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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
{ 12:00 AM on '' }
Hello friends.
A LEVELS IS IN 25 DAYS TIME.
WOW. WOW.
I still remember how far A levels seemed at the begginning of the year, but near at the same time (??) Now, im left with days. DAYS. My days are few. FEW. I need a breakthrough. BREAKTHROUGH.
Im thankful anyway, for my class and all. They're a great bunch and I'm really proud of them. So much talent and intelligence, at the same time a disproportionate amount of rowdiness and hardcore play. Geniuses man. Well, I don't know what to say, appraching two years of JC life has been a tough one. I struggle with myself, my weakness, my super obvious incapabilities.... This is one big hurdle now. A levels.
I feel unprepared. I don't know what to say, what to do. My flesh is weak.
I know you should slap me out of my senses cause A levels is SO near and ya I'm still here ranting.
Probably I have something against change. Not against but just the tendacy to not accept change, and to accept what I am now.
I talk too much. But my actions amount to nothing. I know i should SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. I can't help it.
It's like a gene. A talking gene. A complaining gene. A piggish gene.
Ah, im talking about the same things all over again.
O levels was history! Now it's A levels.
Ugh.
UGH.
Maybe im just guilty. Yeah. I need to pray that God will help me do my best. Sigh, A levels is such a BOULDER.
Hearing this song now 'Jesus I Surrender' . Beautiful.
Consider Jesus. Yeah. Not just on the surface, but on the inside, deeper, deeper...
I just want to be at peace. Nothing else.
Bleah, as an A level candidate, I now know why others who have taken A's want rapture to take place during A's. AAAAAHHHHH!
Well, the few days left till A's. I'm really, unsettled.
bah, shut up Cheryl. Move on. You know as i type, i fear the judgement of what other people think of me. Like wa this girl siao ah A levels are like so near and you are unprepared you wanna mati ah
I need miracles too.
And I know, that He is my miracle maker.
He knows my heart.
Consider Jesus.
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
{ 12:00 AM on '' }
Hello friends.
A LEVELS IS IN 25 DAYS TIME.
WOW. WOW.
I still remember how far A levels seemed at the begginning of the year, but near at the same time (??) Now, im left with days. DAYS. My days are few. FEW. I need a breakthrough. BREAKTHROUGH.
Im thankful anyway, for my class and all. They're a great bunch and I'm really proud of them. So much talent and intelligence, at the same time a disproportionate amount of rowdiness and hardcore play. Geniuses man. Well, I don't know what to say, appraching two years of JC life has been a tough one. I struggle with myself, my weakness, my super obvious incapabilities.... This is one big hurdle now. A levels.
I feel unprepared. I don't know what to say, what to do. My flesh is weak.
I know you should slap me out of my senses cause A levels is SO near and ya I'm still here ranting.
Probably I have something against change. Not against but just the tendacy to not accept change, and to accept what I am now.
I talk too much. But my actions amount to nothing. I know i should SHUT UP. SHUT UP. SHUT UP. I can't help it.
It's like a gene. A talking gene. A complaining gene. A piggish gene.
Ah, im talking about the same things all over again.
O levels was history! Now it's A levels.
Ugh.
UGH.
Maybe im just guilty. Yeah. I need to pray that God will help me do my best. Sigh, A levels is such a BOULDER.
Hearing this song now 'Jesus I Surrender' . Beautiful.
Consider Jesus. Yeah. Not just on the surface, but on the inside, deeper, deeper...
I just want to be at peace. Nothing else.
Bleah, as an A level candidate, I now know why others who have taken A's want rapture to take place during A's. AAAAAHHHHH!
Well, the few days left till A's. I'm really, unsettled.
bah, shut up Cheryl. Move on. You know as i type, i fear the judgement of what other people think of me. Like wa this girl siao ah A levels are like so near and you are unprepared you wanna mati ah
I need miracles too.
And I know, that He is my miracle maker.
He knows my heart.
Consider Jesus.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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