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Monday, November 23, 2009
{ 11:43 PM on '' }
OH MY GOODNESS MY GRADES ARE GONE, GONE.
Hello.
I have a bio paper on wed, and im totally uninterested and bored with not being able to understand what on earth it's saying.
MAN.
I feel dreadful.
I've no idea why i have the tendency to just not care about this exam and enjoy myself with tv and computer.... when i know i'm so so so so dead for my exams.
What's wrong with me?
Trying to prove how bad I can be ah
Desperate at the wrong time wrong thing, maybe that's me...
AAHHHH...
I wonder what I am made of.
You know these few days I'm like in search of who I really am, what things around me really mean, and what I am doing with my life. ( Ok it's just in my head, i don't consiously carfully think about it actually)
So ya.
AAAAAHHHHH.
I'm like unfaithful Israel.
I must continue to sing, even if I don't think I can, right?
To sing praises cause of Him, not my circumstance, but what have I become now huh.
Lalallalalaaaaa........
I need to be optimistic and sure of myself again!....
SOS.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
{ 11:57 PM on '' }
Hello.
Cheryl's here. Bah.
I am suppose to be studying but hey im distracted like MAD. MAD. Ugh, Hey i see you know other people having such fulfilled lives in uni and I look at mine... i go like.. eewww why am i like that in comparison!
TSKTSK. You know i always live in my past, seriously, i don't wanna be some old lady right now who always thinks she is whoever she is IN THE PAST. It's annoying... totally DeLuSiOns.
Sighh.. Life is getting wayyy out of hand. Yes, i've been deluded for this whole time... im crazyyy..!!! AAAHHHHHH!!!!!!
I HAVE EXAMS NEXT WEEK ALR OH MY GOODNESS.......!!!!!!!!
UGH NO NO NO I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE A GROWING FAT PERIOD NOOOOOOOO
Sigh, Life has so much to offer. Life is so much more than this! There must be more than this!
Tsk.
I look at myself now, i feel ashamed,disappointed, and regretful some sort. You know?
Im still here, still here, stagnant, moving backwards, losing grip, falling.......and falling.
I wonder when will i truly learn....
I think God is running out of patience with me....
And I'm really scared..
I don't know what to do man.
Ugh.
Where is the road to take,
where is the path to go,
where is the boldness that I need
where is the love that once held me tight
what have I done?
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
{ 6:30 PM on '' }
Now I'm really tasting the fruits of my 'labour' . Great. I'm now feeling really really fat. It's disgusting you know
That extra layer of skin on my face and arms and legs, eewwww!!
Ugh, but i still can't help eating!Crap. Help.
Anw, i really don't want to stay in hall anymore. I am getting sick of it day by day. I can't wait to get out!
This is the last week of school anw. And exams are here. Sigh. This is so sickening. I feel so so so fat. And buffet again? Oh my... NOOOOO.
Oh well, exams are next week, im still the same old me. I still ain't panicking and not studying as hard as I should.
Sigh. What is this man. Im always waiting for som season in my life to pass by fast, and at the end of the day, I don't know what I'm living for. Really. Like now, uni is soooo -.- You really feel like a loner man. It stinks. But oh well, I need to study. Boohoo so yeah. I don't wanna stay in hall!
PUSH ME PUSH ME!!!!!!!!!!!
Im soooo scared for bio cause I'm so dead for it.
Toodles.
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
{ 11:45 AM on '' }
Hello.
Sigh, i want my friends back boo..
Oh well. Im in a struggle, everyday.
I need to strengthen truth. I don't want life to be like this.
What is stopping me? I'll move, i'll move, and find my place right now this season.
Anw, iw as browsing through my photos, and i found such joy looking at everyone smiling and posing. It's so nice. It's really sweet. It's really true that a smile can bring someone joy. Really.
Thanks pple, for being there in my life, always smiling and bring true :)
Bah.
I thank God.
For everything,
For now.
He has not left me.
I'm slowly getting there.
With His help.
Sigh. I hope everything falls into place, fast.
School later. Cheers.
