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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
{ 6:55 PM on '' }
wad on earth exactly am i trying to do.
im like wasting away my time.
my life.
argh.
i can't stand this.
im so unsuccessful.
indecisive.
undiciplined.
unconfident.
lame.
bored.
boring.
unsociable.
problematic.
blahs.
ok why do pple get so emtional? ohwell.. and why do pple keep using vulgarities? its definately not the cool or the best way of expressing their anger or feelings. sinful.
ohwell.
and why are ppple so caught up with love? TEENAGERS. i got nothing to say.maybe im juz being prejustice? NOt.
and why don't i hv the dicipline to do anything but waste my life on the com which i spend like hours on it doing practically nothing but viewing other ppl's stuff online when i actually got to study? but studying is juz another alternative when im bored. but hello?
nobody's study when t heir bored when there's no exams. and tat means tat i hv nth to do when there is no exams.
i need to find things bout myself.
i really think tat i don't even noe myself well.
like for 14plus years.
ok maybe i do noe myself, maybe i juz can't accept the way i am..
and i think i can't talk to pple./
when i can't,
i look pathetic.
man.
and i can't stand pple who just hv this thing against me.
and pple who say things about me, when i don't even noe it.
maybe they are juz trying to tell me my flaws and stuff,
but,
even when you wanna say it,
say it DETAILEDLY
ok its not tat i hv anything against those pple,
but its like, you will juz feel something when pple tell you all these bad things about you. err rite?
although i really wanna noe wad my flaws are,
which i can list up to a thousand.
ok overall, im talking nonsense.
and really do think so.
i can't even express myself properly, even if i do so, others would get misunderstood.
so wad's the point?
and people,
don't you think using the word 'so?' is rude?
i mean if you really think about it.
it gets me feeling sick.
it gets on my nerves somehow.
so people. don't use it.
ok i hv no rights to tell you to do so anyway.
i think im crappy.
look at all tat i've written!
its plain complaining.
i like to complain.
or izzit juz voicing out my opinions of things?
see! i am contradicting.
it must be the awesomeness of my brain.
i look too much into stuff, which make it seem contradicting.
and why is my grandma shouting?
she's just speaking louudly.
and i read up my physics textbook, which says tat shouting can impair one's hearing.
no wonder im getting abit deaf. =x
ok statements i make can be quite critical.
izzit?
or tat is juz wad i think.
see.
im so conscious of wad pple say and think about me.
!!!!!
no confidence! see.!
i got alot to say bout myself.i juz realized tat...
hais.
i better go and study!
i juz trying to avoid studying.
how retarded ,
exams are gonna be over! means im gonna enjoy myself!>
but do i noe wad i like to do??
not really.
i think so much.
too much.
until i contradict.
im repeating myself.
like a granny.
getting older day by day.
i simply mature too fast,
hahas/
aahh!
i got biology on friday.
studystudystudystudystudy/
exams this week was pretty bad for me.
thanks to those who reminded me about my mathenatics.
i know i didn't do well.
don't remind me!,
blahsblahsblahs.
ok audrey juz introduced me to a site.
yucks.
thank you so much. lols.
lalalas. see. im juz killing time.
like killing myself.
ok not true.
but i juz don't do anything. like drooling! *dripdrip*
aaaahhhh!
i better stop here,i'll turn mad.
ciao!
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
{ 6:55 PM on '' }
wad on earth exactly am i trying to do.
im like wasting away my time.
my life.
argh.
i can't stand this.
im so unsuccessful.
indecisive.
undiciplined.
unconfident.
lame.
bored.
boring.
unsociable.
problematic.
blahs.
ok why do pple get so emtional? ohwell.. and why do pple keep using vulgarities? its definately not the cool or the best way of expressing their anger or feelings. sinful.
ohwell.
and why are ppple so caught up with love? TEENAGERS. i got nothing to say.maybe im juz being prejustice? NOt.
and why don't i hv the dicipline to do anything but waste my life on the com which i spend like hours on it doing practically nothing but viewing other ppl's stuff online when i actually got to study? but studying is juz another alternative when im bored. but hello?
nobody's study when t heir bored when there's no exams. and tat means tat i hv nth to do when there is no exams.
i need to find things bout myself.
i really think tat i don't even noe myself well.
like for 14plus years.
ok maybe i do noe myself, maybe i juz can't accept the way i am..
and i think i can't talk to pple./
when i can't,
i look pathetic.
man.
and i can't stand pple who just hv this thing against me.
and pple who say things about me, when i don't even noe it.
maybe they are juz trying to tell me my flaws and stuff,
but,
even when you wanna say it,
say it DETAILEDLY
ok its not tat i hv anything against those pple,
but its like, you will juz feel something when pple tell you all these bad things about you. err rite?
although i really wanna noe wad my flaws are,
which i can list up to a thousand.
ok overall, im talking nonsense.
and really do think so.
i can't even express myself properly, even if i do so, others would get misunderstood.
so wad's the point?
and people,
don't you think using the word 'so?' is rude?
i mean if you really think about it.
it gets me feeling sick.
it gets on my nerves somehow.
so people. don't use it.
ok i hv no rights to tell you to do so anyway.
i think im crappy.
look at all tat i've written!
its plain complaining.
i like to complain.
or izzit juz voicing out my opinions of things?
see! i am contradicting.
it must be the awesomeness of my brain.
i look too much into stuff, which make it seem contradicting.
and why is my grandma shouting?
she's just speaking louudly.
and i read up my physics textbook, which says tat shouting can impair one's hearing.
no wonder im getting abit deaf. =x
ok statements i make can be quite critical.
izzit?
or tat is juz wad i think.
see.
im so conscious of wad pple say and think about me.
!!!!!
no confidence! see.!
i got alot to say bout myself.i juz realized tat...
hais.
i better go and study!
i juz trying to avoid studying.
how retarded ,
exams are gonna be over! means im gonna enjoy myself!>
but do i noe wad i like to do??
not really.
i think so much.
too much.
until i contradict.
im repeating myself.
like a granny.
getting older day by day.
i simply mature too fast,
hahas/
aahh!
i got biology on friday.
studystudystudystudystudy/
exams this week was pretty bad for me.
thanks to those who reminded me about my mathenatics.
i know i didn't do well.
don't remind me!,
blahsblahsblahs.
ok audrey juz introduced me to a site.
yucks.
thank you so much. lols.
lalalas. see. im juz killing time.
like killing myself.
ok not true.
but i juz don't do anything. like drooling! *dripdrip*
aaaahhhh!
i better stop here,i'll turn mad.
ciao!
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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