop. It's hurting me and ya you don't even know it la cause you're hurt too.
Personal Messages. Ugh.
What an eyesore really.
Silently secretly having a friendship. Goodness what in the world. I am disgusted.
Is it me being very un-understanding or what?
I can't figure out!
And im toloerating all this crap.
What the heck right.
Your wish is granted.Ya go go go go go
You know actually, I've simmering down even before writing this post. Oh well. I still need to let out whatever is hindering me, but i can't do that entirely. Oh well.
Whatever.
Bestfriends?
Just shut up and get a life.
Ok i sound so mean. Kill me. Ok,. It's like a struggle between human nature and the other side. Ugh. Okay, im outta here. Ha, go be whatever you guys want to be called. cheese.
And you stilll wanna give in and be nice and whatever.
Soft spot aint it? Go on.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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