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Monday, May 15, 2006
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There was PFT today.We did the 5 item test and well, it was pretty alright I guess, but it reminded me that my stamina is getting from bad to worst.

Man, I pant like anything! Twice the rate than others. This is so bad cause we're having our 2.4 run on wednesday. HELLO? I don 't want to be so breathless till my lungs turn blue(?) like the day at the macritchie run.. nono.

O level Chiense in exactly two weeks time. SSSCCCRRREEEAAAMMM please!!!! Its like so fast that I don't even think its O levels. Its like Im gonna sit there w/o preperation. Im not prepared! I hate it when Im not prepared. I don't know. This whole O levels thing is just making me reflect alot. As in, who am I doing it for? Get good grades so that others would think better of me? Because my parents would be pleased? Because of competition against classmates? Man, I have no drive. Its like I can just say that I'll not do well. CHERYL PLEASE CUT THE CRAP.
Im terrible.

:( I just hate it when people think lowly of me. Am I too paranoid or smth? I'd always think of that when I do smth wrong or I score really bad or smth... I shouldn't base my opinion on what others think right.. DUH but its just a thing. heehaa, go away man.

laadeedoodeedaaDOOM. There's mock exam paper 1 for chinese tmr. Who should I blame for my unpreparedness?


My choice would be the school. HEEHAAHOOHEE.
Why can't I skip my O levels!?!


Oh ya, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMA!(belated)

I haven't given my mum the present yet cause she was already sleeping. -.-

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.