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Sunday, October 19, 2008
{ 11:18 PM on '' }
Hello.
It's exactly 2 weeks to A's. Well, I don't wanna moan or talk about my situation. I just feel that i haven't put in enough.
But, God can turn the tide. I love being in church, I love weekends. To love again, to trust again, to encourage, and to be in awe. We tend to lose sight of God so easily, but God never lose sight of us, and is always chasing us. He chases us. Keeps on chasing..... even when you don't turn to Him, and even when you're unfaithful, He chases...
I feel warmth, I feel loved.
Hmmm... just two more weeks left, it's all or nothing right? Sometimes, i crumble inside when I see the expectations I have to meet, the mocking or humiliation if I fail, the serious consequences if everything doesn't turn out well.... Bleah, it's difficult to be realistic, and positive at the same time.
Hmm... but well, everything will go fine. I do not wanna be discouraged or pressed down, even if I am, I'm not destroyed or abandoned yay.
Ya know, i was just thinking, what will others think. Like I always link by posts back to God, like how would others think? Well, i just have to say that everything is about God if you think about it :) Ha, cool cool cool or what man.
Don't know how the A levels will be, as a student, it's always about exams and it's just so mundane and boring.. bleah. I should STOP thinking about post A level activities. It's so hard to accept that we can do anything after A's. Others always say it when we're facing exams and all, it doesn't end. But if you think about it, we don't really feel anything after our exams. Maybe like at that point, a sense of euphoria envelop us and we become so so relieved, but after that, life goes back to normal. Nothing much of a change ya.
I always think of reults day. Like how will i act, what would i do after i get my results eg Run home and slowly see my results, not look at my results till everyone's gone, keep it till Christmas? Waha. okay out of the scope alr.
Bleah. Life's so much more.
PRESS ON YOU GUYS CAUSE AT THE END OF IT YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT AND IN ONE PIECE! A LEVELS NOT GONNA GLOAT OVER YOU AND DEMORALISE YOU!!!!
IT'S A TEST OF YOUR FAITH AND TRUST IN WHO YOU BELIEVE IN. AND YOU WILL NOT FAIL THE TEST!!!!
Persevere. Trust that He will provide. Surrender.
14 DAYS LEFT.
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Sunday, October 19, 2008
{ 11:18 PM on '' }
Hello.
It's exactly 2 weeks to A's. Well, I don't wanna moan or talk about my situation. I just feel that i haven't put in enough.
But, God can turn the tide. I love being in church, I love weekends. To love again, to trust again, to encourage, and to be in awe. We tend to lose sight of God so easily, but God never lose sight of us, and is always chasing us. He chases us. Keeps on chasing..... even when you don't turn to Him, and even when you're unfaithful, He chases...
I feel warmth, I feel loved.
Hmmm... just two more weeks left, it's all or nothing right? Sometimes, i crumble inside when I see the expectations I have to meet, the mocking or humiliation if I fail, the serious consequences if everything doesn't turn out well.... Bleah, it's difficult to be realistic, and positive at the same time.
Hmm... but well, everything will go fine. I do not wanna be discouraged or pressed down, even if I am, I'm not destroyed or abandoned yay.
Ya know, i was just thinking, what will others think. Like I always link by posts back to God, like how would others think? Well, i just have to say that everything is about God if you think about it :) Ha, cool cool cool or what man.
Don't know how the A levels will be, as a student, it's always about exams and it's just so mundane and boring.. bleah. I should STOP thinking about post A level activities. It's so hard to accept that we can do anything after A's. Others always say it when we're facing exams and all, it doesn't end. But if you think about it, we don't really feel anything after our exams. Maybe like at that point, a sense of euphoria envelop us and we become so so relieved, but after that, life goes back to normal. Nothing much of a change ya.
I always think of reults day. Like how will i act, what would i do after i get my results eg Run home and slowly see my results, not look at my results till everyone's gone, keep it till Christmas? Waha. okay out of the scope alr.
Bleah. Life's so much more.
PRESS ON YOU GUYS CAUSE AT THE END OF IT YOU'LL BE ALRIGHT AND IN ONE PIECE! A LEVELS NOT GONNA GLOAT OVER YOU AND DEMORALISE YOU!!!!
IT'S A TEST OF YOUR FAITH AND TRUST IN WHO YOU BELIEVE IN. AND YOU WILL NOT FAIL THE TEST!!!!
Persevere. Trust that He will provide. Surrender.
14 DAYS LEFT.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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