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Friday, July 08, 2005
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just came back not long ago.
was out with Louisa, talking and talking....
this is called fellowshipping.

School has made me find out things about myself,and made me sure of things
about myself.
i can be irritating.
i can act like a whiny pig.
i complain everyday.
i am not really nice sometimes.
i do things people don't understand
i am very very indecisive.
i can't communicate with certain people.
i feel pathetic when im alone.

there's more.
i am self-centred, as in I always talk about myself on my blog, i mean..
ya. and when i talk it always seems to be me all the time.
i DO think about others,of course!
yeah.

Talking is the way i communicate.(duh!) and comments can make me feel insignificant, and perhaps disturbing.
I sometimes feel that im at a lost.in school,at home...my life.
mmm..

okay, let's talk about other stuff here.
tomorrow's my school's fun fair. i hope it'll be a good onw, cause i don't want to waste my $$ on the tickets bought.
i have to be there at 10am, kinda early.
and i need to leave at bout 3 to 3.30, man, i can't see my form teacher get dunked!
Fun Fairs.
i usually don't have a very good feeling about these kinda fun fairs, cause, its all just very messy and stuff, and what more, they kind of cheat you with your $$ for food! Scheming. tat's my form teacher. HA.
ok so we're selling pie tee, pineapple twist,jelly..yeah.
better get good business.

okay I feel that my blog is so not interesting.
ergh!
my Dad! can he just stop telling me about school!
when i gets back, he expects me to study or do smth productive !
i know its for my own good, and he doesn't wants me to get addicted, but its my lifestyle!
when i come home, i usually use the computer. okay i shall not elaborate, maybe im in a wrong too.
this is why i always lose in an argument, or maybe i can't even argue cause there's always a right AND wrong in matters, and i always have to think on both sides.
SICK.
this means i can't win any arguments.

aiya, what can i say!
NOTHING.

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.