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Saturday, July 16, 2005
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finally i was able to get to the blogger page.
i have, right now, tired and strained eyes.
man, was on the com for 3 hours already! goodness! ya to some of you its just peanuts cause your eyes are glued 24/7,
but i can feel my eyes popping out!
aah. i really don't wanna wear spects, although it can be the first accessary on my face.
im now on my routine of looking through blogs and friendster profiles,
why am i killin time like that? such a waste of time!
hais!

i want to change. but im not showing effort in any way.
i can't stand thins.
oh guess what? i'm sick..
no one believes me cause i don't look sick.
great.
what kinda theory is that!
lol.
*coughs*
see.

aah my eyes. badbadbad.
hey actually i really do pity teachers !
They are the most vulnerable people to get criticised and bullied.
there are like more than a thousand students who recognize them, and definately,
there'll be gossips and insults and comments made about them..
either good or bad.
but mostly bad right?
students.
ohwell.. i wonder how's my dad doing in his school...hahs.
teachers.
why do they want this job?
i think talking in front of the class is not easy.
Students keep quiet and listen either because you have a loud voice,
or out of respect, or out of pure obedience,
or after a long scolding, they decided to shut up.
and being in front of the clast talking at firsty can be quite intimidating,
if everyone's silent and no one's talking.
and if the class is too noisy, you'll just have the guts to smack them with the duster .
hahas.
i can't imaging a teacher doing that!
hey that reminds me of pri school!
the teacher, MISS TAN, said she threw chalk and students who are talking.
like hello? it can kill!
hahs.

that's what i love about my pri school
they discipline us well!
hahs.
maybe that's what i think cause i have been, for the past 14 years,
a rule-abiding student!
cheers for me!

but i did something not so good.
i did not attend animae thing which i was supposed to today.
but come to think of it, why do the library CCA have to come up with stuff like that?
i know its all for sport, but with the 'oh so overwhelming' response of the school, i doubt it wwill work.
okay maybe their just giving it a try, oh well.
seriously, i think the students in this school are just so.. unresponsive.
for example, prize giving.
the claps are like so soft, that even i myself clapping can beat the claps of the whoils school, or should i say, the minority claps of theirs, cause majority of them don't clap cause they find it a waste of time.
i feel the pain of the prize-winners, cause they do not have utmost support and appreciation from the school students for their effort!
can you believe it?
i mean, if you were in their shoes, it feels kinda terrible.

ok i can divert my attention from teachers, to pri school, to prize giving ceremonies,
how about that!
that's what i call, impressivo.
x)
ok that was suppose to be lame, cause i guess some pple would be rolling their eyes.

oh ya, and did i tell you? i am suppose do my NAPHA test!
you think i should?
what if my ankle sprains again?
obviously the whole world would think im lying because im still playing netball,
but, what about my ANKLES? ohwell.
i need to make decisions!
ah yes yes im indecisive.
why?!
forget about it.
today's english compo test was kinda WHOA cause im afraid that i wasn't writing what the qn wants me to.
i wasn't writing about a story, but my own reflections.
oh no.
i hope Mr Koh would show liniency.
ok wrong spelling?
don't tell me about it.

oohhhhh so its the end of the week again.
REALLY time flies!
and next year, o-levels!
like haha cause i'll be like so stressed!
oh no.... i better study hard now!
but im always the talk no action kind.
what a pig.

to all readers out there who have been aware of my bad bad flaws, please help me as i change to become a person better than you.
haha.

kidding.

but yeah, help me.
like if i say i wanna do maths today, you'll sit with me and teach me, to make sure i complete it,
and if i say i want to eat noodles, you make sure i eat noodles,
and if i say i wanna buy bread from bread talk, stop me, cause that's where i gain all the fats!
so if i put on.. BEWARE.

aiya i've already put on anyway, from sec1. ok DUH just trying to comfort my self cause most pple gain weight from tat time to now.

so yeah. tat's all i have for you today.

my wonderful post!


*oh ya, and im not eating nougats already! yes! no more 1.5g of fats for every pack!

good night.

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.