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Friday, July 22, 2005
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what a week!
its been quite a long week, is it?
hmmm.
i forgot what happened.
what poor memory i got.
i can't remember things in the past, and what i did..
its so lousy.
i mean, this means i don't have any memories. somebody save me!
please feel sad for me.
MEMORIES.
i got none.

ahwell, i can't go on the way i'm living.i need a fresh change! yeah!
like i always say that but, i don't do anything.

okay i kinda remember what happened in the week.
So, our seating arrangment have been changed, but its only a temporary one i suppose,
and everyone's kinda like unhappy on the first day the arangement was being made.
and the next day or two, some went back to sit with their own friends and stuff.
Well, really, nothing can please the whole lot of 38 boisterous students here.
They have their own opinions on things, and these opinions oppose each other.
and obviously everyone wants things to go THEIR way. (yeah im like that, sometimes right?)
yeah, and its kinda difficult.
i mean, its give and take, as said by Victoria, and yeah, nobody can do it.
i mean,some remain quiet and just go on with decisions, but some, man, they just HAVE to comment and comment, like we have commited a crime or something.
okay that sounds so out of point.
anyhow, ya, i have to say, handling the class is just tough job.
i admire M Koh(my form teacher)
He's the kind who is fierce,funny,crappy and youthful?although he claims to be a dinosaur,
but he really knows how to communicate with students.I admire people who have the ability to be firm and funny! Students would respect him, as well as poke fun at him, at the right time of course.
yeah and he speaks well, i guess.. He makes English lessons a pleasure. He taking over the class is already a joy to everyone in the class cause he really humour we students.! its surprising to see teachers acting like that nowadays. He's really funny! yeah. and all of us look forward to english and CME.
these two periods are the ones which keep us going!
woohoo!

talk about leadership now.
i really think this is a talent that someone have.
i mean, okay those with loud voices, obviously can lead cause everyone will be able to hear them.
and those who are firm and decisive, obviously others would respect you for that.

leaders.

what are they really made of?

i have this thing in me that is really bad in a way.
When other people get praises , i tend to , ya know, feel envious? and somehow, also feel that why don't they praise me of this? it sounds really stupid but , i always want to achieve and show others i can do it too! maybe only a thought for that short moment, but this whole thing sounds so loser.
i have no idea how to explain why is it 'loser-ish'.

wellwell...
i want to change my skin, cause im feeling kinda bored of it.
okay!
i need to spend time productively now!
so i'll see ya'll next time!

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.