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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
{ 11:34 PM on '' }
blah.
im feeling totally supppeerr restless and lazy..
for the past two days of the oh so wonderful holiday,
i was at home doing maths!
bit i don't consider myself really doing maths cause I wasn't really at all putting my whole heart into it, you can say, i was daydreaming.
totally NOT concentrated.
and why am I studying?
cause exam's coming in 4 weeks time!
its a whole LOAD to study, and given my lazy attitude,
i think I would need a year to prepare for it.
yeah right,
its not even a wee bit funny.
oohh and why don't I have confidence in anything?
it seems all LAME.
i need some time alone to think.
Circumstances make me feel so insignificant.
so stupid, I must say.
things I do now, would be labelled as silly to me in future,
don't you realised when you think back about your past or what you've done,
you'll find that in your head, it'll all be, "why did I so this?" or "im that stupid?" or stuff like that.
Well, maybe that just happens to me.
oh, ALWAYS me.
my eyes are painful.
so strained.
dumb computer causing this misery.
aah, and i realised others bloggers think no one reads their blogs when actually people do.
like me, being so bored at times,(all the time I mean) read their blogs when i go online.
hey I do read your blog!
but does anyone care?
Im just an insignificant pea.
IM not just some person whom you see as lousy, or low, or whatever,
or you might say, LOSER.
no.
what am I driving at?
the point is, i DISLIKE to be in this state of position.
I got my rights.
I got my way of living.
but i haven got the right mind and attitude.
what an awesome package.
oh well, things aside.
so today was class mooncake celebration.
simply, i would say, it was kinda like, wasting time or some sort?
or maybe just an oppurtunity to see our classmates, some in outside clothes.
wow.
had mooncake.
man mooncakes are SO sweet, i w onder how one can actually eat that TRADITIONAL mooncake flavour in one gulp.
eew,
i still eat the YAM one.
i was in love with it last year, and it made me put on the fat.
don't remind me.
just a thought whoch flashed through, not flashed but, ah literally:
am I really the person you see blogging?
i mean, the way i type somehow seems another side of me which is so unfamiliar.
to me lah.
yeah.
somehow, i just feel that way.
ok that sentence seems so emotional.chay!
yup.
back to mooncakes.
SO in conclusion of the day,
a health tip from Doctor Wong(the name here sounds like an old corny man)
: STAY AWAY FROM MOONCAKES if you want that figure! ;)
mama-licious.
(i wanted to end with somehting licious, and this just came out, yeah, till here)
PS: i really loathe insects.man one almost went into my body, eekks. they just have to flatter their wings like every millisecond, and go in whatever directions.
i forgot, they have puny eyes,
and a boring life.
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
{ 11:34 PM on '' }
blah.
im feeling totally supppeerr restless and lazy..
for the past two days of the oh so wonderful holiday,
i was at home doing maths!
bit i don't consider myself really doing maths cause I wasn't really at all putting my whole heart into it, you can say, i was daydreaming.
totally NOT concentrated.
and why am I studying?
cause exam's coming in 4 weeks time!
its a whole LOAD to study, and given my lazy attitude,
i think I would need a year to prepare for it.
yeah right,
its not even a wee bit funny.
oohh and why don't I have confidence in anything?
it seems all LAME.
i need some time alone to think.
Circumstances make me feel so insignificant.
so stupid, I must say.
things I do now, would be labelled as silly to me in future,
don't you realised when you think back about your past or what you've done,
you'll find that in your head, it'll all be, "why did I so this?" or "im that stupid?" or stuff like that.
Well, maybe that just happens to me.
oh, ALWAYS me.
my eyes are painful.
so strained.
dumb computer causing this misery.
aah, and i realised others bloggers think no one reads their blogs when actually people do.
like me, being so bored at times,(all the time I mean) read their blogs when i go online.
hey I do read your blog!
but does anyone care?
Im just an insignificant pea.
IM not just some person whom you see as lousy, or low, or whatever,
or you might say, LOSER.
no.
what am I driving at?
the point is, i DISLIKE to be in this state of position.
I got my rights.
I got my way of living.
but i haven got the right mind and attitude.
what an awesome package.
oh well, things aside.
so today was class mooncake celebration.
simply, i would say, it was kinda like, wasting time or some sort?
or maybe just an oppurtunity to see our classmates, some in outside clothes.
wow.
had mooncake.
man mooncakes are SO sweet, i w onder how one can actually eat that TRADITIONAL mooncake flavour in one gulp.
eew,
i still eat the YAM one.
i was in love with it last year, and it made me put on the fat.
don't remind me.
just a thought whoch flashed through, not flashed but, ah literally:
am I really the person you see blogging?
i mean, the way i type somehow seems another side of me which is so unfamiliar.
to me lah.
yeah.
somehow, i just feel that way.
ok that sentence seems so emotional.chay!
yup.
back to mooncakes.
SO in conclusion of the day,
a health tip from Doctor Wong(the name here sounds like an old corny man)
: STAY AWAY FROM MOONCAKES if you want that figure! ;)
mama-licious.
(i wanted to end with somehting licious, and this just came out, yeah, till here)
PS: i really loathe insects.man one almost went into my body, eekks. they just have to flatter their wings like every millisecond, and go in whatever directions.
i forgot, they have puny eyes,
and a boring life.
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Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
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