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Friday, June 03, 2005
{ 10:50 PM on '' }
hahahas.
man.
nothing happy's going on here okay.
bored.
im like , so , ergh!
enough.
i shall not complain no more.
ohwell,today i had a LATE dinner.
oooo, still kinda full.
hais,
went out to centrepoint and hung around.
w/o looking and going into shops.
sigh.
wad's my aim in going out anyway?
today dad like gave a speech to me.
sigh.
kinda put me off somehow.
but come to think about it,
its hard to decide.
man!
i can't stand this.
i simply . like have no life or smth like tat.
sigh.
im just totally different from other teens.
i mean..
i noe its for my own good and blahblah,
but ,
i want a life.
i need LIFE.
hais.
i have no life anyway,
thanks to myself.
im pretty rude actually.
bad influence.
ohwell.
i just don't know what to do.
it's my fault tat im not very disciplined,and lazy,and lazier. but, i just can't being myself to do it. like study? improve on my grades? cause im so bored that i think all these are meaningless. not meaningless, but, you noe? i can't bring myself to do it.. tat's the consequences of a 'no life' person. but are all these just plain complaining w/o thinking?
maybe?
see, i look into all sides of a matter.
pple just think tat i just base on what i think and fullstop.
well, sometimes i do, but i just can't control it whenyou're already pissed at wad the person's talking and there you are thinking about the other side of the matter, and it all comes back to you. your fault.
how nice huh.
wellohwell.
where are my friends?
sobsobsobsobsobsobLAHS!
im like barely 15 yet, (sorta)
and im feeling so horrible.
sighh.
its just me rite?
but.
haven you thought,
i have no one to talk to.
haven you thought?
i have nothing to do at home.(BESIDES HOMEWORK PLEASE/STUDIES)
sigh.
all in the mind yayayayayaya
can't stand it.
obviously everythings in the mind! or else what is your mind for?!
its just easy to talk back at stuff when you're put off.
and den later you feel guilty cause the next moment. you see your dad screaming at you.
guilty in the sense that you were rude.
hais.
im just brought up too well,
tat my parents instill in me that no life cheryl.
ok .
stop it.
i shall not blame anyone.
cause,
everyone's at fault anyway.
okays.
today, i had netball training.
aching legs.
and hot sun.
aahh.
i had a bad morning as usual !
this time i like couldn't control myself, i was like asking God to help me cool down, i think i was all red man.
its double horrible!
sigh!
whyy are my mornings always ruined?
daily devotions.
aaah.
okay.
see wad i mean.
lazy.
=(
aaaaahhhhh!
im like always on the com .
if yous ee me online,
it just simply means i got nothing better else to do.!
like always THANK YOU.
sigh.
why can't family outings be more interesting and the way i want?
ahwell.
its the time together,
not what we want rite?
see.
im not silly/ignorant.
i do think.
alot.
oh well.
im jumping frm topic to topic again.
this is just expressingmyself.
and great,
like the whole world can read my blog.
ok im not saying the whole world wants to read it,
but.
ah forget it!
im like so conscious of what pple think.
like wow.
rolls eyes.
am i pissed off or smth?
or izzit mood swings?
aaaahhh!!
DEFINE ME>
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Friday, June 03, 2005
{ 10:50 PM on '' }
hahahas.
man.
nothing happy's going on here okay.
bored.
im like , so , ergh!
enough.
i shall not complain no more.
ohwell,today i had a LATE dinner.
oooo, still kinda full.
hais,
went out to centrepoint and hung around.
w/o looking and going into shops.
sigh.
wad's my aim in going out anyway?
today dad like gave a speech to me.
sigh.
kinda put me off somehow.
but come to think about it,
its hard to decide.
man!
i can't stand this.
i simply . like have no life or smth like tat.
sigh.
im just totally different from other teens.
i mean..
i noe its for my own good and blahblah,
but ,
i want a life.
i need LIFE.
hais.
i have no life anyway,
thanks to myself.
im pretty rude actually.
bad influence.
ohwell.
i just don't know what to do.
it's my fault tat im not very disciplined,and lazy,and lazier. but, i just can't being myself to do it. like study? improve on my grades? cause im so bored that i think all these are meaningless. not meaningless, but, you noe? i can't bring myself to do it.. tat's the consequences of a 'no life' person. but are all these just plain complaining w/o thinking?
maybe?
see, i look into all sides of a matter.
pple just think tat i just base on what i think and fullstop.
well, sometimes i do, but i just can't control it whenyou're already pissed at wad the person's talking and there you are thinking about the other side of the matter, and it all comes back to you. your fault.
how nice huh.
wellohwell.
where are my friends?
sobsobsobsobsobsobLAHS!
im like barely 15 yet, (sorta)
and im feeling so horrible.
sighh.
its just me rite?
but.
haven you thought,
i have no one to talk to.
haven you thought?
i have nothing to do at home.(BESIDES HOMEWORK PLEASE/STUDIES)
sigh.
all in the mind yayayayayaya
can't stand it.
obviously everythings in the mind! or else what is your mind for?!
its just easy to talk back at stuff when you're put off.
and den later you feel guilty cause the next moment. you see your dad screaming at you.
guilty in the sense that you were rude.
hais.
im just brought up too well,
tat my parents instill in me that no life cheryl.
ok .
stop it.
i shall not blame anyone.
cause,
everyone's at fault anyway.
okays.
today, i had netball training.
aching legs.
and hot sun.
aahh.
i had a bad morning as usual !
this time i like couldn't control myself, i was like asking God to help me cool down, i think i was all red man.
its double horrible!
sigh!
whyy are my mornings always ruined?
daily devotions.
aaah.
okay.
see wad i mean.
lazy.
=(
aaaaahhhhh!
im like always on the com .
if yous ee me online,
it just simply means i got nothing better else to do.!
like always THANK YOU.
sigh.
why can't family outings be more interesting and the way i want?
ahwell.
its the time together,
not what we want rite?
see.
im not silly/ignorant.
i do think.
alot.
oh well.
im jumping frm topic to topic again.
this is just expressingmyself.
and great,
like the whole world can read my blog.
ok im not saying the whole world wants to read it,
but.
ah forget it!
im like so conscious of what pple think.
like wow.
rolls eyes.
am i pissed off or smth?
or izzit mood swings?
aaaahhh!!
DEFINE ME>
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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