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Friday, December 12, 2008
{ 1:04 AM on '' }
Hello blog.
Whoa, can i exclaim? The holidays are passing by really fast.
Christmas is like.. SOOO near it doesn't feel like it. Ugh, i hate this feeling.
Anyway, I've been kinda busy(or trying to be busy) this dec. Btw, the hk trip was relaly good, and i really look forward to going there again with friends! Ya, it's a cool shopping place although i feel that the things there are kind of similar to that of S'pore for certain stuff, but yeah, overall, i loved it.
Next there was youth camp. I left halfway because of prom (ugh that is -.-). Ya, and well, it was really cool cause everyone there was so young. The big oold foggy in the house yo. Ha. But overall, it was kinda cool.
SO about prom.
It was just, prom. Ya, i guessed i was too caught up with being vain and all, that I was kinda grumpy and -.- Lol. Just prom. Just lalalala. Just, yeah. I am such a loser seriously.
Oh and i tried to do Christmas shopping but i tell you, it's hard to find presents man. LIke this year, i totally have NO ideas. Pathetic.
I DON'T WANT TIME TO FLYYYYYY... Ugh. I get relaly uptight and sick when i've gotta do stuff and there's a date due to it. I'm an escapist yeah, totally.
I hate planning.
Okay, so today there was a sec school outing and boy oh boy was I so heart warmed (as usual) again. I don't know, but somehow I guess that I have been really MIA forever.. Im such a pig. Really, like i missed everyone! Aaawww, i miss being young, and just being...young. I realised how unethical uncultured uncaring i am, liek I don't keep in contact, or make the effort to.. Why? Me and my severely lame-mafying awkwardness and self cautiousness that ruins almost my entire life all the time.
I need CHANGE. Yes, this is currently my new 'vision'. Change.
So many things to do now. I've no idea why Im packing myself.
You know sometimes, life can be so meaningless without a vision, without a goal,but people tend to just ignore it cause they think that everyone's like that too, just wasting the day and waiting for smth to drop from the sky.. Break out of it! Man, i want to be different sometimes, who doesn't? Im ranting as usual. Yeah. Im thinking how will i end off my year? Life is short, really. I always say, yes i just love to talk nonsense. All this is driving me nuts, looks like I've gotta embrace change and never turn back at all.
What am I doing with my life?
Have I lost it along the way?
All the freedom, all the hidden responsibilities, all the feelings, all the experiences... what does it amount to?
Hm, where the direction? Where should I go from here? Where?
Give, love, cherish. Live and give, your all.
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Friday, December 12, 2008
{ 1:04 AM on '' }
Hello blog.
Whoa, can i exclaim? The holidays are passing by really fast.
Christmas is like.. SOOO near it doesn't feel like it. Ugh, i hate this feeling.
Anyway, I've been kinda busy(or trying to be busy) this dec. Btw, the hk trip was relaly good, and i really look forward to going there again with friends! Ya, it's a cool shopping place although i feel that the things there are kind of similar to that of S'pore for certain stuff, but yeah, overall, i loved it.
Next there was youth camp. I left halfway because of prom (ugh that is -.-). Ya, and well, it was really cool cause everyone there was so young. The big oold foggy in the house yo. Ha. But overall, it was kinda cool.
SO about prom.
It was just, prom. Ya, i guessed i was too caught up with being vain and all, that I was kinda grumpy and -.- Lol. Just prom. Just lalalala. Just, yeah. I am such a loser seriously.
Oh and i tried to do Christmas shopping but i tell you, it's hard to find presents man. LIke this year, i totally have NO ideas. Pathetic.
I DON'T WANT TIME TO FLYYYYYY... Ugh. I get relaly uptight and sick when i've gotta do stuff and there's a date due to it. I'm an escapist yeah, totally.
I hate planning.
Okay, so today there was a sec school outing and boy oh boy was I so heart warmed (as usual) again. I don't know, but somehow I guess that I have been really MIA forever.. Im such a pig. Really, like i missed everyone! Aaawww, i miss being young, and just being...young. I realised how unethical uncultured uncaring i am, liek I don't keep in contact, or make the effort to.. Why? Me and my severely lame-mafying awkwardness and self cautiousness that ruins almost my entire life all the time.
I need CHANGE. Yes, this is currently my new 'vision'. Change.
So many things to do now. I've no idea why Im packing myself.
You know sometimes, life can be so meaningless without a vision, without a goal,but people tend to just ignore it cause they think that everyone's like that too, just wasting the day and waiting for smth to drop from the sky.. Break out of it! Man, i want to be different sometimes, who doesn't? Im ranting as usual. Yeah. Im thinking how will i end off my year? Life is short, really. I always say, yes i just love to talk nonsense. All this is driving me nuts, looks like I've gotta embrace change and never turn back at all.
What am I doing with my life?
Have I lost it along the way?
All the freedom, all the hidden responsibilities, all the feelings, all the experiences... what does it amount to?
Hm, where the direction? Where should I go from here? Where?
Give, love, cherish. Live and give, your all.
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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