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Friday, May 22, 2009
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Some things we don't know why.
Some things we don't know how.
I read in my friend's blog that if humans are allowed to feel so much, then each emotion is a gift. I totally agree. The ability to feel and to love, they are gifts. But on the other hand, abusing the gift would be totally wrong and unhealthy. I love gifts! :)
Have you ever ever questioned why we tell ourselves that we wouldn't do somethings but often ending up doing them? It is because of what we let ourselves be controlled by. Really. I always remember this part of a verse, "i beat my body and make it my slave". Yes. Impulsive provocative emotions or actions stirred up which causes us to fall, is bad. Boo.
Oh well, i haven't been reflecting and feeling myself for the past few months. Probably because i've lost myself you know. When will be the time when i learn to rise up and learn from my mistakes? To get out of my too comfy comfort zone?
If you think about it actually, i realised no one can be fully right in an argument. Totally no one, not even the mediator. Bah, we are so flawed, but who says we can't avoid situations that make us flawed? In all sense yes we can. Yes we can!
Ah, im just totally confused and withdrawn altogether. My focus is wrong, my thinking is wrong, what's left is right?
Lalalalala having one of my thought-full nights now. It has been a looong time.
Y'know, what parents warn about is always correct and good. It never harms us, it protects us. But you have to get to it to get hit hard in the head. I don't want to be those of the norm, i want to be different.
Does anyone understand?
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Friday, May 22, 2009
{ 1:02 AM on '' }
Some things we don't know why.
Some things we don't know how.
I read in my friend's blog that if humans are allowed to feel so much, then each emotion is a gift. I totally agree. The ability to feel and to love, they are gifts. But on the other hand, abusing the gift would be totally wrong and unhealthy. I love gifts! :)
Have you ever ever questioned why we tell ourselves that we wouldn't do somethings but often ending up doing them? It is because of what we let ourselves be controlled by. Really. I always remember this part of a verse, "i beat my body and make it my slave". Yes. Impulsive provocative emotions or actions stirred up which causes us to fall, is bad. Boo.
Oh well, i haven't been reflecting and feeling myself for the past few months. Probably because i've lost myself you know. When will be the time when i learn to rise up and learn from my mistakes? To get out of my too comfy comfort zone?
If you think about it actually, i realised no one can be fully right in an argument. Totally no one, not even the mediator. Bah, we are so flawed, but who says we can't avoid situations that make us flawed? In all sense yes we can. Yes we can!
Ah, im just totally confused and withdrawn altogether. My focus is wrong, my thinking is wrong, what's left is right?
Lalalalala having one of my thought-full nights now. It has been a looong time.
Y'know, what parents warn about is always correct and good. It never harms us, it protects us. But you have to get to it to get hit hard in the head. I don't want to be those of the norm, i want to be different.
Does anyone understand?
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Cheryl
Female.
19.
Loves freedom but doesn't treasure it
Basically still a kid crying for momma
Loves
To be accepted
To belong
To be embraced
Yay.
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