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Monday, November 23, 2009
{ 11:43 PM on '' }
OH MY GOODNESS MY GRADES ARE GONE, GONE.
Hello.
I have a bio paper on wed, and im totally uninterested and bored with not being able to understand what on earth it's saying.
MAN.
I feel dreadful.
I've no idea why i have the tendency to just not care about this exam and enjoy myself with tv and computer.... when i know i'm so so so so dead for my exams.
What's wrong with me?
Trying to prove how bad I can be ah
Desperate at the wrong time wrong thing, maybe that's me...
AAHHHH...
I wonder what I am made of.
You know these few days I'm like in search of who I really am, what things around me really mean, and what I am doing with my life. ( Ok it's just in my head, i don't consiously carfully think about it actually)
So ya.
AAAAAHHHHH.
I'm like unfaithful Israel.
I must continue to sing, even if I don't think I can, right?
To sing praises cause of Him, not my circumstance, but what have I become now huh.
Lalallalalaaaaa........
I need to be optimistic and sure of myself again!....
SOS.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
{ 11:57 PM on '' }
Hello.
Cheryl's here. Bah.
I am suppose to be studying but hey im distracted like MAD. MAD. Ugh, Hey i see you know other people having such fulfilled lives in uni and I look at mine... i go like.. eewww why am i like that in comparison!
TSKTSK. You know i always live in my past, seriously, i don't wanna be some old lady right now who always thinks she is whoever she is IN THE PAST. It's annoying... totally DeLuSiOns.
Sighh.. Life is getting wayyy out of hand. Yes, i've been deluded for this whole time... im crazyyy..!!! AAAHHHHHH!!!!!!
I HAVE EXAMS NEXT WEEK ALR OH MY GOODNESS.......!!!!!!!!
UGH NO NO NO I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE A GROWING FAT PERIOD NOOOOOOOO
Sigh, Life has so much to offer. Life is so much more than this! There must be more than this!
Tsk.
I look at myself now, i feel ashamed,disappointed, and regretful some sort. You know?
Im still here, still here, stagnant, moving backwards, losing grip, falling.......and falling.
I wonder when will i truly learn....
I think God is running out of patience with me....
And I'm really scared..
I don't know what to do man.
Ugh.
Where is the road to take,
where is the path to go,
where is the boldness that I need
where is the love that once held me tight
what have I done?
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
{ 6:30 PM on '' }
Now I'm really tasting the fruits of my 'labour' . Great. I'm now feeling really really fat. It's disgusting you know
That extra layer of skin on my face and arms and legs, eewwww!!
Ugh, but i still can't help eating!Crap. Help.
Anw, i really don't want to stay in hall anymore. I am getting sick of it day by day. I can't wait to get out!
This is the last week of school anw. And exams are here. Sigh. This is so sickening. I feel so so so fat. And buffet again? Oh my... NOOOOO.
Oh well, exams are next week, im still the same old me. I still ain't panicking and not studying as hard as I should.
Sigh. What is this man. Im always waiting for som season in my life to pass by fast, and at the end of the day, I don't know what I'm living for. Really. Like now, uni is soooo -.- You really feel like a loner man. It stinks. But oh well, I need to study. Boohoo so yeah. I don't wanna stay in hall!
PUSH ME PUSH ME!!!!!!!!!!!
Im soooo scared for bio cause I'm so dead for it.
Toodles.
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
{ 11:45 AM on '' }
Hello.
Sigh, i want my friends back boo..
Oh well. Im in a struggle, everyday.
I need to strengthen truth. I don't want life to be like this.
What is stopping me? I'll move, i'll move, and find my place right now this season.
Anw, iw as browsing through my photos, and i found such joy looking at everyone smiling and posing. It's so nice. It's really sweet. It's really true that a smile can bring someone joy. Really.
Thanks pple, for being there in my life, always smiling and bring true :)
Bah.
I thank God.
For everything,
For now.
He has not left me.
I'm slowly getting there.
With His help.
Sigh. I hope everything falls into place, fast.
School later. Cheers.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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