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Wednesday, March 04, 2009
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HELLO ALL

Yes it's been quite some time since i last blogged.
I guess all of you guys have experienced what it's like to be bored to TEARS. Yes, i was ultra bored yesterday. Seriously, adding in the gloomy weather and being alone with my maid oh my i was indeed beyond bored-ness.

On a lighter note, today felt good. :) At least my mum's off hahaha. Anw, i've been watching this show, talking about the lives of this couple and their 8 kids. The kids are SO SO adorable i tell you. They have 2 six year olds and 6 three year olds. Coolness right?
And western kids really learn fast. Like they know what they're speaking at the age of two. I don't think my bro knew what he was saying at two
Bah, having kids rock man. I wonder how every mother have to go through the pain, like again and again, and they don't mind.
Guess this is what you call the JOY of having kids huh

Lalalalala. Life is so precious. Imagine if you were not born, where would you be? seriously.
I remember when i was younger, i have eerie thoughts of these things.Like i'll be living in darkness, not myself, Cheryl Wong. Or maybe an ant? AN animal? A tiger? Or what if I have lived in Jesus's time? Or during WWII? Man, things would be completely utterly different. And scary in a sense.

Well, I must make use of my time. You know TWO MONTHS HAVE PASSED ALREADY. Im going bonkers like hello how the heck can time pass by so fast without school?
Maybe that's it.. Bahh..

I haven't drived yet or pierced my ears yet. I think Im suffering from fear. Fear, or lack of strength to initiate new things in life. AAAHHH.. Okay new things as in things i've never done brfore like the two things mentioned. Eh i think im a granny inside. I don't mind the mundane-ness of life sometimes. And im used to it. What's wrong with me? Totally BORING hello

Lalalallalala........ Im going out to breathe some fresh air later! and im looking forward to work next week like FINALLY. I get income. And it's smth NEW.
I think i need a lot of force to get me started. Like i don't like to make decisions. I prefer things planned out, meaning that i don't have a choice but to follow that planned thing.
But before that can happen, i need to decide whether i want to do that or not.
Moral of the story?

I get nothing done unless severely pushed or decide under pressure/ignorance.

Oh my im such a lousy freak.
Maybe i suffer from low self esteem hahhaa..
Okay this is serious not funny.

okay im rambling... LALALLALALA...
Im off for lunch!
Ciao!


Btw, i miss ny, and netball :))

Cheryl

Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma


Loves

To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.