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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
{ 11:50 PM on '' }


The year is gonna end soon.

Tmr is 31st dec. It's way too fast for me to take. Overwhelming.
I think I just lost myself, and fell.
No idea.

Hmm, well, i really hope next year will be a much better year for me, for all...
What will I take and leave behind this 2009?
It's been so much, so long, painful, yet fast...

I'm nineteen, and quite useless actually haha....
Really, age doesn't matter, at all.
I always think, feel, all in the head, it sucks totally.
Hope, everyone needs it.

Everyone.
Hope.

What will 2010 bring me?
Or rather, what will I make out of 2010?

I hope i'll be more sincere, more honest and true to myself and others, more bold, more thoughtful, more empathetic, more human basically...

Oh well, I've been a lost kid year after year, uh...okay.. im so so emo i just hate it..
I'm quite a joyous person... right?
Blahblah..

To all, Happy new year, happy 2010, and yeah, you better be happy, cause it's happiness and joy and overshadows all sorrow and failures.


Where is your joy?




Goodbye 2009, in one days' time. . . . .

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.