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Saturday, July 02, 2005
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BAD MOOD

ok today i was miss sour face.
was kinda ina bad mood.
sigh.
i don't know what gotten into me,
iw as just angry at everything,
and myself.

sigh.
im really not perfect.
ok like duh,
but,
its just so irritating. when im mad, im such a sour plum.
sigh.
anyway, i already bought a new piano, coming on wed.
but im not satisfied with it at first cause i liked the other one,
but i decided on the cheaper one.
hais.
but now, i sort of got over it.
sigh.
i can't make decisions.
i need to be decisive.
i always say it. yesyes.
but its hard ya noe.

but im cheryl, so i can.

ok. lame.

yup.

the rest of the day was okay, was talking to louisa as usual.
problems.
again.
friends.
again.

well, talking bout friends, i think i, too, share a common problem with louisa.
i mean ya, i don't have many friends.
yes you just can see it.
where are all of them?
see.
oh nvm.
i just want people whom i can communicate to well.
maybe some are right infront of me already, but i just can't seem to see them.
FRIENDS.
ah.
forget about it.

yeah,'
now i never talk on the phone.
and i've gotten over it,thankfully.Well, i just gotta be contented with what i have.
cause that's really what i need to learn right now.
complmaining and moaning and groaning won't get me anywhere,
cause nothing's gonna change,
unless you do something right?
well.
There's always something interesting in everyday to look forward to.
yup.
so i'll keep that going in mind.
okay it doesn't link to what im talking.
ha.

till here.

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.