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Friday, August 19, 2005
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whooo!
ITS THE END OF COMMON TESTS!
yess!

finally. i've been online since 8 i guess,
its been a long time since i cam eonline.
oh well, tests are over, its really time for me to catch on some sleep
and ENJOY!!
yeah!!

COFFEE- it really makes you toss and turn on bed for ages!
i needed coffee cause i was as usual, SO sleepy, that i could have slept on needles.
(yeah right)
man, i needed coffee, or else i would fail my biology!
that was last night.
so i decided to turn in at one cause duh, it was late.
and guess what?
i think i spent like bout half and hour tossing and turning.
it felt so uncomfortable, as i always get into deep sleep in a matter of seconds!
ooooh yeah, but the coffee's not as bitter as i thought. ;)
i realised i can spend so long talking about something so lame,
talking about coffee.
OKAY i take it back, cause what i typed is not very long i suppose..

yeah and guys i didn't know that at 1am, when all's dark, you can't see a thing!
not even the figure of your hand!
for a moment i thought i was blind or smth!
kinda cool that it turned out to be that dark.
and its not because im dark that i can't see my hand please.
man i'm darker as the days go by,
people say im dark,
very dark,
black.
thanks.
i have no comments.
maybe im really dark, but see,
its called a tan.

Tan is beautiful, heard of it?

ok enough said.

there's this problem with me.
i often sort of like admire others in my head.
admire as in envy.
man, i don't know why,
its because i feel inferior,
i can't be like them..
ohwell.
MAD.
i really think im mad, plus a pinch of weirdness,
okay make that a tablespoon.

maybe i feel that way.
that's my point of view.
AAH.
its just me.
hey im always analysing myself..
im so full of myself, don't ya think?
okay not this is not the meaning,
blahblah.

today's friday.
FRIDAY.
the end of the week.
Many things happened.
Many thing to ponder about.
Many things to say.
Many feelings and emotions.

Too much to say.

WellWell, i've realised how important friends are.
i don't mean that im such a dumb head as to not know about this simple fact, but it really makes me thinking sometimes.
gets me to wake up and see who my friends are.
Friends.
who doesn't have friends?
who doesn't NEED friends?
ALL of us do, but,
friends.
Hard to come by.
people you can relate with and talk about everything under the sun.
ITS HARD!

i know it.
i know all about it.

ha its just kinda funny that when i blog, its just gets me talking about such general stuff, such stuff which seems so simple and obvious, but still, complicated.
maybe that's my point of view of things again.
HEY, i was rude to my grandma just now.
what a sinner.
Mood swings?
she kept saying i didn't switch off the kitchen lights for 2 nights, when i didn't even know i did, but i know, I DID NOT.
and she keeps insisting that it was me.
HELLO? NO!
although i may be a glutton, and is always hanging around in the kitchen, i knew i didn't switch on the lights!
not in the night, NO.
and thanks for blaming me.
i was like busy on the com and there she went on, and i was like kinda put off.

OKAY , and i really hope Singapore was snowing or smth.
i can't stand other telling me to bathe.
HELLO?
ah nvm i shan't talk about it.
;)

tomorrow's gonna be good i suppose.
I WANNA GO SHOPPING.

I NEED clothes.
what's new?


i hope for,
i wish for,

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.