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Friday, October 30, 2009
{ 12:19 AM on '' }
Hello.
I've no idea what am I doing. I get distracted so easily. My goodness la. Sigh.
Im considering whether to S/U my Bio elective. Really. I'm totally clueless about it.
Was it my fault of selecting it in the first place?
Where did the error occur?
The beginning? Or after the beginning?
Bah.
So now, the 1st sem will be almost over. it's frightening. Really. Time flies by really fast. Like just now when i was online it was like 7.15. Then a few moments later the it showed 8.15. I was like ERRR OKAY. And then later 9.15.. and 10.15. What on earth~~~
Oh my it's scary. I want friday to come. I always look forward to weekends. But i dread it too because it means things that i do not look forward are nearing. Sigh. Like MONDAY. And EXAMS. And finally the end of the year. I just don't want dec to come too fast because i haven't got enough of 2009 yet.
I've not done enough
I've not gave enough
I've not lived enough
Get it?
Bah. Time flies. And im full of questions, full of thoughts in my mind.... What happened to my life? What has happened?
Sigh. 2009. COME BACK!!!!!! Bah.
Okay. anw tmr is FRIDAY YAYYYY. Freedom. But i've got stuff to do over the weekend so yeah, BOO.
And pple, uni is not for the faint hearted. Man. It's no joke, really no joke. Oh well, i've just gotta be thankful im in Psychology. It's not a bit near the shiong courses like engineering and bio. Really. Thankfully. But it'll come soon i guess. Bah.
For now, im just finding my place in this uni, or should i say, finding my place in life. Bah.
Peace out.
AND ANW I MISS MY JC CLASSMATES! 0713 come to meee!!!!!!!! Hahahhaha....
Ciao.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
{ 1:02 AM on '' }
Finally Im blogging
Sigh
I'm really sian right now man
My eyesight is getting worst, how depressing.
And i didn't study today
Double depressing!
Aaahhhh
can't stand myself.
I feel so empty. Why ah why ah why ah why ah!
Tsk.
Not much meaningful stuff i can post man. Oh well.
Anw, i need smth. I need smth. I don't know what it is.
I need to get out of hall?
I need to move around?
ANW I GREW FATTER LA.
IM FEELING SOOO MISERABLE.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I feel like a ballooon. Oh well.
I don't like school. I really don't. I don't like studying too.
Sigh.
You know, i wanna be certain of myself. I wanna be sure of my position in life.
I'm lost. Lost sheep. Mehh....
Anw, i've found out this year lots about myself, the bad side, the once thought to be good side, sigh. I'm full of flaws man. Pathetic. I also found someone whom i can really really be mad at, who gets me on my nerves and i feel like exploding. (Besides my granny muahahahha ok no im kinda alright w her i guess?)
Lalalaaaaaa
AM i living in a lie? Living in a forbidden zone? Sigh. God knows.
What can I offer?
I've failed AGAIN.
What can I offer?
How can I offer?
I have nothing left.
Nothing good left.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
{ 11:27 AM on '' }
Goodness.
I've been just browsing through facebook blahblah... how meaningless i feel it is sometimes. Bah, it's 1130 alr. What should i do?
Hmm sometimes being in hall can be soo boring. You're all by your own, taking charge of your future man. I should be studying and all right? Blah. Ok i just ate a lot as usual. And it hink in just 4 days i've gained weight. What is this man.
Sigh, just as face-booking can be utterly meaningless, it makes me think, and covet. TSK. So terrible right. Like u ask hey y can;t my life by like that, why can't people in my life be like that.. clearly a picture paints a thousand words. Hmm..
I want a camera. What do you call it? Polaroid camera? Ok however u call it, yeah
And exams are less than a month away.
How awful can this get
And i strive to lose weight, but i'm always getting back to square one sia.
Okay pursuing 'worldly' things are getting more meaningless man. Seriously, I need a life.
Lalallaaa going to prepare for school soon. Man, im alr starting to feel that life IS mundane. School IS mundane. Hall IS mundane. But it's all in the mind. Is it?
Okay gtg now. I need directions. Yelp.
Monday, October 12, 2009
{ 10:57 PM on '' }
okay i hate it when my feet cramps up. I have no idea is that called.
Sigh, y'know, I feel really lost as a human on this earth. Lost and helpless and controlled.
Sin really draws us away from God. It is a hard fact. Although now I see things quite blurry, I know it'll be crystal clear when everything comes to pass...
I don't know how to describe my emotions. Like, when I say I'm amazed, or sad, am i really feeling it, or am I saying it because i'm supposed to feel this way or else i'm heartless or emotionless or cold blahblah.. yeah..
But I say again, it's blurry now.
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
and I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship.
Indeed.
God is real pple. He is.
But I sometimes treat it as though He is not. Sigh.
Words spoken are only believable when it reflects yourself.
Aaahh CHANGE.
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
{ 11:12 AM on '' }
Bah
I'm gonna have a test later.
Like oh my goodness
AAHHHHHH!
I really want to know my stuff well.
bah.
Anw i was having this pain in my stomach for the past two days.. now it's almost recovering! Yay thank God! I hope it doesn't come back again. Booo.
How can i acknowledge the truth, acknowledge the power of God without feeling right?
Bah.
How to I get back?
Bah, anw, i'm gonna school now! And back to my lovely hall. Right, lovely.
Seeee yaaa. Im always looking forward to the weekends, no wonder time flies la.
