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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
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HAPPY START OF NEW SCHOOL DAY.

Yes it sure sounds pretty off. Ah, ITS THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! TO A NEW SCHOOL! TO A SCHOOL OF MY SECOND CHOICE. NANYANG! HIP HIP HOORAYYY!!

Yeah right. I'll tell you what happened on this memorable day. Memorable...................?

Tuesday night: It took me quite a long time to tuck in, maybe because of the first-day-of-school excitment thing.

TODAY: So yeah, I woke up at 6.20AM. Reporting time: 7AM. Thank God Nyjc is near. So i quickly prepared and arrived there on the dot or so. Yeah. Man there were many many many many people. Oh my goodness, really, a SEA of people. Haha.

So I talked to the people beside me at first. Yeah, i thought they were quiet people. Rather quiet outwardly but still they talked. Haha. So that's good. Oh man and I was busy insulting everything that happened. How lame were the cheers done by the J2's and how cheesy the emcee was. Haha. I was the meanie. Oohh yeah.

Seriously, imagine yourself in a foreign school and are told to settle down in the hall. Admist all the people walking and talking and settling down, the J2's decide to cheer.
And you are like.."What are they doing! Eeee....so lame."
Haha. Sad but true fact. Cause, you're in am unfamiliar environment, nobody knows each other, and when people try to lighten up the mood with cheers, you feel your hair stand. Seriously. Thank you, but I would prefer a silent and a formal welcome instead. Haha.

Its always like that at first. Ah obviously I had to get used to it. And i was enthu! YAY! Not the ultimate kind of enthu and relatively more enthu than the rest, Haha.Three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for Cheryl..........

Okay the worst part of the programme was the ice breakers. Well, I thought the games were not interesting, and draggy. Also, there were too few games. I was complaining to my group about it as usual. Really. Other groups played games which obviously looked more fun than ours. I just looked at them play while my group was currently playing something else. Im so evil.

During lunch break, everyone was bored and sleepy. We couldn't wait to go home. And I realised, I cannot talk to people. I only can go on to really general questions, and not in depth. Am I so boring. Man I hate this. Maybe I don't have people skills. I can't talk to people? Im an alien? I think so.
Oh man this sounds so depressing. Who likes to lack something? If someone told me that I think I'll just punch the person. HAHAHAHAHA. Yeah right. Still, its sickening to hear criticisms about yourself but everyone has to accept it.
Yeah in your heart you'll be like so angry with the person but outwardly you're agreeing with the person. Weird?

Hmm. oh ya games. Games. Games. Games are supposed to be fun and relatively long right? Lol. okay some were really redundant games. But others were still quite fun. Ah fun is really what we make it out to be. I know that. But sometimes, when you're just feeling unenthusiastic about everything, everything is lame and lame and lame and unfun.

Yes yes. Oh ya after games was mass dance. Okay DANCE. Their having some dance fever or smth, but every JC does it right? Argh, why do girls and guys appear to be the same? They can hold each other and dance freely. Whoa freedom? You call this freedom? AHaha.
Im just being a pig.
The word 'open' to different people are of different standards. Yeah, so call me closed. Haha.

Yeah Im just being a pig.

I always ask, its just too much of a coincidence. Wherever I'm placed, wherever group, team or what, people there are not like what you expect, compared to other groups.
Other groups may have fun people who actually talks and have some coolness or whatever, but......
Ah, I have to accept it. See im being so superficial. But seriously, some people really are the more enthu ones or at least the participating kinds.

Say it, its just me. it's just me.

Cheryl shut up. shut up.

My post sounds so depressing haha. Btw, Orientation ended at 6.45PM. Dead tired. But bathes just keeps you fresh and alive. Plus food. Haha. So tomorrow we'll be going sentosa. Okay we'll see how it goes, hopefully, it'll be FUN!

Btw, I think im a disgusting superficial evil idiot.

Haha. That was a four in one description of Cheryl. Scared? Afraid?



Like real.

Okay this post may sound a bit bad to a certain extent, but hey, I like my group okay :)

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.