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Friday, October 30, 2009
{ 12:19 AM on '' }
Hello.
I've no idea what am I doing. I get distracted so easily. My goodness la. Sigh.
Im considering whether to S/U my Bio elective. Really. I'm totally clueless about it.
Was it my fault of selecting it in the first place?
Where did the error occur?
The beginning? Or after the beginning?
Bah.
So now, the 1st sem will be almost over. it's frightening. Really. Time flies by really fast. Like just now when i was online it was like 7.15. Then a few moments later the it showed 8.15. I was like ERRR OKAY. And then later 9.15.. and 10.15. What on earth~~~
Oh my it's scary. I want friday to come. I always look forward to weekends. But i dread it too because it means things that i do not look forward are nearing. Sigh. Like MONDAY. And EXAMS. And finally the end of the year. I just don't want dec to come too fast because i haven't got enough of 2009 yet.
I've not done enough
I've not gave enough
I've not lived enough
Get it?
Bah. Time flies. And im full of questions, full of thoughts in my mind.... What happened to my life? What has happened?
Sigh. 2009. COME BACK!!!!!! Bah.
Okay. anw tmr is FRIDAY YAYYYY. Freedom. But i've got stuff to do over the weekend so yeah, BOO.
And pple, uni is not for the faint hearted. Man. It's no joke, really no joke. Oh well, i've just gotta be thankful im in Psychology. It's not a bit near the shiong courses like engineering and bio. Really. Thankfully. But it'll come soon i guess. Bah.
For now, im just finding my place in this uni, or should i say, finding my place in life. Bah.
Peace out.
AND ANW I MISS MY JC CLASSMATES! 0713 come to meee!!!!!!!! Hahahhaha....
Ciao.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
{ 1:02 AM on '' }
Finally Im blogging
Sigh
I'm really sian right now man
My eyesight is getting worst, how depressing.
And i didn't study today
Double depressing!
Aaahhhh
can't stand myself.
I feel so empty. Why ah why ah why ah why ah!
Tsk.
Not much meaningful stuff i can post man. Oh well.
Anw, i need smth. I need smth. I don't know what it is.
I need to get out of hall?
I need to move around?
ANW I GREW FATTER LA.
IM FEELING SOOO MISERABLE.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
I feel like a ballooon. Oh well.
I don't like school. I really don't. I don't like studying too.
Sigh.
You know, i wanna be certain of myself. I wanna be sure of my position in life.
I'm lost. Lost sheep. Mehh....
Anw, i've found out this year lots about myself, the bad side, the once thought to be good side, sigh. I'm full of flaws man. Pathetic. I also found someone whom i can really really be mad at, who gets me on my nerves and i feel like exploding. (Besides my granny muahahahha ok no im kinda alright w her i guess?)
Lalalaaaaaa
AM i living in a lie? Living in a forbidden zone? Sigh. God knows.
What can I offer?
I've failed AGAIN.
What can I offer?
How can I offer?
I have nothing left.
Nothing good left.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
{ 11:27 AM on '' }
Goodness.
I've been just browsing through facebook blahblah... how meaningless i feel it is sometimes. Bah, it's 1130 alr. What should i do?
Hmm sometimes being in hall can be soo boring. You're all by your own, taking charge of your future man. I should be studying and all right? Blah. Ok i just ate a lot as usual. And it hink in just 4 days i've gained weight. What is this man.
Sigh, just as face-booking can be utterly meaningless, it makes me think, and covet. TSK. So terrible right. Like u ask hey y can;t my life by like that, why can't people in my life be like that.. clearly a picture paints a thousand words. Hmm..
I want a camera. What do you call it? Polaroid camera? Ok however u call it, yeah
And exams are less than a month away.
How awful can this get
And i strive to lose weight, but i'm always getting back to square one sia.
Okay pursuing 'worldly' things are getting more meaningless man. Seriously, I need a life.
Lalallaaa going to prepare for school soon. Man, im alr starting to feel that life IS mundane. School IS mundane. Hall IS mundane. But it's all in the mind. Is it?
Okay gtg now. I need directions. Yelp.
Monday, October 12, 2009
{ 10:57 PM on '' }
okay i hate it when my feet cramps up. I have no idea is that called.
Sigh, y'know, I feel really lost as a human on this earth. Lost and helpless and controlled.
Sin really draws us away from God. It is a hard fact. Although now I see things quite blurry, I know it'll be crystal clear when everything comes to pass...
I don't know how to describe my emotions. Like, when I say I'm amazed, or sad, am i really feeling it, or am I saying it because i'm supposed to feel this way or else i'm heartless or emotionless or cold blahblah.. yeah..
But I say again, it's blurry now.
All of my life
In every season
You are still God
and I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship.
Indeed.
God is real pple. He is.
But I sometimes treat it as though He is not. Sigh.
Words spoken are only believable when it reflects yourself.
Aaahh CHANGE.
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
{ 11:12 AM on '' }
Bah
I'm gonna have a test later.
Like oh my goodness
AAHHHHHH!
I really want to know my stuff well.
bah.
Anw i was having this pain in my stomach for the past two days.. now it's almost recovering! Yay thank God! I hope it doesn't come back again. Booo.
How can i acknowledge the truth, acknowledge the power of God without feeling right?
Bah.
How to I get back?
Bah, anw, i'm gonna school now! And back to my lovely hall. Right, lovely.
Seeee yaaa. Im always looking forward to the weekends, no wonder time flies la.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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